storm.raiven
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Greetings to all who i sincerely feel will soon be my brothers and sisters in Satan! For many years i have searched for my spiritual niche in life, and never really found it. I have been a practicing wiccan/neo-pagan for years, before foolishly converting to xianity. Needless to say, this destroyed any gains i had made spiritually. Since coming to my senses and seeing xian lies at first hand - thanks to my hypocritical SoB brother in law, who is a supposed xian, i have now found myself stuck in a state near to torpor. A long standing friend, who is a dedicated SS, pointed me to the JoS website. After just reading the title page, i was gripped by an intense feeling of exitement, like i have found something i once lost! Putting my xian brainwashing induced fear ashde, i carried on reading, and was soon enthralled! Damn, how could i have been so wrong? This new knowledge (new to me anyways!) is changing how i think and feel about Father Satan at a unbelievable speed! Yes, i say Father Satan, eventhough i have not yet performed the dedication ritual, i feel in my heart that this is where i belong. Here my question comes in - Is there a 'waiting period' before i can dedicate myself? When can i attempt summoning a helper or guardian Demon or Demoness?
Im sure im going to need all the help i can get in repairing the damage caused while i was under the enemy's power. I am willing to put in all the effort, I WANT Satan in my life, my heart tells me i will never be happy or content till this is so.
Respectful thanks in advance for guidance!
HAIL SATAN!!!
Im sure im going to need all the help i can get in repairing the damage caused while i was under the enemy's power. I am willing to put in all the effort, I WANT Satan in my life, my heart tells me i will never be happy or content till this is so.
Respectful thanks in advance for guidance!
HAIL SATAN!!!