New and Having trouble Meditating/ Deep Trance

[carter19942001]

I wouldn't say I'm exactly new to this. I been looking and thinking about a year and a half. I'm 19 now bout to turn 20 but I still live in a strict home. I can't psychically do the Dedication. I did read that I could do it within my Astral Temple for now until I'm actually able to do the ritual. I can't denie that have very short patience.I can't exactly visualize and hold my concentration to even see the temple. I was once told on ToS that meditating and going into a deep trance would help me be able to visualize it better. But when I do try to meditate/ deep trance I cannot stay focus longer than maybe 15-20 minutes. Is there any advice to help me on this matter? ( I have reap about visualizing climbing down a latter then falling off it but not even that seemed to work.) 

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Instead of sitting up, try lying down when going down the ladder and falling off of it. Just don't do it when you're sleepy.

On Saturday, May 31, 2014 10:32:10 AM, "cubix106@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I wouldn't say I'm exactly new to this. I been looking and thinking about a year and a half. I'm 19 now bout to turn 20 but I still live in a strict home. I can't psychically do the Dedication. I did read that I could do it within my Astral Temple for now until I'm actually able to do the ritual. I can't denie that have very short patience.I can't exactly visualize and hold my concentration to even see the temple. I was once told on ToS that meditating and going into a deep trance would help me be able to visualize it better. But when I do try to meditate/ deep trance I cannot stay focus longer than maybe 15-20 minutes. Is there any advice to help me on this matter? ( I have reap about visualizing climbing down a latter then falling off it but not even that seemed to work.)