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I have finally been able to perform my dedication ritual. Hail Satan! Now for my problems...

I am totally unable to do visualizations. Being raised in a very strict christian family and having a husband who is a devout protestant, my imagination has been stifled since a child (if I said I had an imaginary friend, I was whipped until I denounced the existance of said friend.) I was able to talk to spirits of those who have passed on but now it seems even they have given up on me since I haven't heard from any of them in quite a while.

I was raised, literally, as if in the stone age. No TV, radio was either country music or christian radio, didn't have my first date until I was 18 years old, and even then my brothers had to go with me...You get the picture. The men in my life were hand picked by my family and I was raised to ignore my own dreams and desires. It didn't matter what I wanted, it was what the men wanted and desired and I had to do what they said or wanted. Children were meant to be seen and not heard! So the story goes. My mother tried to help me, but being in the same boat as I, I am unable to fathom how she was able to do the things she did without getting caught. (She as you know was a 5th generation witch, and would have been literally burned at the stake if anyone found out)

So how do I go about getting rid of the blocks that have been ingrained since childhood? It seems, according to all I have read, that visualiztion is key when preforming rituals or chakra work or anything for that matter.

I know that visualiztion is key to talking to demons and spirits, as well as the will and desire. But if they all coincide with each other, then nothing I say or do will matter and the communication is lost. I've tried chakra work, but again, visualiztion is lost.

Also, are there specifics when calling or talking to demons? I am not in tune with my surroundings it seems, so if I did happen to call a demon I wouldn't be able to hear or feel them, whatever the case may be.

If there is anyone who can specifically help me, I would deeply appreciate it. Conversing by email would be best since I can go to the library to access my emails without my husband finding out. He has Pandora on the home computers so he can tract my usage at home.

I would deeply appreciate any help I can get as I am bound and determined to live my own life and need all the help I can get to become stronger and eventually get out from undwer the thumb of my christian home and upbringing.

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Thanks a lot but I alreay know those one. Sent from my BlackBerry wireless device from MTNFrom: Light Yagami <tapapakiastinseira@... Sender: Date: Mon, 28 Oct 2013 21:23:08 +0000 (GMT)To: ReplyTo: Subject: Σχετ: Need help
  Make sure that the moon is not void, and that your emotions are definite (do not have any doubts during the ritual, or else it could backfire at you).

Στις 2:30 π.μ. Δευτέρα, 28 Οκτωβρίου 2013, ο/η "x9tmare@..." <x9tmare@... έγραψε:
I am doing a black magic workings against a good enemy of mine who wants me dead by all means for some reasons. I want to make him very ill so he can be busy treating himself and live me alone. I don't want to make  mistaks on this workings so I need help.                                                                                                        I'm starting when the moon is in virgo during waning moon and on the day of mars which is tuesday. Candle colore (gray, red and black) Runes (Thurisaz, Gabo, Isa, Hagalaz, Fehu) and I'm using his name as the sigil since I don't have his picture. If it's ok I'm starting next week tuewsday.  Thanks for any corection.                  Hail Satan
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As far as I know it is normal to find visualization difficult until one reaches an advanced level. The basis of visualization is simply to imagine visuals; as your astral vision develops you will be able to see rather than just imagine. So, you need to fully open your 3rd eye and crown chakra. It will probably take at least a year for you to do this. I also suggest you affirm to yourself "I have excellent visualization skills" like 30 times a day for at least 40 days straight, in addition to consistent practise.
As for your mind blocks you should make a point of doing right-brained activities like art or music.

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So I want to dedicate my soul to satan, but after I do that do i need to learn how to start meditating and if I do want happens if I dont? Im new to this and I dont know what to do? And if possible is there anyone that is in my area so they can help me out.

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Yes start meditating.  If you don't, you will not grow! What area?  Plus you can look up the"how to" at the Joy Of Satan home page.
Hail Satan
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Jessie Mata <jessiemata911@... wrote:

So I want to dedicate my soul to satan, but after I do that do i need to learn how to start meditating and if I do want happens if I dont? Im new to this and I dont know what to do? And if possible is there anyone that is in my area so they can help me out.

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The only thing you need to worry about at this point is Meditation. Start empowering your chakras.


http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... akras.html
 Once you get more powerful, visualization will come. Just work on chanting and focusing on your chakras. Also take control of your life! Are you a grown woman? Try to take control of your life. If you want to email me that is fine.  I do not know your situation. I just do not understand being a slave in your life.

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#31

Hi all I'm new 2 all this never been a god person I new I belong yer. this our god satan. But I need help. Where I stay in south africa there nobody want 2 cum out ad help me. it very under ground I find. So if anybody can point me right. Pls email bk tx. Mark aka lostsoul666
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#32

Read and study templeofzeus.org

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#33

HI everyone im completely new to this but I want to accept this as my purpose. I have set my mind and I am willing to offer everything. I have meddled in energy before I can controle my energy in the basic as focusing it in certain areas of my body. But it feels like ive reached a blockade. I Dont want fame and I dont want money I want to stand among the Gods that is all. I need someone to show me the way. Please I ask this only I need someone that is expierienced and will allow me to learn under them untill I pass them. This is my goal thank you.

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#35

There are no mediators in Satanism. We don't have ''mentors'' or anything like that because Satanism is about being self sufficient, this means self study. Also it is extremely dangerous to contact people outside the group as there are infiltrators here who would love to lead new Satanist down the wrong path. Read and study ALL of Joy of Satan if you have any questions after that just post them on this group.

HI everyone im completely new to this but I want to accept this as my purpose. I have set my mind and I am willing to offer everything. I have meddled in energy before I can controle my energy in the basic as focusing it in certain areas of my body. But it feels like ive reached a blockade. I Dont want fame and I dont want money I want to stand among the Gods that is all. I need someone to show me the way. Please I ask this only I need someone that is expierienced and will allow me to learn under them untill I pass them. This is my goal thank you.

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#36

I am a dedicated follower of lord enki and the gods of the duat..  but i am really starting to feel like im the only one, i no im not thats why I am back on the forums after all these years if their is anyone that lives in the bay area and would like to talk more let me no.. looking for sisters and brothers of the duat....Hail Enki..Hail Lilith

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#37

Hi.im new to satanism andi have problem doing40days program because i live with a noisy family. So i shoud wait until2a.m to meditate at night and wake up7 in the morning to not to be diturbedI really need help plz help me
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#38

I m scared that satan may give me developement in this  world but layer he md i may be sent to hell forever why these thrloughts r coming?
I read exposing islam site the muslims say these r not in quran and they r critics who say this . hw to removecthis misconception? Plzzzzzz help

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#39

I need help after doing an Ritual I'm new by the way a got a really hot feeling in my head could it be an attack what do I do

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#41

You can post questions you may have to these groups.
It is not safe to have private conversations with people. There are infiltrators here who would love to see a Satanist killed or brought to ruin. They will pretend to be friendly and then lie to you, give you bad information, try to get you to hurt yourself, try to convince you that Satan is angry at you or has abandoned you, or try to scare you away from Satan. The infiltrators may even try to get your personal information and harass you physically.

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#43

Things would be so much better if those were available, lol.......I'm in the same boat as u my friend, needing both.
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#44

Read the Joy of Satan website. And stay with the forum.
Hail Satan!

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