New to satanist

futonassasin_handsome50Jul 3, 20161 min to read

Jul 3, 2016

Hi all. First of all i'm a Christian and i'm not an infiltrator or enemy or whatever you said. Bcs recently (2-3 days ago to be exact) i found JoS web. So i started read more and more. The more i read i felt more interested and i feel that nothing wrong to be satanist. And since i always doubt about Christian god and his Angel and son and holy spirit, i started to thought about being satanist. I do pray everyday day and night, everytime i go out,eat, before sleep. But still i need to get my ass of by myself when i got stuck in life or get trouble, so i've Made my mind to be satanist. Please if there anyone who would like to help me grow spiritually in our father satan, please help me. I would appreciate any help, because i dont know what to do after the dedication ritual. Please help me. And if there any group other than Yahoo, anything like line,bbm,kik,etc, please tell me so i can join and grow faster. Thanks
-Hail Satan!!-

Jul 12, 2016#20

Johnson_akemi is definitely not an infiltrator, nor a newbie. Merely an Zevism who has taken the time to study EVERYTHING and help so many people.

Liturgical Terms of Zevism (everyone please read and familiarize yourself with these)

Jul 12, 2016#21

Aooooooohhh- there's a full moon out tonight! Lol!

Jul 12, 2016#22

STAY AWAY from circles guys!

As already said, they are despised by the Gods, and are "bad shit"!

I read the sorcerers used these and other methods to "bind/ enslave" the Demons and got them to do their bidding.

HP Pythia describes this!

Hail Satan!

Jul 13, 2016#23

thank you all for clarifying. I withdraw what I said. consider me corrected and i beg pardon.

HS!

Jul 13, 2016#24

yes I got it. I was wrong. beg pardon.

Jul 13, 2016#25

And that ans what, im a newb

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Jul 14, 2016#26

Hi Akemi,

Wow, you've been through the wars.I've had some real "weird" dreams, and sometimes strange noises that I know are not natural!

You know of course, that if you have any problems, we (I'm) are here to help.

Never give up, that's what the "bastard enemy" wants!

Father Satan and the Gods of Elysium protect and guide you!

Jul 15, 2016#27

As of right now, because I got serious, the enemies do not bother me. They know they will be ignored or banished. I also spend an hour a day working on my aura of protection to prevent enemy attacks and other misfortune.

Jul 15, 2016#28

Oh my! I am really sorry to hear that. Thats horrible.
This is also why you do not want to over due meditation and blow your mind open. Look at Me!
I mean... You can unlock a little too much. I always ask myself now can I do 20 mins of void? If not then why would I want to open my chakras more and thus my mind. Making void harder.
Meditation is all about balance. Slowly over years getting stronger. There is no way to rush it. This could trigger things prematurely, ending in disaster anyway.
To be Risen, one must not only have their chakras open which takes breathing exercises, Chant and focus everyday. Thousands of chants over time. To finally open them. But there is much more to just getting them open. There is cleaning out negative thoughtforms, removing bindings, Detaching from others, having complete control over the mind and have successfully removed all hangups.
Prematurely rising ends in Insanity or death.
Thats horrible that it got so bad for you.

Jul 15, 2016#29

The problem was not that I opened myself up too quickly. The issue was that I was ignorant and did not know how to differentiate between an enemy and Satan. As a result, I assumed that all spiritual contact was from Satan or a Demon and the enemies took advantage of that to try and drive me away from Satan.