Hi everyone I am new to all of this, and just have some questions. I as many others was brought up in a xtian house and taught all the crap that comes with it. I am now 38 years old and feel that so much time has been wasted trying to live up to all that is expected and getting absolutely nothing in return even now as my life is falling apart around me there is nothing. I am just so done with that BS. Anyway I have been reading some about Satanism and would like to know the best way to get started and if it as real and tangible as some of the things I have read. I absolutely believe Satan and his Demons exist.
Thanks Chad

New to Satanism
Hi Teena, welcome to the group :)
I saw that you added me on IM earlier, I am usually as "appear offline" but I'm still on quite often. I'm just not a very social person but I always reply.
Shannon answered your question about Guardians, but I just wanted to add that life will keep getting better as you advance. Life is truly beautiful when you find the Truth. I love Father Satan more and more as the days go on, and was recently blessed with a beautiful vision he showed me that I will paint soon. I'm just waiting for the correct colors to arrive in the mail.
Anyway, I'm getting off topic, just wanted to say welcome to the group.
Hail Father Satan!
--- In , "Teena" <gteena1@... wrote:
I just want to take a minute to thank JOS for everything. I had my dedication ceremony Monday night and to be honest I have never felt so calm and surrounded by so much love in my life, this is a new feeling for me, I am 46 years old and have been meandering through life with no purpose until I came across the JOS website (by accident) and everything started to click, I believe I have read just about everything in the website and I love it and I love Father Satan. I am hoping to have a ritual tonight asking Father to help finding a Guardian Demon for me, I have went through the JOS website several times and I have a few picked out but not sure if I should request one of let Father match one up for me, Any suggestions for anyone I would really appreciate. Life for once IS GREAT. I just need to work on Meditation and clearing my mind, I have faith that will come in time.
Hail Satan, our true Father.
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Hi Teena, welcome to the group :)
I saw that you added me on IM earlier, I am usually as "appear offline" but I'm still on quite often. I'm just not a very social person but I always reply.
Shannon answered your question about Guardians, but I just wanted to add that life will keep getting better as you advance. Life is truly beautiful when you find the Truth. I love Father Satan more and more as the days go on, and was recently blessed with a beautiful vision he showed me that I will paint soon. I'm just waiting for the correct colors to arrive in the mail.
Anyway, I'm getting off topic, just wanted to say welcome to the group.
Hail Father Satan!
--- In , "Teena" <gteena1@... wrote:
I just want to take a minute to thank JOS for everything. I had my dedication ceremony Monday night and to be honest I have never felt so calm and surrounded by so much love in my life, this is a new feeling for me, I am 46 years old and have been meandering through life with no purpose until I came across the JOS website (by accident) and everything started to click, I believe I have read just about everything in the website and I love it and I love Father Satan. I am hoping to have a ritual tonight asking Father to help finding a Guardian Demon for me, I have went through the JOS website several times and I have a few picked out but not sure if I should request one of let Father match one up for me, Any suggestions for anyone I would really appreciate. Life for once IS GREAT. I just need to work on Meditation and clearing my mind, I have faith that will come in time.
Hail Satan, our true Father.
That's great Lydia! :) and yes life does get better! Would love to see your painting if you can show it.
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On Wed, Jul 11, 2012 10:44 PM EDT [ email redacted ] wrote:
Hi Teena, welcome to the group :)
I saw that you added me on IM earlier, I am usually as "appear offline" but I'm still on quite often. I'm just not a very social person but I always reply.
Shannon answered your question about Guardians, but I just wanted to add that life will keep getting better as you advance. Life is truly beautiful when you find the Truth. I love Father Satan more and more as the days go on, and was recently blessed with a beautiful vision he showed me that I will paint soon. I'm just waiting for the correct colors to arrive in the mail.
Anyway, I'm getting off topic, just wanted to say welcome to the group.
Hail Father Satan!
--- In , "Teena" <gteena1@... wrote:
I just want to take a minute to thank JOS for everything. I had my dedication ceremony Monday night and to be honest I have never felt so calm and surrounded by so much love in my life, this is a new feeling for me, I am 46 years old and have been meandering through life with no purpose until I came across the JOS website (by accident) and everything started to click, I believe I have read just about everything in the website and I love it and I love Father Satan. I am hoping to have a ritual tonight asking Father to help finding a Guardian Demon for me, I have went through the JOS website several times and I have a few picked out but not sure if I should request one of let Father match one up for me, Any suggestions for anyone I would really appreciate. Life for once IS GREAT. I just need to work on Meditation and clearing my mind, I have faith that will come in time.
Hail Satan, our true Father.
That's great Lydia! :) and yes life does get better! Would love to see your painting if you can show it.
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On Wed, Jul 11, 2012 10:44 PM EDT [ email redacted ] wrote:
Hi Teena, welcome to the group :)
I saw that you added me on IM earlier, I am usually as "appear offline" but I'm still on quite often. I'm just not a very social person but I always reply.
Shannon answered your question about Guardians, but I just wanted to add that life will keep getting better as you advance. Life is truly beautiful when you find the Truth. I love Father Satan more and more as the days go on, and was recently blessed with a beautiful vision he showed me that I will paint soon. I'm just waiting for the correct colors to arrive in the mail.
Anyway, I'm getting off topic, just wanted to say welcome to the group.
Hail Father Satan!
--- In , "Teena" <gteena1@... wrote:
I just want to take a minute to thank JOS for everything. I had my dedication ceremony Monday night and to be honest I have never felt so calm and surrounded by so much love in my life, this is a new feeling for me, I am 46 years old and have been meandering through life with no purpose until I came across the JOS website (by accident) and everything started to click, I believe I have read just about everything in the website and I love it and I love Father Satan. I am hoping to have a ritual tonight asking Father to help finding a Guardian Demon for me, I have went through the JOS website several times and I have a few picked out but not sure if I should request one of let Father match one up for me, Any suggestions for anyone I would really appreciate. Life for once IS GREAT. I just need to work on Meditation and clearing my mind, I have faith that will come in time.
Hail Satan, our true Father.
I will post it to the group for sure, Shannon :)
--- In , Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@... wrote:
That's great Lydia! :) and yes life does get better! Would love to see your painting if you can show it.
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On Wed, Jul 11, 2012 10:44 PM EDT lydia_666@... wrote:
Hi Teena, welcome to the group :)
I saw that you added me on IM earlier, I am usually as "appear offline" but I'm still on quite often. I'm just not a very social person but I always reply.
Shannon answered your question about Guardians, but I just wanted to add that life will keep getting better as you advance. Life is truly beautiful when you find the Truth. I love Father Satan more and more as the days go on, and was recently blessed with a beautiful vision he showed me that I will paint soon. I'm just waiting for the correct colors to arrive in the mail.
Anyway, I'm getting off topic, just wanted to say welcome to the group.
Hail Father Satan!
--- In , "Teena" <gteena1@ wrote:
I just want to take a minute to thank JOS for everything. I had my dedication ceremony Monday night and to be honest I have never felt so calm and surrounded by so much love in my life, this is a new feeling for me, I am 46 years old and have been meandering through life with no purpose until I came across the JOS website (by accident) and everything started to click, I believe I have read just about everything in the website and I love it and I love Father Satan. I am hoping to have a ritual tonight asking Father to help finding a Guardian Demon for me, I have went through the JOS website several times and I have a few picked out but not sure if I should request one of let Father match one up for me, Any suggestions for anyone I would really appreciate. Life for once IS GREAT. I just need to work on Meditation and clearing my mind, I have faith that will come in time.
Hail Satan, our true Father.
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Liturgical Terms of Zevism (everyone please read and familiarize yourself with these)
I will post it to the group for sure, Shannon :)
--- In , Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@... wrote:
That's great Lydia! :) and yes life does get better! Would love to see your painting if you can show it.
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On Wed, Jul 11, 2012 10:44 PM EDT lydia_666@... wrote:
Hi Teena, welcome to the group :)
I saw that you added me on IM earlier, I am usually as "appear offline" but I'm still on quite often. I'm just not a very social person but I always reply.
Shannon answered your question about Guardians, but I just wanted to add that life will keep getting better as you advance. Life is truly beautiful when you find the Truth. I love Father Satan more and more as the days go on, and was recently blessed with a beautiful vision he showed me that I will paint soon. I'm just waiting for the correct colors to arrive in the mail.
Anyway, I'm getting off topic, just wanted to say welcome to the group.
Hail Father Satan!
--- In , "Teena" <gteena1@ wrote:
I just want to take a minute to thank JOS for everything. I had my dedication ceremony Monday night and to be honest I have never felt so calm and surrounded by so much love in my life, this is a new feeling for me, I am 46 years old and have been meandering through life with no purpose until I came across the JOS website (by accident) and everything started to click, I believe I have read just about everything in the website and I love it and I love Father Satan. I am hoping to have a ritual tonight asking Father to help finding a Guardian Demon for me, I have went through the JOS website several times and I have a few picked out but not sure if I should request one of let Father match one up for me, Any suggestions for anyone I would really appreciate. Life for once IS GREAT. I just need to work on Meditation and clearing my mind, I have faith that will come in time.
Hail Satan, our true Father.
Welcome Sister! That is so very cool! Yes, your life will only
continue to get better! Father has recently blessed me with something
I did not know I wanted, but which I came to realize that I did. I
won't go into it here, but suffice it to say that I am immensely
happier for it! He knows what we need and he gives it to us, when we
are ready. For now, just focus on power meditation, and try to get to
know Satan. You ought to do regular thanksgiving rituals to him,
meditate on his sigil etc., and just relax and enjoy the ride! ^ Hail
Father Satan always!
On 7/11/12, Brian Gibbons <[ email redacted ] wrote:
Congrats on your dedication and welcome to the group.
Hail Satan
Brian
--- On Wed, 7/11/12, Teena <[ email redacted ] wrote:
From: Teena <[ email redacted ]
Subject: New to Satanism
To:
Date: Wednesday, July 11, 2012, 11:18 AM
I just want to take a minute to thank JOS for everything. I had my
dedication ceremony Monday night and to be honest I have never felt so calm
and surrounded by so much love in my life, this is a new feeling for me, I
am 46 years old and have been meandering through life with no purpose until
I came across the JOS website (by accident) and everything started to click,
I believe I have read just about everything in the website and I love it and
I love Father Satan. I am hoping to have a ritual tonight asking Father to
help finding a Guardian Demon for me, I have went through the JOS website
several times and I have a few picked out but not sure if I should request
one of let Father match one up for me, Any suggestions for anyone I would
really appreciate. Life for once IS GREAT. I just need to work on
Meditation and clearing my mind, I have faith that will come in time.
Hail Satan, our true Father.
Welcome Sister! That is so very cool! Yes, your life will only
continue to get better! Father has recently blessed me with something
I did not know I wanted, but which I came to realize that I did. I
won't go into it here, but suffice it to say that I am immensely
happier for it! He knows what we need and he gives it to us, when we
are ready. For now, just focus on power meditation, and try to get to
know Satan. You ought to do regular thanksgiving rituals to him,
meditate on his sigil etc., and just relax and enjoy the ride! ^ Hail
Father Satan always!
On 7/11/12, Brian Gibbons <[ email redacted ] wrote:
Congrats on your dedication and welcome to the group.
Hail Satan
Brian
--- On Wed, 7/11/12, Teena <[ email redacted ] wrote:
From: Teena <[ email redacted ]
Subject: New to Satanism
To:
Date: Wednesday, July 11, 2012, 11:18 AM
I just want to take a minute to thank JOS for everything. I had my
dedication ceremony Monday night and to be honest I have never felt so calm
and surrounded by so much love in my life, this is a new feeling for me, I
am 46 years old and have been meandering through life with no purpose until
I came across the JOS website (by accident) and everything started to click,
I believe I have read just about everything in the website and I love it and
I love Father Satan. I am hoping to have a ritual tonight asking Father to
help finding a Guardian Demon for me, I have went through the JOS website
several times and I have a few picked out but not sure if I should request
one of let Father match one up for me, Any suggestions for anyone I would
really appreciate. Life for once IS GREAT. I just need to work on
Meditation and clearing my mind, I have faith that will come in time.
Hail Satan, our true Father.
Hello my name is Darwin Martinez.I Recently have done the commitment to Satan ritual and have a few concerns.For the ritual I was unable to get any new red candles and used four already used ones.Is the ritual still vaild saying the candles were used?Should I do the commitment ritual again?Also I want to do all I can to form a close relationship with Father Satan. I want to do this on my own as well as with others.Where can I find other Satanists? I live in Los Angeles. I appriciate your time and will be awaiting a respond.
Hello my name is Darwin Martinez.I Recently have done the commitment to Satan ritual and have a few concerns.For the ritual I was unable to get any new red candles and used four already used ones.Is the ritual still vaild saying the candles were used?Should I do the commitment ritual again?Also I want to do all I can to form a close relationship with Father Satan. I want to do this on my own as well as with others.Where can I find other Satanists? I live in Los Angeles. I appriciate your time and will be awaiting a respond.
It's valid. As for getting closer to father satan, talk to him. Get to know him. Do destruction rituals against. Do awakening rituals for our gentiles. There is also a meditation you can do. http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Meditation_on_Satan.html |
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Knowledge is power.
"I am ever present to help all who trust in me and call upon me in time of need."~Father Satan; The Al-jilwah
In Nomine Dei Nostri Satanas Luciferi Excelsi!* Let the name of Satan be exaulted!*
Hail Belial!* * Ave Zeus!* Ave Satanas!* Rege Satanas!* Hail Satan!*
www.templeofzeus.org
www.https://templeofzeus.org/LiturgicalTerms.php
From: charlesd4s <d.charles.martinez@...
To:
Sent: Monday, August 6, 2012 3:05 PM
Subject: New to Satanism
Hello my name is Darwin Martinez.I Recently have done the commitment to Satan ritual and have a few concerns.For the ritual I was unable to get any new red candles and used four already used ones.Is the ritual still vaild saying the candles were used?Should I do the commitment ritual again?Also I want to do all I can to form a close relationship with Father Satan. I want to do this on my own as well as with others.Where can I find other Satanists? I live in Los Angeles. I appriciate your time and will be awaiting a respond.
It's valid. As for getting closer to father satan, talk to him. Get to know him. Do destruction rituals against. Do awakening rituals for our gentiles. There is also a meditation you can do. http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Meditation_on_Satan.html |
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Knowledge is power.
"I am ever present to help all who trust in me and call upon me in time of need."~Father Satan; The Al-jilwah
In Nomine Dei Nostri Satanas Luciferi Excelsi!* Let the name of Satan be exaulted!*
Hail Belial!* * Ave Zeus!* Ave Satanas!* Rege Satanas!* Hail Satan!*
www.templeofzeus.org
www.https://templeofzeus.org/LiturgicalTerms.php
From: charlesd4s <d.charles.martinez@...
To:
Sent: Monday, August 6, 2012 3:05 PM
Subject: New to Satanism
Hello my name is Darwin Martinez.I Recently have done the commitment to Satan ritual and have a few concerns.For the ritual I was unable to get any new red candles and used four already used ones.Is the ritual still vaild saying the candles were used?Should I do the commitment ritual again?Also I want to do all I can to form a close relationship with Father Satan. I want to do this on my own as well as with others.Where can I find other Satanists? I live in Los Angeles. I appriciate your time and will be awaiting a respond.
I was born Christian, and converted to Catholic, now I'm interested in finding me...
I have done allot of reading on several religions, and beliefs... I think my mind has been tied in knots. There are allot of aspects of Satanism that I like, and that I feel I could enjoy. It's also controversial for me because I have always been raised to be against Satan, Satanism etc. So here I am, looking for the truth, looking for someone, something to believe in... To devote my life to!!! Please if you have any advice, guidance, lectures, whatever it may be... Contact me, my name is Sage!
I was born Christian, and converted to Catholic, now I'm interested in finding me...
I have done allot of reading on several religions, and beliefs... I think my mind has been tied in knots. There are allot of aspects of Satanism that I like, and that I feel I could enjoy. It's also controversial for me because I have always been raised to be against Satan, Satanism etc. So here I am, looking for the truth, looking for someone, something to believe in... To devote my life to!!! Please if you have any advice, guidance, lectures, whatever it may be... Contact me, my name is Sage!
From: spcwilliams28 <spcwilliams28@...;
To: ;
Subject: New to Satanism
Sent: Fri, Oct 5, 2012 3:45:29 AM
From: spcwilliams28 <spcwilliams28@...;
To: ;
Subject: New to Satanism
Sent: Fri, Oct 5, 2012 3:45:29 AM
Hey guys, I am new to satanism and would like to learn how to become close to Him. What should i do first?
Hey guys, I am new to satanism and would like to learn how to become close to Him. What should i do first?
Thoroughly read the joy of Satan website almost everything you need is there. Learn the different types of meditation and preform them often. Get with a group and learn to do rituals.
devinenolan21 <devinenolan21@... wrote:
Hey guys, I am new to satanism and would like to learn how to become close to Him. What should i do first?
Thoroughly read the joy of Satan website almost everything you need is there. Learn the different types of meditation and preform them often. Get with a group and learn to do rituals.
devinenolan21 <devinenolan21@... wrote:
Hey guys, I am new to satanism and would like to learn how to become close to Him. What should i do first?
Well first of all educate yourself on the Joy of Satan website and perform the rituals for his protection and keep a positive mind and see what happens!
Hail /m\
--- In , "devinenolan21" <devinenolan21@... wrote:
Hey guys, I am new to satanism and would like to learn how to become close to Him. What should i do first?
Well first of all educate yourself on the Joy of Satan website and perform the rituals for his protection and keep a positive mind and see what happens!
Hail /m\
--- In , "devinenolan21" <devinenolan21@... wrote:
Hey guys, I am new to satanism and would like to learn how to become close to Him. What should i do first?
templeofzeus.org
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On Sat, Nov 17, 2012 2:53 PM EST devinenolan21 wrote:
Hey guys, I am new to satanism and would like to learn how to become close to Him. What should i do first?
templeofzeus.org
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On Sat, Nov 17, 2012 2:53 PM EST devinenolan21 wrote:
Hey guys, I am new to satanism and would like to learn how to become close to Him. What should i do first?
All is correct except for the fact that you don't need a group to do rituals. These are usually done alone in the safety of your home. One's personal relationship with Father Satan/Enki and the Gods is between him and the Gods alone, it doesn't involve any humans. And it's actually discouraged to try to meet with others online as there are many infiltrators.
--- In , David Russell <davidtigerrussell@... wrote:
Thoroughly read the joy of Satan website almost everything you need is there. Learn the different types of meditation and preform them often. Get with a group and learn to do rituals.
devinenolan21 <devinenolan21@... wrote:
Hey guys, I am new to satanism and would like to learn how to become close to Him. What should i do first?
All is correct except for the fact that you don't need a group to do rituals. These are usually done alone in the safety of your home. One's personal relationship with Father Satan/Enki and the Gods is between him and the Gods alone, it doesn't involve any humans. And it's actually discouraged to try to meet with others online as there are many infiltrators.
--- In , David Russell <davidtigerrussell@... wrote:
Thoroughly read the joy of Satan website almost everything you need is there. Learn the different types of meditation and preform them often. Get with a group and learn to do rituals.
devinenolan21 <devinenolan21@... wrote:
Hey guys, I am new to satanism and would like to learn how to become close to Him. What should i do first?
I meant them as separate things to do absolutely do rituals alone you can (I sound like Yoda ) but getting together with others can be good too
the_fire_starter666 <the_fire_starter666@... wrote:
All is correct except for the fact that you don't need a group to do rituals. These are usually done alone in the safety of your home. One's personal relationship with Father Satan/Enki and the Gods is between him and the Gods alone, it doesn't involve any humans. And it's actually discouraged to try to meet with others online as there are many infiltrators.
--- In , David Russell <davidtigerrussell@... wrote:
Thoroughly read the joy of Satan website almost everything you need is there. Learn the different types of meditation and preform them often. Get with a group and learn to do rituals.
devinenolan21 <devinenolan21@... wrote:
Hey guys, I am new to satanism and would like to learn how to become close to Him. What should i do first?
I meant them as separate things to do absolutely do rituals alone you can (I sound like Yoda ) but getting together with others can be good too
the_fire_starter666 <the_fire_starter666@... wrote:
All is correct except for the fact that you don't need a group to do rituals. These are usually done alone in the safety of your home. One's personal relationship with Father Satan/Enki and the Gods is between him and the Gods alone, it doesn't involve any humans. And it's actually discouraged to try to meet with others online as there are many infiltrators.
--- In , David Russell <davidtigerrussell@... wrote:
Thoroughly read the joy of Satan website almost everything you need is there. Learn the different types of meditation and preform them often. Get with a group and learn to do rituals.
devinenolan21 <devinenolan21@... wrote:
Hey guys, I am new to satanism and would like to learn how to become close to Him. What should i do first?
I recently did a dedication ritual to Satan around middle of November 2012. I was wondering what am I to do now how I'm going to find friends now. I'm 23 all alone and done being a weak hearted depresso I recently did other rituals to Satan pledging allegiance and love for um. I don't know if he don't take me who the fuck will. Yeah according to some Satanists I'm a Devil Worshipping Idiot but this is just really me trying to Establish Friendship with this Deity. I ain't being all subservient and shit just trying to establish a connection you know to get my life on track. I ain't tryin to ask for no money bitches and fame just some Purpose in my life. Yeah no one knows I did this Cuz I'm good at lying when I need to. My family is like Hispanic as a motherfucker and ultra RHP and if they found out my dad would come from thousands of miles away and probably Shoot me or someone in my family would put me in a mental hospital. Almost every week I have to lie to my family so they don't find out what I'm really about I have to make peace with my family. I am fucking tired of my parents calling and asking me to go to church. So I say I believe in just God...but not the one you hear of in Church. I know that I've been good at pretending to be a church going Christian and making up fictitious stories my Buddhists grandma don't even know I'm A Satanist and she's fuckin smart.
I recently did a dedication ritual to Satan around middle of November 2012. I was wondering what am I to do now how I'm going to find friends now. I'm 23 all alone and done being a weak hearted depresso I recently did other rituals to Satan pledging allegiance and love for um. I don't know if he don't take me who the fuck will. Yeah according to some Satanists I'm a Devil Worshipping Idiot but this is just really me trying to Establish Friendship with this Deity. I ain't being all subservient and shit just trying to establish a connection you know to get my life on track. I ain't tryin to ask for no money bitches and fame just some Purpose in my life. Yeah no one knows I did this Cuz I'm good at lying when I need to. My family is like Hispanic as a motherfucker and ultra RHP and if they found out my dad would come from thousands of miles away and probably Shoot me or someone in my family would put me in a mental hospital. Almost every week I have to lie to my family so they don't find out what I'm really about I have to make peace with my family. I am fucking tired of my parents calling and asking me to go to church. So I say I believe in just God...but not the one you hear of in Church. I know that I've been good at pretending to be a church going Christian and making up fictitious stories my Buddhists grandma don't even know I'm A Satanist and she's fuckin smart.
Yeah things have gotten better I'm defiantely more physically powerful and I'm defiantely more "Aware". It seems though that my very Soul has been "amplifyed". I am like ready to be all I can in Life I feel positive. I've gotten smarter intellectually. I have even become a nicer and more compassionate person. My own Abusive and Controlling Parents don't even fuck with me. I've even learned how to become better liar due to the fact that Satanism is all about secrecy and keeping it real.
Yeah things have gotten better I'm defiantely more physically powerful and I'm defiantely more "Aware". It seems though that my very Soul has been "amplifyed". I am like ready to be all I can in Life I feel positive. I've gotten smarter intellectually. I have even become a nicer and more compassionate person. My own Abusive and Controlling Parents don't even fuck with me. I've even learned how to become better liar due to the fact that Satanism is all about secrecy and keeping it real.
Hi, I`m from Belize and go to an all-girls high school where religion is mandatory and a compulsory subject. I was wondering if it is okay to fake praying and other activities because you could be punished for not participating, but even when faking it i feel terrible. Am I doing anything wrong? Any advice?
-I don`t want to switch schools because it is one of the best high schools and I am almost finished with my time there.
Hi, I`m from Belize and go to an all-girls high school where religion is mandatory and a compulsory subject. I was wondering if it is okay to fake praying and other activities because you could be punished for not participating, but even when faking it i feel terrible. Am I doing anything wrong? Any advice?
-I don`t want to switch schools because it is one of the best high schools and I am almost finished with my time there.
From: metzgermeister11 <metzgermeister11@...;
To: ;
Subject: New to Satanism
Sent: Sat, Feb 2, 2013 4:31:37 AM
From: metzgermeister11 <metzgermeister11@...;
To: ;
Subject: New to Satanism
Sent: Sat, Feb 2, 2013 4:31:37 AM
