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I have finally been able to perform my dedication ritual. Hail Satan! Now for my problems...

I am totally unable to do visualizations. Being raised in a very strict christian family and having a husband who is a devout protestant, my imagination has been stifled since a child (if I said I had an imaginary friend, I was whipped until I denounced the existance of said friend.) I was able to talk to spirits of those who have passed on but now it seems even they have given up on me since I haven't heard from any of them in quite a while.

I was raised, literally, as if in the stone age. No TV, radio was either country music or christian radio, didn't have my first date until I was 18 years old, and even then my brothers had to go with me...You get the picture. The men in my life were hand picked by my family and I was raised to ignore my own dreams and desires. It didn't matter what I wanted, it was what the men wanted and desired and I had to do what they said or wanted. Children were meant to be seen and not heard! So the story goes. My mother tried to help me, but being in the same boat as I, I am unable to fathom how she was able to do the things she did without getting caught. (She as you know was a 5th generation witch, and would have been literally burned at the stake if anyone found out)

So how do I go about getting rid of the blocks that have been ingrained since childhood? It seems, according to all I have read, that visualiztion is key when preforming rituals or chakra work or anything for that matter.

I know that visualiztion is key to talking to demons and spirits, as well as the will and desire. But if they all coincide with each other, then nothing I say or do will matter and the communication is lost. I've tried chakra work, but again, visualiztion is lost.

Also, are there specifics when calling or talking to demons? I am not in tune with my surroundings it seems, so if I did happen to call a demon I wouldn't be able to hear or feel them, whatever the case may be.

If there is anyone who can specifically help me, I would deeply appreciate it. Conversing by email would be best since I can go to the library to access my emails without my husband finding out. He has Pandora on the home computers so he can tract my usage at home.

I would deeply appreciate any help I can get as I am bound and determined to live my own life and need all the help I can get to become stronger and eventually get out from undwer the thumb of my christian home and upbringing.

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#66

Hi all.

I'm struggling and from S.A. too. I've read the site many times yet haven't started any meditations. I have dedicated. 
Do I start with the 40 day program? Do I start with chakra cleansing and opening?

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Hail Satan!

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Hi guy's.. my name is Denise and im from South
Africa, im new to this group and to the left hand path,
magic and everything else. I really want to talk to
Satan/Lucifer and do a ritual and denounce my faiths the
problem is i cant see or hear or feel spirits/demons and
I've been trying for 3 weeks now to open my 3rd eye but
no results yet I've also prayed and I've invited
Lucifer into my dreams but nothing happend i really dont
understand what im doing wrong. Is there anyone that wil
help me









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Beloved Brothers and Sisters in Satan!

I have dedicated my soul to The Dark Lord weeks ago and after a few days I could hear a voice in my head. Now I wasn't too fond of this idea and didn't know what it was but I tested it and it seems to be very knowledgeable. I went through the JoS website and noted that it is a guardian spirit! It fitted the decription so perfectly!!
Oh the joys of being in Father Satan's care! 
I know and understand that in Satanism there are no mediators but I am simply coming to you because I need help and haven't advanced to a level where I can summon the Gods and find things out myself.

Some other entity *commands* that I do certain things and I end up resisting and having fear. It is a sinister spirit that wants to destroy me. I also have a spiritual husband that I want them to leave. This sinister spirit confuses me and brings disaster. It makes meditation impossible! There are things attached to me and I can't meditate or advance myself! It performs a mind wipe where I forget some things. The entity is sweet but very deadly. 
Is it because the utter bullshit of xianity is embedded in my soul and I am scared to let go? 
Are the Gods testing me?
I tried cleaning my aura but it is not working. They just keep coming back. How do I get spiritual power? These  entities are making me weak.
Thanks for reading and I'm looking forward to your response
Hail satan FOREVER!

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#68

If you have read the Joy of Satan website far enough you would have learned that SlSatan is a God of light.

I recommend that you start a banishing ritual for 40 days straight or until the entities have been destroyed. Now is a good time to start as it is a waning moon and a waning moon is for ending things.

Please look to this website www.lunarium.co.uk for information about when the moon is void of course. It is a bad idea to start any working when the moon void of course.
You have to put in your accurate location to get accurate results.

Make sure to bookmark the page with accurate results then put back in a false location.

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#69

Lotus flower no one is testing you… but these negative entities that are trying to find and exploit your weaknesses!
Also I find turning certain phrases into habits and constantly repeating into your self helps a lot!
Do not blame your self for any negative thoughts… even if they are offensive to the gods… the entity it’s self is flyby far more of an offence then the thoughts these entities force into you to try and brainwash you! Like mine likes to repeat names followed by telling me they are evil! This it’s self could be considered an offence but I’m learning to just let them go and so should you! They will not hate you for letting these thoughts go and this helps in meditation because your less likely to get irritated and stop! Also you gotta just push through it… when meditating because it does get easier! Trust me! Also sever hooks! Clean chakra! Close chakras to prevent manipulation of thoughts and emotions! Tell the entity to get out or leave protect your self with gold and use gems and herbs to make it easier such as white sage to clean yourself and the room! Lavender helps to calm the self! Clary Sage helps to calm anxiety and depression! Shungite removes all negative energy! Black Tourmaline grounds and protects from negative energy! Smoky Quartz projects a shield around you, Nuumite prevents psychic manipulation, Tektite aids with psychic communication and vibrations the outer aura field to shake off alien thoughts and emotions! Clear Quartz is cheep and can enhance any gem it comes in contact with! Rose quartz dispels anxiety and grant self love! Mookaite gives you the strength to forge on! And as for runes! ALGIZ gives you a mighty defence! Nauthiz allows you to push your self past your limits! Thurisaz allows you to be fearless in the face of danger!
Björk can hide you from danger!
But you should definitely start out with Thurisaz! I’ve used this in the past to remove my fear of these entities! And ALGIZ definitely makes nightmares less frequent, psychic pain less painful, psychic manipulation less potent and the need to clean chakras less necessary!
Most entities to like it when you resist or fight back and will often flee returning sometimes… but not always.
Use blue fire or electricity, spears of different colours! Black brakes them up! Demand they leave! And the ones that still remain and haunt you I have no clue… these things have removed 3 out of 4 entities for me personally… sorry about length… hope it helps!

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#70

Hello I allready did the 40 days Muneca,I start last March 24 and finish 40 days later,it was send it to me by Alegria de Enki.Howeber send it to me so I can send it to my Daughter and if p[osible Where to find the inverted pentagrama exactly is in the Rosary so I can make mine.Thanks,Jesus Garcia
[QUOTE]   If you have read the Joy of Satan website far enough you would have learned that SlSatan is a God of light.

I recommend that you start a banishing ritual for 40 days straight or until the entities have been destroyed. Now is a good time to start as it is a waning moon and a waning moon is for ending things.

Please look to this website www.lunarium.co.uk for information about when the moon is void of course. It is a bad idea to start any working when the moon void of course.
You have to put in your accurate location to get accurate results.

Make sure to bookmark the page with accurate results then put back in a false location.

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#71

Thanks very much.Jesus Garcia

Lotus flower no one is testing you… but these negative entities that are trying to find and exploit your weaknesses!
Also I find turning certain phrases into habits and constantly repeating into your self helps a lot!
Do not blame your self for any negative thoughts… even if they are offensive to the gods… the entity it’s self is flyby far more of an offence then the thoughts these entities force into you to try and brainwash you! Like mine likes to repeat names followed by telling me they are evil! This it’s self could be considered an offence but I’m learning to just let them go and so should you! They will not hate you for letting these thoughts go and this helps in meditation because your less likely to get irritated and stop! Also you gotta just push through it… when meditating because it does get easier! Trust me! Also sever hooks! Clean chakra! Close chakras to prevent manipulation of thoughts and emotions! Tell the entity to get out or leave protect your self with gold and use gems and herbs to make it easier such as white sage to clean yourself and the room! Lavender helps to calm the self! Clary Sage helps to calm anxiety and depression! Shungite removes all negative energy! Black Tourmaline grounds and protects from negative energy! Smoky Quartz projects a shield around you, Nuumite prevents psychic manipulation, Tektite aids with psychic communication and vibrations the outer aura field to shake off alien thoughts and emotions! Clear Quartz is cheep and can enhance any gem it comes in contact with! Rose quartz dispels anxiety and grant self love! Mookaite gives you the strength to forge on! And as for runes! ALGIZ gives you a mighty defence! Nauthiz allows you to push your self past your limits! Thurisaz allows you to be fearless in the face of danger!
Björk can hide you from danger!
But you should definitely start out with Thurisaz! I’ve used this in the past to remove my fear of these entities! And ALGIZ definitely makes nightmares less frequent, psychic pain less painful, psychic manipulation less potent and the need to clean chakras less necessary!
Most entities to like it when you resist or fight back and will often flee returning sometimes… but not always.
Use blue fire or electricity, spears of different colours! Black brakes them up! Demand they leave! And the ones that still remain and haunt you I have no clue… these things have removed 3 out of 4 entities for me personally… sorry about length… hope it helps!

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#72

Thank you for writing this Shade.

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#73

how to be member of a coven,thanks.JG

On Mon, May 14, 2018 at 8:54 PM, Jesus Garcia <[ email redacted ] wrote:

Hello I allready did the 40 days Muneca,I start last March 24 and finish 40 days later,it was send it to me by Alegria de Enki.Howeber send it to me so I can send it to my Daughter and if p[osible Where to find the inverted pentagrama exactly is in the Rosary so I can make mine.Thanks,Jesus Garcia
[QUOTE]   If you have read the Joy of Satan website far enough you would have learned that SlSatan is a God of light.

I recommend that you start a banishing ritual for 40 days straight or until the entities have been destroyed. Now is a good time to start as it is a waning moon and a waning moon is for ending things.

Please look to this website www.lunarium.co.uk for information about when the moon is void of course. It is a bad idea to start any working when the moon void of course.
You have to put in your accurate location to get accurate results.

Make sure to bookmark the page with accurate results then put back in a false location.

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#74

Planning on performing the initiation ritual during summerbreak, with 2 other friends.
I recently got a letter from my local curch about confirmation.
I have heard from some of my friends that their siblings or cousins got gifts, or even money when they finished.
Will I be able to go through with it? As long as I stay true to Satan?

Hail Satan!

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#75

Hello all am new here, not quite to JOS site. Been reading it for quite some time now. Whenever I needed inspiration or strength.

Thing is I tried some of the meditation and am really struggling. I think I keep messing things up. When I do the void meditation my mind keeps wandering an I immediately try snap it back. Thing is my body goes into this weird state where my head keeps lolling (no I havent fallen asleep and am awake and sitting as reccomended) I am struggling with the feeling of my environment, thing is I feel the heat radiating from my loved ones a little clearer but cant seem to feel the natural vibes.

I have concidered asking for help many a times but fear kept me back. I have been physically abused twice for my beliefs and keep a front of atheism.
I desperetaly want a relationship with Father Satan.
I have no idea as to the astrology so most of the things talked about in the banishing your saturn makes little or no sense to me.

I ask your help in please guiding me on this path. I am hopeless at the moment and in dire straits. My cries I have made have gone unanswered. I am however trying meditation to help. Still no success, no answer no guidance.
I beg your forgiveness for everything being so messed up but I need help maybe someone who can guide me in my meditation.
I dont know who to trust my cousin is wiccan, and said i opened portals when I tried to meditate years ago and my uncle who opened my mind to the idea of other religions is a xtian xtremist so I have no idea where to turn to

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#76

I dont know if I can help you much, but I have similar problems when I meditate, sometimes I get lost in a black veil for days. I also opened portals years ago and have trouble closing them. If you are seeking a relationship with satan while meditating perhaps preparing a written prayer to visualize and concentrate on would help you.
Good luckElisabeth


  Hello all am new here, not quite to JOS site. Been reading it for quite some time now. Whenever I needed inspiration or strength.

Thing is I tried some of the meditation and am really struggling. I think I keep messing things up. When I do the void meditation my mind keeps wandering an I immediately try snap it back. Thing is my body goes into this weird state where my head keeps lolling (no I havent fallen asleep and am awake and sitting as reccomended) I am struggling with the feeling of my environment, thing is I feel the heat radiating from my loved ones a little clearer but cant seem to feel the natural vibes.

I have concidered asking for help many a times but fear kept me back. I have been physically abused twice for my beliefs and keep a front of atheism.
I desperetaly want a relationship with Father Satan.
I have no idea as to the astrology so most of the things talked about in the banishing your saturn makes little or no sense to me.

I ask your help in please guiding me on this path. I am hopeless at the moment and in dire straits. My cries I have made have gone unanswered. I am however trying meditation to help. Still no success, no answer no guidance.
I beg your forgiveness for everything being so messed up but I need help maybe someone who can guide me in my meditation.
I dont know who to trust my cousin is wiccan, and said i opened portals when I tried to meditate years ago and my uncle who opened my mind to the idea of other religions is a xtian xtremist so I have no idea where to turn to

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#77

Hello, My name is Michele. First of all I really enjoyed y'all's page. This is what I have been looking for. Every other page that I've clicked on was demeaning. I have Denounced God and Jesus. I am not ashame of Satan nor am I ashame of how I believe if someone starts with the whole Bible. I feel that you should respect others believes. So respect mine as well. Naturally I'm going to"hell" I just remove myself from all their brain washing bullshit. However I have many problems and I'm lost for words when it come to it. I will go outside at night, light candles and close my eyes and breathe. Then I speak to him and nothing. People drive by and I just keep doing what I attended to do. But nothing no energy no sign. I wrote a pact or contact. Sign my name in blood, outside with the candles and everything. Still nothing. I've done the same in many different places at my house. Different times of the day. I've been reading everything on line that wasn't bullshit. Still nothing. Going to the library, they never have anything. However still nothing. I've been begging Satan to help me. Saying his, asking, begging and pleading for his help. Just nothing. I've begging him for a sign that he hears me. I've begged and cried for him to help me. I've begged and pleaded for him to push me aside. I feel like he is ignoring me for some reason and I don't know why. Following and Serving Satan is what I want to do. I choose serving Satan of my own free will. I've cried for maybe an hour. Cried so hard that I couldn't move for a while. I write Satan. Nothing. Really never anything. I've told him that I may not be doing things but I'm trying and I have good intentions. I've told Satan that I want to learn and grow, I want to start a blog when I know more so I can help others with knowing and serving Satan is for filling. I don't understand why Satan acts like I don't exist. I have act for a few things but they are needs. It's horrible important request. I'm about to lose everything. I have a child and I am scared. Horrible scared. Can you please help me understand why Satan is not even acknowledging me. I will leave my # also. 4704186861

Thank you so much
Michele

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#78

Hey I know what you mean I'm going through the same I got so mad I almost had a mental breakdown to the point I got a headache I think its probably because your new like me satan likes loyal people try building a astral temple and contacting him there I dont know if anything works please tell me I want to impress him maybe try the ritual in real life give it patience once you leave you cant come back I'm afraid I already left I'm hoping understand I'm so afraid

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#79

Hello everyone, after many months of reading information from this website. I did my dedication ritual 10 mins ago. But, I couldn't prick blood from my finger. I had to break my nail on my left hands index finger in order to get the blood. And talking about getting the blood on the dedication note/letter, my signature was more off just my blood damped on to the paper. It wasn't a lot of blood, but as much as I could get. I want to know if I did anything wrong in the ritual? Please reply, because nobody ever replies.

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#80

I believe that Satan speaks to me in something akin to an inner voice not a loud audible voice. I have had experiences similar to yours, however I have known he existed since I was a young kid and I belive he speaks very personally with me. Hopefully you can develop a similar relationship!


 
Hello, My name is Michele. First of all I really enjoyed y'all's page. This is what I have been looking for. Every other page that I've clicked on was demeaning. I have Denounced God and Jesus. I am not ashame of Satan nor am I ashame of how I believe if someone starts with the whole Bible. I feel that you should respect others believes. So respect mine as well. Naturally I'm going to"hell" I just remove myself from all their brain washing bullshit. However I have many problems and I'm lost for words when it come to it. I will go outside at night, light candles and close my eyes and breathe. Then I speak to him and nothing. People drive by and I just keep doing what I attended to do. But nothing no energy no sign. I wrote a pact or contact. Sign my name in blood, outside with the candles and everything. Still nothing. I've done the same in many different places at my house. Different times of the day. I've been reading everything on line that wasn't bullshit. Still nothing.. Going to the library, they never have anything. However still nothing. I've been begging Satan to help me. Saying his, asking, begging and pleading for his help. Just nothing. I've begging him for a sign that he hears me. I've begged and cried for him to help me. I've begged and pleaded for him to push me aside. I feel like he is ignoring me for some reason and I don't know why. Following and Serving Satan is what I want to do. I choose serving Satan of my own free will. I've cried for maybe an hour. Cried so hard that I couldn't move for a while. I write Satan. Nothing. Really never anything. I've told him that I may not be doing things but I'm trying and I have good intentions. I've told Satan that I want to learn and grow, I want to start a blog when I know more so I can help others with knowing and serving Satan is for filling. I don't understand why Satan acts like I don't exist. I have act for a few things but they are needs. It's horrible important request. I'm about to lose everything. I have a child and I am scared. Horrible scared. Can you please help me understand why Satan is not even acknowledging me. I will leave my # also. 4704186861

Thank you so much
Michele

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#81

tonybhag94, yes, your dedication ritual was accepted. Few people get the dedication ritual perfect. Don't worry about it.
Hail Satan!

  Hello everyone, after many months of reading information from this website. I did my dedication ritual 10 mins ago. But, I couldn't prick blood from my finger. I had to break my nail on my left hands index finger in order to get the blood. And talking about getting the blood on the dedication note/letter, my signature was more off just my blood damped on to the paper. It wasn't a lot of blood, but as much as I could get. I want to know if I did anything wrong in the ritual? Please reply, because nobody ever replies.

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#82

Well I hope not. I had a really bad like horrible day because of the situation that I've been in. I just let lose on everything out of desperation and frustration. I have apologized MANY times over. I've been reading, researching, meditation, going out at night, burning candles and talking to him. I feel lost, like I belong nowhere. Being a Satanist is what I want to do. It's what be I believe. I'm going to try something new tonight. HAIL SATAN

Hey I know what you mean I'm going through the same I got so mad I almost had a mental breakdown to the point I got a headache I think its probably because your new like me satan likes loyal people try building a astral temple and contacting him there I dont know if anything works please tell me I want to impress him maybe try the ritual in real life give it patience once you leave you cant come back I'm afraid I already left I'm hoping understand I'm so afraid

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#84

If you did use your own blood I don't see anything really wrong with the ritural! Good Luck

  tonybhag94, yes, your dedication ritual was accepted. Few people get the dedication ritual perfect. Don't worry about it.
Hail Satan!

  Hello everyone, after many months of reading information from this website. I did my dedication ritual 10 mins ago. But, I couldn't prick blood from my finger. I had to break my nail on my left hands index finger in order to get the blood. And talking about getting the blood on the dedication note/letter, my signature was more off just my blood damped on to the paper. It wasn't a lot of blood, but as much as I could get. I want to know if I did anything wrong in the ritual? Please reply, because nobody ever replies.

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#85

Thanks for sharing your experiences, I know the problem, when I try to speak to Satan in private other entities always try to overtake me with their own ideas which are truly toxic to mine. All I can say is keep trying, if you want to speak to him he wants to speak to yoU!

  I believe that Satan speaks to me in something akin to an inner voice not a loud audible voice. I have had experiences similar to yours, however I have known he existed since I was a young kid and I belive he speaks very personally with me. Hopefully you can develop a similar relationship!


 
Hello, My name is Michele. First of all I really enjoyed y'all's page. This is what I have been looking for. Every other page that I've clicked on was demeaning. I have Denounced God and Jesus. I am not ashame of Satan nor am I ashame of how I believe if someone starts with the whole Bible. I feel that you should respect others believes. So respect mine as well.. Naturally I'm going to"hell" I just remove myself from all their brain washing bullshit. However I have many problems and I'm lost for words when it come to it.. I will go outside at night, light candles and close my eyes and breathe. Then I speak to him and nothing. People drive by and I just keep doing what I attended to do. But nothing no energy no sign. I wrote a pact or contact.. Sign my name in blood, outside with the candles and everything. Still nothing. I've done the same in many different places at my house. Different times of the day. I've been reading everything on line that wasn't bullshit. Still nothing.. Going to the library, they never have anything.. However still nothing. I've been begging Satan to help me. Saying his, asking, begging and pleading for his help. Just nothing. I've begging him for a sign that he hears me. I've begged and cried for him to help me. I've begged and pleaded for him to push me aside. I feel like he is ignoring me for some reason and I don't know why. Following and Serving Satan is what I want to do. I choose serving Satan of my own free will. I've cried for maybe an hour. Cried so hard that I couldn't move for a while. I write Satan. Nothing. Really never anything. I've told him that I may not be doing things but I'm trying and I have good intentions. I've told Satan that I want to learn and grow, I want to start a blog when I know more so I can help others with knowing and serving Satan is for filling. I don't understand why Satan acts like I don't exist. I have act for a few things but they are needs. It's horrible important request. I'm about to lose everything. I have a child and I am scared. Horrible scared. Can you please help me understand why Satan is not even acknowledging me. I will leave my # also. 4704186861

Thank you so much
Michele

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#86

Now I can begin my meditations right? I've been feeling very happy about everything after it. Thanks for replying.

  tonybhag94, yes, your dedication ritual was accepted. Few people get the dedication ritual perfect. Don't worry about it.
Hail Satan!

  Hello everyone, after many months of reading information from this website. I did my dedication ritual 10 mins ago. But, I couldn't prick blood from my finger. I had to break my nail on my left hands index finger in order to get the blood.. And talking about getting the blood on the dedication note/letter, my signature was more off just my blood damped on to the paper. It wasn't a lot of blood, but as much as I could get. I want to know if I did anything wrong in the ritual? Please reply, because nobody ever replies.

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