I haven't found anything yet on JoS to help me understand this curiosity if there is a link please post for me to learn. (I have been starving for knowledge, so much I nearly spend every min reading or re-enforcing what I have learned on JoS) Anyway what I want to know is what is happening when these things happen.
Some music, not all music, only a few songs I know mostly songs without lyrics just theme sounds. When I hear them I feel more than the average persons elation. I can focus and draw a great amount of energy. When I do I feel strange in the sense I am tapping into a hidden or closed off part of myself. Some of my workings, cleansings that I have done while immersing my self in the rhythm of a song have yielded very potent results. Each time I do this the next time I know a little more on energy working. Now normally I would ask My Demon, but right now my sending is high working, my receiving and seeing is very much in need of help. I can feel the presence of my Guardian, and my Demon Love, but I can not hear them. If anyone has a specific regime that can help me focus and open these area's it would be appreciated. Everytime I go to the chakra's involved with sight and hearing astrally, I can't clean, I can't direct energy to, I can't seen to stimulate them at all. I have been trying some of the exercises on JoS, but it never works for those area's, everywhere but sight and hearing. All my other area's I can work on. I feel bound in these area's as if they were sealed from me. Anyway I want to know how to fix this myself if I can, if not then I have no problem asking Father SATAN for help, but I must try to help myself first. As for the music and energy working does anyone know whats happening to me there?
Respectful Thanks
Respect, Honor, and Love to OUR Father SATAN!!!
Some music, not all music, only a few songs I know mostly songs without lyrics just theme sounds. When I hear them I feel more than the average persons elation. I can focus and draw a great amount of energy. When I do I feel strange in the sense I am tapping into a hidden or closed off part of myself. Some of my workings, cleansings that I have done while immersing my self in the rhythm of a song have yielded very potent results. Each time I do this the next time I know a little more on energy working. Now normally I would ask My Demon, but right now my sending is high working, my receiving and seeing is very much in need of help. I can feel the presence of my Guardian, and my Demon Love, but I can not hear them. If anyone has a specific regime that can help me focus and open these area's it would be appreciated. Everytime I go to the chakra's involved with sight and hearing astrally, I can't clean, I can't direct energy to, I can't seen to stimulate them at all. I have been trying some of the exercises on JoS, but it never works for those area's, everywhere but sight and hearing. All my other area's I can work on. I feel bound in these area's as if they were sealed from me. Anyway I want to know how to fix this myself if I can, if not then I have no problem asking Father SATAN for help, but I must try to help myself first. As for the music and energy working does anyone know whats happening to me there?
Respectful Thanks
Respect, Honor, and Love to OUR Father SATAN!!!
