new, and with some questions

[floordoor]

First of all, sorry for any mistyping and sorts, English isn't my native language.
But first, a little introduction.

Hello, I am Koen, 19 years old male from the Netherlands. Since I was young I've been entangled by christianity. I've been to christian schools and after only 6 years of enduring I started to dislike it more and more. When I became 16 I came in touch (via internet/games/comics/books/films etc.) with occult and I kind of liked it. Still it was scary in many ways (as christians tried to make it as scary as possible). When I first experienced black-metal I became more and more interested by satanism (I've red the forum that there are a lot of people that are hating metal of any sort and so on. Everyone has his own musical tastes, that makes us human, and respect that, as I will respect your musical tastes). Suddenly my brother bought 'the satanist bible', by La-vey. When I started reading I really wanted to become satanist and I finaly founded JoS, which made me believe.
So far, so good...yet I have a few questions, that keep me busy.

1.
I am new to satanism, especially spiritual satanism, and in my eyes satanism seems the one and only true religion. Yet I have to make a formal commitment, but there are some questions.
Quote from the JoS page;
''At the end of the ritual, close with the words "So mote it be." And a Big "HAIL SATAN!!"''
As it says you have to end with saying (almost shouting) Hail Satan. Due to my present situation I wonder, can you, just like the prayer which you can, say it within your mind?

2.
I have a girlfriend and I love her with all my hearth and soul, yet she is very skeptic about other religions than the christian/xtian religion.
If she got to choose between all religions, she would become christian/xtian (I presume). I have no idea what to do with that, being afraid that she wouldn't take me serious or stop me from praying to our Father.
What can/should I do? Or should I ask Father?

3.
Something I always bring with me is my music. I love listening to my music and even sing along. Yet some songs have lyrics about 'God' are have Christian/xtian prayers in it. Can I still sing them? (meaning I have to delete them from my mp3?)

4.
I see on the JoS site and this eGroup sometimes written 'xian', and sometimes 'xtian'.
I really wonder, is it 'xian', or 'xtian'?

5.
This question is concerning the Enochian keys.
Does Father and his demons only speak Enochian, or only English, or do they speak every language so they speak to you in your own native language?
There is something about Enochian, as I keep forgetting the way it is called, can anyone explain that too?

This is about it, as far as I can recall.
I've written quite a lot and I hope I can get a good and serious answers to it (as it would be really appreciated).

Hail Father Satan.

 

[valeriobaldassarri]

goodmorning Brother, I apologizie for my mistyping too, for the same reason of yours...

1. yes of course, shouting is not necessary at all... the only important thing is to do it all with your whole heart and faith. our Father is really undestanding (for example, if your family forced you to pray someone else, you could falsely do it if this could keep you out of humble problem with them, faith is first in the heart, just then in the words...)

2.well my friend, I'm glad you're in love, but you're just 19 as you said, and nothing but Satan lasts forever... so don't worry about your actual girlfriend, also because if you really love someone I guess you'd never go against his/her creed, or you couldn't talk about true love... so, maybe, this can also be a chance to see who she really is and what she really feel for you...

3.I think this is a concept really near to the first point, I mean: as you don't need to scream something to truely believe in it, you don't even necessarily believe in something just because you sing it or scream it... I'm a musician, and freely chose to reject part of my musical genres for religious reasons, but Satanism is about personal freedom, and the music is one the greatest gifts from the Almighty Father... so I think that this is something that only you can choose to do or don't

4.I think "xian" for x stays for christ, as in xmas = christmas (fuck him, anyway)

by the way, these are just my personal opinions, and asking to the father and/or to your guardians will always be the only way to do right when you have doubts like these...

bye Brother, AVE SATANAS!!

--- In , "floordoor" <floordoor@... wrote:

First of all, sorry for any mistyping and sorts, English isn't my native language.
But first, a little introduction.

Hello, I am Koen, 19 years old male from the Netherlands. Since I was young I've been entangled by christianity. I've been to christian schools and after only 6 years of enduring I started to dislike it more and more. When I became 16 I came in touch (via internet/games/comics/books/films etc.) with occult and I kind of liked it. Still it was scary in many ways (as christians tried to make it as scary as possible). When I first experienced black-metal I became more and more interested by satanism (I've red the forum that there are a lot of people that are hating metal of any sort and so on. Everyone has his own musical tastes, that makes us human, and respect that, as I will respect your musical tastes). Suddenly my brother bought 'the satanist bible', by La-vey. When I started reading I really wanted to become satanist and I finaly founded JoS, which made me believe.
So far, so good...yet I have a few questions, that keep me busy.

1.
I am new to satanism, especially spiritual satanism, and in my eyes satanism seems the one and only true religion. Yet I have to make a formal commitment, but there are some questions.
Quote from the JoS page;
''At the end of the ritual, close with the words "So mote it be." And a Big "HAIL SATAN!!"''
As it says you have to end with saying (almost shouting) Hail Satan. Due to my present situation I wonder, can you, just like the prayer which you can, say it within your mind?

2.
I have a girlfriend and I love her with all my hearth and soul, yet she is very skeptic about other religions than the christian/xtian religion.
If she got to choose between all religions, she would become christian/xtian (I presume). I have no idea what to do with that, being afraid that she wouldn't take me serious or stop me from praying to our Father.
What can/should I do? Or should I ask Father?

3.
Something I always bring with me is my music. I love listening to my music and even sing along. Yet some songs have lyrics about 'God' are have Christian/xtian prayers in it. Can I still sing them? (meaning I have to delete them from my mp3?)

4.
I see on the JoS site and this eGroup sometimes written 'xian', and sometimes 'xtian'.
I really wonder, is it 'xian', or 'xtian'?

5.
This question is concerning the Enochian keys.
Does Father and his demons only speak Enochian, or only English, or do they speak every language so they speak to you in your own native language?
There is something about Enochian, as I keep forgetting the way it is called, can anyone explain that too?

This is about it, as far as I can recall.
I've written quite a lot and I hope I can get a good and serious answers to it (as it would be really appreciated).

Hail Father Satan.