Liz Cartwright
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- Jun 16, 2005
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I believe that Satan speaks to me in something akin to an inner voice not a loud audible voice. I have had experiences similar to yours, however I have known he existed since I was a young kid and I belive he speaks very personally with me. Hopefully you can develop a similar relationship!
Hello, My name is Michele. First of all I really enjoyed y'all's page. This is what I have been looking for. Every other page that I've clicked on was demeaning. I have Denounced God and Jesus. I am not ashame of Satan nor am I ashame of how I believe if someone starts with the whole Bible. I feel that you should respect others believes. So respect mine as well. Naturally I'm going to"hell" I just remove myself from all their brain washing bullshit. However I have many problems and I'm lost for words when it come to it. I will go outside at night, light candles and close my eyes and breathe. Then I speak to him and nothing. People drive by and I just keep doing what I attended to do. But nothing no energy no sign. I wrote a pact or contact. Sign my name in blood, outside with the candles and everything. Still nothing. I've done the same in many different places at my house. Different times of the day. I've been reading everything on line that wasn't bullshit. Still nothing.. Going to the library, they never have anything. However still nothing. I've been begging Satan to help me. Saying his, asking, begging and pleading for his help. Just nothing. I've begging him for a sign that he hears me. I've begged and cried for him to help me. I've begged and pleaded for him to push me aside. I feel like he is ignoring me for some reason and I don't know why. Following and Serving Satan is what I want to do. I choose serving Satan of my own free will. I've cried for maybe an hour. Cried so hard that I couldn't move for a while. I write Satan. Nothing. Really never anything. I've told him that I may not be doing things but I'm trying and I have good intentions. I've told Satan that I want to learn and grow, I want to start a blog when I know more so I can help others with knowing and serving Satan is for filling. I don't understand why Satan acts like I don't exist. I have act for a few things but they are needs. It's horrible important request. I'm about to lose everything. I have a child and I am scared. Horrible scared. Can you please help me understand why Satan is not even acknowledging me. I will leave my # also. 4704186861
Thank you so much
Michele
Hello, My name is Michele. First of all I really enjoyed y'all's page. This is what I have been looking for. Every other page that I've clicked on was demeaning. I have Denounced God and Jesus. I am not ashame of Satan nor am I ashame of how I believe if someone starts with the whole Bible. I feel that you should respect others believes. So respect mine as well. Naturally I'm going to"hell" I just remove myself from all their brain washing bullshit. However I have many problems and I'm lost for words when it come to it. I will go outside at night, light candles and close my eyes and breathe. Then I speak to him and nothing. People drive by and I just keep doing what I attended to do. But nothing no energy no sign. I wrote a pact or contact. Sign my name in blood, outside with the candles and everything. Still nothing. I've done the same in many different places at my house. Different times of the day. I've been reading everything on line that wasn't bullshit. Still nothing.. Going to the library, they never have anything. However still nothing. I've been begging Satan to help me. Saying his, asking, begging and pleading for his help. Just nothing. I've begging him for a sign that he hears me. I've begged and cried for him to help me. I've begged and pleaded for him to push me aside. I feel like he is ignoring me for some reason and I don't know why. Following and Serving Satan is what I want to do. I choose serving Satan of my own free will. I've cried for maybe an hour. Cried so hard that I couldn't move for a while. I write Satan. Nothing. Really never anything. I've told him that I may not be doing things but I'm trying and I have good intentions. I've told Satan that I want to learn and grow, I want to start a blog when I know more so I can help others with knowing and serving Satan is for filling. I don't understand why Satan acts like I don't exist. I have act for a few things but they are needs. It's horrible important request. I'm about to lose everything. I have a child and I am scared. Horrible scared. Can you please help me understand why Satan is not even acknowledging me. I will leave my # also. 4704186861
Thank you so much
Michele