Hey there!

No need to worry if your message seems worded out weirdly; I think it's fine. I believe this is how most of us were, when first starting out and trying to figure ourselves and the entire world out.
You should study the websites:
http://www.joyofSatan.com (information about Spiritual Satanism)
http://www.exposingchristianity.com (information about the disgusting hoax of christianity.
By the way wicca is a christianized "Paganism"... so it's definitely not Paganism.
Paganism and Satanism are the same thing. Our Gods, the ones we used to worship as Pagans, many years ago, were labeled "Demons" by the fucking church. Christianity and the muslim religion have been invented by the jews; who are, our natural enemy (and we are theirs). Their purpose is really the destruction of humankind, and for all Gentiles (meaning non-jew people) to become their slaves.
Some of us had doubts about the jews being as nefarious as they are known to be... If you study the exposingchristianity website and this one
http://www.angelfire.com/dawn666blacksu ... caust.html you will not have any doubts.
This is all I can give you for now.

Study , study with all your might. Knowledge is power.

Satan actually supports and encourages people doing their own research. Unlike the christian god, who demands blind faith, Satan tells you that you are free to do your own research. He doesn't want slaves. He is the Father of humankind, and we were not created in order to be slaves.
After you have studied, if you want to become a Spiritual Satanist, you should do the dedication ritual (you will find it on the first website I gave you), and then you should start with HP HoodedCobra's 40 days meditation program (if you googlesearch, you'll find the pdf online). For any other questions you might have (after you have studied the websites) feel free to ask here.
It is best, if you have any questions, to ask in the group instead of sending private messages to people. There are actually infiltrators among the members of the group (a few entirely idiot individuals -most of which are jews- who try to disrupt Satan's Work by confusing the new people, who come here with questions).
Other than those few idiot individuals, we are all a Family here.

Feel free to ask questions, and even explore past messages (although yahoo is fucking up so you might have a difficulty there).
Happy studying.
