New to Satanism and very interested

[mirthfulsin]

I want prepare myself with empowering my energy to be aligned for the purpose of dedicating myself to Satan when I'm ready. I will do my very best as I have a spirit "attached" to me that claims to be a sex demon. I don't know where it hails from, but is very connected to me. Unfortunately, despite the sexual pleasure it gives me, it is kind of cruel and hasn't made for the healthiest relationship. I'm ashamed to say when I go to dedicate myself to Satan, this entity will be there too. This is part of why I want to connect to Satan. It seems like the natural thing to do. I have been distrusting of judeo/Christian and Islamic religions. 
I want the the dedication to be anchored completely in love, and dedicated loyalty.
Any suggestions as to how to deal with this "sex demon"? I got into spiritual connection and the astral with no true guidance and am "paying" for it. I do believe I can learn and grow from this experience though. Any suggestions would be much appreciated. Thank you in advance for your openness to support me on this new spiritual path of enlightenment.
-Stephanie

 

[okojino]

I'm 100% sure that it's not a Demon. Demons love and care for us, the enemy will often masquerade as them and even if they seem good, like you said they'll hurt you in some way. They use sex as a way to get your defenses down to hurt you. I know from experience sadly, but since I know the truth now it's stopped. Next time you see this entity make it swear it is with Satan, if it doesn't say or gives a weird answer...it's not! Banish it in Satan's name and imagine your room completely covered in Satanic blue fire. You could ask Satan for protection as well, till you can dedicate.

 

[Sandra Waldron]

I just answered your other post. If you're serious, dedicate ASAP! Then do a banishing ritual. You may
have to do it several times. Once dedicated, Father will send you a guardian demon. Read the JOS
website and learn how to protect yourself!
Hail Father Satan!
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On Wed, 5/21/14, healthbytouchsolutions@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] New to Satanism and very interested
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Wednesday, May 21, 2014, 10:44 PM
















 









I want prepare myself with empowering my
energy to be aligned for the purpose of dedicating myself to
Satan when I'm ready. I will do my very best as I have a
spirit "attached" to me that claims to be a sex
demon. I don't know where it hails from, but is very
connected to me. Unfortunately, despite the sexual pleasure
it gives me, it is kind of cruel and hasn't made for the
healthiest relationship. I'm ashamed to say when I go to
dedicate myself to Satan, this entity will be there too.
This is part of why I want to connect to Satan. It seems
like the natural thing to do. I have been distrusting of
judeo/Christian and Islamic
religions. 
I want the the dedication to be anchored
completely in love, and dedicated
loyalty.
Any suggestions as to how to deal with
this "sex demon"? I got into spiritual connection
and the astral with no true guidance and am
"paying" for it. I do believe I can learn and grow
from this experience though. Any suggestions would be much
appreciated. Thank you in advance for your openness to
support me on this new spiritual path of enlightenment.

-Stephanie

 

[mirthfulpeccadillo]

I was hundred percent sure it was never what it appeared or said it was. It's honest to a degree, and never gives a straight answer. And I can tell this thing is pissed, annoyed and scared. Yup, this thing has manipulated me and affected my self esteem, but I've been building momentum on giving power back to myself for my sanity's sake. I actually tried to kill myself four years ago because of this thing-almost succeed (can't believe I can walk again, let alone run and jump now), and have been suicidal since then. However, like I said, It's pissed, and I can tell it's not that strong even though it has been a pest and "super glued" to my energy field for four years.
Should i dedicate first or work on banishment first? Also, I will keep asking for protection, this has been a powerful affirmation for me in getting my soul prepared for the dedication ritual. It's hard to clear and charge my energy as this thing fucks with my energy all the time (and I am sure can imagine). Should I persist anyways with all my intention or just imagine filling my space with blue energy? What kind emotional energy should I charge this blue with: calm, love for Satan, feeling/asking for protection? Should I put out energy "feelers" for the Father asking to give me I sign of his protection too despite the torture of the thing?
Also, when doing the dedication and preparing for it, should I do energy work on myself despite this thing fucking/trying to sabatoge my intent? I'm on a limited budget for ritual tools? What do you recommend for the dedication ritual? If I can't find red, blue, or black candle what can I use? Can I use a stainless steel kitchen bowl for burning the paper? Anything else that you would recommend?
Thank you, thank you, thank you! I can not thank you enough for your guidance for helping succeed for greater good of humanity and the spiritual growth of our God and his creation. I cried tears of joy from your response! It's nice to know that I am not alone! And thank you Satan...!

 

[mirthfulpeccadillo]

Oh also,  I think I should get rid of my "artwork" and automatic writings that I have kept as a diary to use for a autobiography that I was going share about experience. How do I properly dispose of these items? Unless, you can recommend there is some kind of energy work that can do on these items to protect myself?
What do you recommend?

 

[mirthfulpeccadillo]

Also, how do I imagine/feel the energy I put out there and other details would you recommend committing to Satan while doing the banishing ritual?
Thanks again in advance?
I can already feel this thing getting weaker.

 

[mirthfulpeccadillo]

Thank you! Hail Satan! This thing is scared shitless!

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Any candle colour will do. And a stainless steel bowl is good too, for burning your paper in.

On Saturday, May 24, 2014 6:39:22 PM, "mirthfulpeccadillo@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I was hundred percent sure it was never what it appeared or said it was. It's honest to a degree, and never gives a straight answer. And I can tell this thing is pissed, annoyed and scared. Yup, this thing has manipulated me and affected my self esteem, but I've been building momentum on giving power back to myself for my sanity's sake. I actually tried to kill myself four years ago because of this thing-almost succeed (can't believe I can walk again, let alone run and jump now), and have been suicidal since then. However, like I said, It's pissed, and I can tell it's not that strong even though it has been a pest and "super glued" to my energy field for four years.
Should i dedicate first or work on banishment first? Also, I will keep asking for protection, this has been a powerful affirmation for me in getting my soul prepared for the dedication ritual. It's hard to clear and charge my energy as this thing fucks with my energy all the time (and I am sure can imagine). Should I persist anyways with all my intention or just imagine filling my space with blue energy? What kind emotional energy should I charge this blue with: calm, love for Satan, feeling/asking for protection? Should I put out energy "feelers" for the Father asking to give me I sign of his protection too despite the torture of the thing?
Also, when doing the dedication and preparing for it, should I do energy work on myself despite this thing fucking/trying to sabatoge my intent? I'm on a limited budget for ritual tools? What do you recommend for the dedication ritual? If I can't find red, blue, or black candle what can I use? Can I use a stainless steel kitchen bowl for burning the paper? Anything else that you would recommend?
Thank you, thank you, thank you! I can not thank you enough for your guidance for helping succeed for greater good of humanity and the spiritual growth of our God and his creation. I cried tears of joy from your response! It's nice to know that I am not alone! And thank you Satan...!

 

[[email protected]]

Dedicate first then if its needed do the Satanic Banishing Ritual given on JoS. Moreover,I believe once you dedicate to Satan, the negative entities will themselves withered away. This entity is already scared,trying to sabogate your intent as you say. Just completely ignore the thoughts about entity while and before proceeding to Dedication Ritual.

 

[Sandra Waldron]

Dedicate first. It is the intent that counts. Use what you have. If your hearts in the right place, Father Satan
will understand.
Hail Father Satan!
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On Fri, 5/23/14, mirthfulpeccadillo@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: New to Satanism and very interested
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Friday, May 23, 2014, 8:15 PM
















 









I was hundred percent sure it was never what it
appeared or said it was. It's honest to a degree, and
never gives a straight answer. And I can tell this thing is
pissed, annoyed and scared. Yup, this thing has manipulated
me and affected my self esteem, but I've been building
momentum on giving power back to myself for my sanity's
sake. I actually tried to kill myself four years ago because
of this thing-almost succeed (can't believe I can walk
again, let alone run and jump now), and have been suicidal
since then. However, like I said, It's pissed, and I can
tell it's not that strong even though it has been a pest
and "super glued" to my energy field for four
years.
Should i dedicate first or work on banishment
first? Also, I will keep asking for protection, this has
been a powerful affirmation for me in getting my soul
prepared for the dedication ritual. It's hard to clear
and charge my energy as this thing fucks with my energy all
the time (and I am sure can imagine). Should I persist
anyways with all my intention or just imagine filling my
space with blue energy? What kind emotional energy should I
charge this blue with: calm, love for Satan, feeling/asking
for protection? Should I put out energy "feelers"
for the Father asking to give me I sign of his protection
too despite the torture of the thing?
Also, when doing the dedication and preparing for
it, should I do energy work on myself despite this thing
fucking/trying to sabatoge my intent? I'm on a limited
budget for ritual tools? What do you recommend for the
dedication ritual? If I can't find red, blue, or black
candle what can I use? Can I use a stainless steel kitchen
bowl for burning the paper? Anything else that you would
recommend?
Thank you, thank you, thank you! I can not thank
you enough for your guidance for helping succeed for greater
good of humanity and the spiritual growth of our God and his
creation. I cried tears of joy from your response! It's
nice to know that I am not alone! And thank you
Satan...!

 

[Stephanie Cruz]

Thank you.  

Sent from my iPad

On May 25, 2014, at 10:34 PM, "Sandra Waldron simsmotal@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Dedicate first. It is the intent that counts. Use what you have. If your hearts in the right place, Father Satan
will understand.
Hail Father Satan!
--------------------------------------------
On Fri, 5/23/14, mirthfulpeccadillo@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: New to Satanism and very interested
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Friday, May 23, 2014, 8:15 PM
















 









I was hundred percent sure it was never what it
appeared or said it was. It's honest to a degree, and
never gives a straight answer. And I can tell this thing is
pissed, annoyed and scared. Yup, this thing has manipulated
me and affected my self esteem, but I've been building
momentum on giving power back to myself for my sanity's
sake. I actually tried to kill myself four years ago because
of this thing-almost succeed (can't believe I can walk
again, let alone run and jump now), and have been suicidal
since then. However, like I said, It's pissed, and I can
tell it's not that strong even though it has been a pest
and "super glued" to my energy field for four
years.
Should i dedicate first or work on banishment
first? Also, I will keep asking for protection, this has
been a powerful affirmation for me in getting my soul
prepared for the dedication ritual. It's hard to clear
and charge my energy as this thing fucks with my energy all
the time (and I am sure can imagine). Should I persist
anyways with all my intention or just imagine filling my
space with blue energy? What kind emotional energy should I
charge this blue with: calm, love for Satan, feeling/asking
for protection? Should I put out energy "feelers"
for the Father asking to give me I sign of his protection
too despite the torture of the thing?
Also, when doing the dedication and preparing for
it, should I do energy work on myself despite this thing
fucking/trying to sabatoge my intent? I'm on a limited
budget for ritual tools? What do you recommend for the
dedication ritual? If I can't find red, blue, or black
candle what can I use? Can I use a stainless steel kitchen
bowl for burning the paper? Anything else that you would
recommend?
Thank you, thank you, thank you! I can not thank
you enough for your guidance for helping succeed for greater
good of humanity and the spiritual growth of our God and his
creation. I cried tears of joy from your response! It's
nice to know that I am not alone! And thank you
Satan...!

 

[mirthfulsin]

When I do the banishing ritual, it says to do a "standard" ritual. It says what to do in the INVOKING of the Four Princes of Hell, then invocation prayer to Satan and the next steps after meditation (I have a hard time meditating as it is because of the entity/entities influence on my energy field. To invoke, mean to allow the spirit to communicate through your vessel right? I can't think of how to fully invoke Satan and the Four Princes accept to just follow the directions as best as possible. Am I miss understanding/reading to much into this? I have actually invoked these enemy entities before, and I won't to that for obvious reasons.
Sorry, I'm just a little confused. I guess the Banishing Ritual steps are more about intent?