New to it all, advice and help desired.

[armandlestat13]

Currently, I'm a rather loose Christian. I don't pray, I don't go to church, it's really just the title I use to keep myself alive in public. But, my mother, she sent me to an asylum when I was an unofficial satanist before. I'm greatly considering this all, something in me is telling me to do it, something *wants* it. My friend said it might be a demon, and I don't know if I can really give into this want completely... Give me your advice on this, if I should listen, and if this can help. I want to be happy, I want to have something with me. I've felt alone and abandoned by the Christian god, my faith in it practically nonexistent, and Satanism, not in remorse for the christian god, but for real interest, is something I am highly considering. I just want some help.. Send some demon to check what is in me, give me your opinion, do something, please.

 

[deathelic]

hey man, theres nothing more satisfying than sending a black thoughtform to some kid who threw a stick at a duck. damn I hate that kid and that's y I sent the killer thoughtform. I'm gonna send another to a christian named Trent. MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hail Satan!

 

[armandlestat13]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "deathelic" <deathelic@... wrote:

hey man, theres nothing more satisfying than sending a black thoughtform to some kid who threw a stick at a duck. damn I hate that kid and that's y I sent the killer thoughtform. I'm gonna send another to a christian named Trent. MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hail Satan!

Well, to be honest, it doesn't seem right to be one just for the power... Although I do love power...

 

[nightfoxx666]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "armandlestat13" <armandlestat13@... wrote:

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "deathelic" <deathelic@ wrote:

hey man, theres nothing more satisfying than sending a black thoughtform to some kid who threw a stick at a duck. damn I hate that kid and that's y I sent the killer thoughtform. I'm gonna send another to a christian named Trent. MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hail Satan!



Well, to be honest, it doesn't seem right to be one just for the power... Although I do love power...

Well, If your interested go check out these sites
JoyOfSatan.com
ExposingChristianity.com