TruthAgainstTheWorld
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Hey guys. I been a long time member of JoS on and off the forums. Really busy.
Ok so in my personal life I'm dealing with family members who are Christian who has gotten wrse since last year. I particularly had a brother, who was healthy, chill , level headed, open minded pursue knowledge etc had recently converted to Christianity and he's claim to found "peace", being selfless, not pursuing women anymore because all he meets are ones who try to manipulate and control them yet he has abused two or maybe three of his exes. But because he can't find a decent woman he's turning to religion to fulfill a fucking void! Now he's hostile towards me, abusive towards me mentally. He has a past of having been drinking and has done drugs. I'm so sick to my stomach because before all this, he was on my side and we had a brotherhood. What's going on he calls himself a crusader, I recently found more information that he's taking seminar classes to become a pastor. WTF..... I feel bad for my mother especially because we are all her son's (me and two younger brothers) and tries to keep the peace. She's trying to to defend me and "forgive" my brother for whatever he's doing but still supports me on my decision to cut ties. He's been threatening me harm because of another family member who is my Uncle who is a preacher who attacks me behind my back by gossipping about me to my bro. And my aunt.... Apparently has a negative bad attitude about me too. Anyway this poison of Christianity is tearing everything and everyone apart. I worry about my mom because she's just as worried about my brother who has a religious conversion and Saud he's fasting because of the "Holy Spirit" he's lost almost 30 lbs and is already skinny. Now he looks like a skeleton. I lost a sister who passed away like that and went off her rocker like my brother is doing he's living in the same house she was in. I wish that house would burn the fuck down.
I been dealing with attacks.
I'm not a perfect SS I'm human and make mistakes. But seeing the damaging effects of Christianity upfront really made me want to be here more an activist. I mean when you have someone close to you to turn on you and you haven't did anything to them personally, it's really a worrisome thing. I have set my boundaries with my brother and no longer talk to him about anything. I'm done.
But I will say this, why am I here now? It's really important. I had a dream of Father Satan who came to me to tell me I was His kid, and no matter how far I may have gone He revealed having no qualms with me but came to tell me this. It's almost feels like he has my back. Then I received another dream that my brother was possessed by an agent of the enemy and that he has been praying "for me" trying to get me to convert or "see truth" or something like that.
Now, um. I am going to ask you guys. Should I make a video , I won't be showing my face but will be talking about why are people converting to Christianity more now than ever? A lot of people are living in fear that the mark of the beast is going to be out in like 2026 in form of a computer chip and the Anti-Christ.
Then after I address this fear, I want to address when someone feels the need to become some god damned priest or pastor or preacher. Does anyone have good information on this?
Any suggestions because I want to make a video that talks about these things but it's a video I want to make to address it that speaks to my family personally and subtlely.
Ok so in my personal life I'm dealing with family members who are Christian who has gotten wrse since last year. I particularly had a brother, who was healthy, chill , level headed, open minded pursue knowledge etc had recently converted to Christianity and he's claim to found "peace", being selfless, not pursuing women anymore because all he meets are ones who try to manipulate and control them yet he has abused two or maybe three of his exes. But because he can't find a decent woman he's turning to religion to fulfill a fucking void! Now he's hostile towards me, abusive towards me mentally. He has a past of having been drinking and has done drugs. I'm so sick to my stomach because before all this, he was on my side and we had a brotherhood. What's going on he calls himself a crusader, I recently found more information that he's taking seminar classes to become a pastor. WTF..... I feel bad for my mother especially because we are all her son's (me and two younger brothers) and tries to keep the peace. She's trying to to defend me and "forgive" my brother for whatever he's doing but still supports me on my decision to cut ties. He's been threatening me harm because of another family member who is my Uncle who is a preacher who attacks me behind my back by gossipping about me to my bro. And my aunt.... Apparently has a negative bad attitude about me too. Anyway this poison of Christianity is tearing everything and everyone apart. I worry about my mom because she's just as worried about my brother who has a religious conversion and Saud he's fasting because of the "Holy Spirit" he's lost almost 30 lbs and is already skinny. Now he looks like a skeleton. I lost a sister who passed away like that and went off her rocker like my brother is doing he's living in the same house she was in. I wish that house would burn the fuck down.
I been dealing with attacks.
I'm not a perfect SS I'm human and make mistakes. But seeing the damaging effects of Christianity upfront really made me want to be here more an activist. I mean when you have someone close to you to turn on you and you haven't did anything to them personally, it's really a worrisome thing. I have set my boundaries with my brother and no longer talk to him about anything. I'm done.
But I will say this, why am I here now? It's really important. I had a dream of Father Satan who came to me to tell me I was His kid, and no matter how far I may have gone He revealed having no qualms with me but came to tell me this. It's almost feels like he has my back. Then I received another dream that my brother was possessed by an agent of the enemy and that he has been praying "for me" trying to get me to convert or "see truth" or something like that.
Now, um. I am going to ask you guys. Should I make a video , I won't be showing my face but will be talking about why are people converting to Christianity more now than ever? A lot of people are living in fear that the mark of the beast is going to be out in like 2026 in form of a computer chip and the Anti-Christ.
Then after I address this fear, I want to address when someone feels the need to become some god damned priest or pastor or preacher. Does anyone have good information on this?
Any suggestions because I want to make a video that talks about these things but it's a video I want to make to address it that speaks to my family personally and subtlely.