New member self-introduction and questions/observations

[NinRick]

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What the actual fuck?! This is the worst story I HAVE EVERY HEARD! I can NOT even imagine what you went through! I can not even fathom how fucking disgusting you must have felt and how fucked up this made you and your life! Fuck!

I am so glad you made it through this total crap of... I don’t even know what to call it, but I AM HAPPY YOU ARE ALIVE!

(Oh by the way, your English is really good! I am not a native speaker as well, but your post was splendid)

I am sorry for my language in the above, but I am actually shocked what you went through.

On the same time I really need to express my appreciation and respect towards you, that you made it through this. From reading your lines and your story you made it very clear that you are a strong Person. I am respecting you for this. (Idk if most people can actually even begin to grasp what you went through...)

Okay, it you ever need anything, you can ask things here, or you can mail me. About anything.

Then coming to the actual story, good job in Returning the curses to your mother! I like it!

Well what you have been doing is the right path. You need to clean your soul, and put an Aura of protection, you seem to have been doing this already.

Then overall advancement is also very important, when you advance you will not go thorough those hardships ever again. After you reach a certain point, and have advanced past a point, and even the worst transits will not be this bad anymore.

Then you need to detach yourself from your mother, your family, and christianity as a whole. So you should do some freeing the soul workings.

Well also, YES YOU ARE RIGHT, you got cursed by your mother, or rather by greys/angels. The day you dedicated was the day Satan started to protect you from curses, the day you meditated you started freeing yourself from them, the day you started returning the curses, you started heaping the curses on that horrible Woman (I will not call your „mom“, as this is even blasphemy in my view).
Xians attract angels/greys and other fully disgusting entities, which curse them and other people around them. I am sure your DAMN HOUSE is fully invested with those things.
Before I found Satan I was in the Vatican and got cursed.
NEVER RETURN TO THAT HOUSE!

In regards to your life as a whole, again I am so glad you made it through.

You should spam Jupiter Squares and Sun Squares to off-set negative energies in your life, to attract wealth, luck, happiness, and also to attract someone who you can love. ACTUALLY LOVE.
As this would help to heal your wounds.
You should do a working to attract a Satanic soul, this person doesn’t have to be dedicated yet, but being satanic would be great.

But first you should work on yourself, and try to heal as far as possible.

Good job! You made it!

You found Satan! You found the path of actual personal evolution!
You are in the process to become a stronger person and stronger version of yourself day by day!
You made it through the darkness, and arrived on a shore or love!

As you approached the Demons, you probably wanted to be swallowed by the darkness, but after you jumped into this World, all you found was light!

From now on you are never alone, Satan never lets his children suffer, Father is always there for his children.
Keep moving, keep advancing, keep bettering your life, and you will find true fulfilment, power and happiness in the end.

Look back where you were 1 year before dedicating, look where you were 1 week after dedicating your soul to Satan. Look where you are now. Look where you will be in 1 year from here. And look where you will be in 10 years.

Don’t quit suffer now, and live the rest of your life as a champion.
This is what you did, splendid, you have my respect!

 

[Stormblood]

questions:

Is k-pop, anime and asian media/dramas in general ok for a Zevism? I don't want to watch anything from hollywood anymore.

how to break generational curses? (I believe my mother's ancestors were cursed and several people who are now dead also cursed her)

how to break a love curse? I remember her cursing me thousands of times ever since I was a child to never find anyone and instead be roommates with her (when I am in my 60s and she is in her 80s) so we can ''take care of each other''.

I want to completely undo the x-tian brainwashing of asking for help constantly like a spiritual beggar and I try to do everything mentioned here, but there is always room for improvement, or maybe there are more specific resources about these problems that I can study/follow?

Thank you in advance



Ever since

Welcome to the community and congratulations on taking the first step toward a lifelong journey that will bless your life to the highest possible degree, should you decide to commit yourself fully to it!

In regards to your questions, let's see.

You can watch everything you enjoy. Over time, you may notice you start detaching from them as well for various reasons. One could be advancement sets your focus on things that empower you, rather than making you mind, body and soul passive; another could be that you simply discover hobbies, interests and passions that are truer to yourself; yet another that you start finding plots too predictable because of your heightened psychic senses, which will in turn make you bored of watching them.

As a beginner, cleaning and opening your soul will do a lot of the work on freeing you from curses. The very act of working on the chakra, unblocks the purest energy, freeing them from enemy influences. The Rituals will also have a similar effect. For deeper burdens, once your chakra are open and you have established a satisfactory foundation, you may want to integrate freeing the soul workings, which will break down any persistent curse. Keep doing the Returning curses. It should be ideally done on a daily basis, both parts. After the energy has strong foundations (we did it for about a year), you can decide to do Part 1 at all times, and Part 2 only during the waxing phase of the Moon.

Removing enemy brainwashing is a work in progress. It will take varying lengths but simply partaking in spiritual warfare, meditating and observing other branches of yoga will take care of that, especially if you keep an open mind that everything you knew before, no matter the topic, could be wrong. This open-mindedness will remove any surface resistance, and your awareness will increase further. If you'd like, you could write on a journal your experiences every day, to monitor any change in thought, belief and value. Writing and re-reading them is an underestimated practice and deeply helps in developing self-awareness.

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

My last question is: I want to discuss several different topics such as internet addiction, antinatalism and other self-destructive philosophies, reddit etc. Would it be ok to occasionally start a thread? (not spam of course, maybe one every 2-3 days).

Yes of course. Ask whatever you want. If it is a smaller or simple question it would be a good idea to ask it in a comment on this topic.
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=15534

Or if it is a very large or complicated thing, make your own topic for it.

 

[Demonolater2023]

Thank you, I will continue researching and only start a new thread if I have not managed to found something similar posted before. Otherwise, I will just comment under the older thread.

 

[The Alchemist7 [SG]]

I want to completely undo the x-tian brainwashing of asking for help constantly like a spiritual beggar and I try to do everything mentioned here, but there is always room for improvement, or maybe there are more specific resources about these problems that I can study/follow?

Hello. Since you said English is not your first language, if you want to study more from JoS, a good opportunity to do this is by joining the translations.
https://ancient-forums.com/viewforum.php?f=31
If one of the languages there is your first language you can join the respective thread, if you speak another language a thread can be opened for it.
This also brings a positive attention from the Gods as working for expanding JoS in other languages is very important and is something we are currently doing in a more organized way since last year.

 

[Demonolater2023]

My first language is Japanese.

 

[The Alchemist7 [SG]]

My first language is Japanese.

Then if you with you can join the Japanesse translations
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=31&t=59315
There is already a team so you can establish communication with them on that thread. As I said you will benefit from involving in translations both in the eyes of the Gods but also in reading and processing the knowledge on JoS. Is all up to you, do not rush at all. Take your time and think about it. If you are grateful for the help received by the Gods, joining the translations is definitely a good way to `pay off`, or to express your gratidude, also if you will need future help from the Gods with something that you won't be able to handle yourself. Also never forget that if you face hard times you can always post your issues on the forums and you will most likely get help from the members.