seventh7776
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I'm new at this and always had a overwhelming attraction to anything dark. Now I'm 40 and want to do things for me. I lived the lie for many years and ready to turn my life to Satan . At night I experience different things but it seems to always be sexual and I want it. But just seems that it gets to a point then stops. I pray to Satan and meditate alot. What do I need to do to embrace it all and experience it. Tonight I will once again mediate and try to envoke but could use your help...