Need Help & Motivation (Accumulating Wealth)
Brothers & Sisters in Satan,
I need help, motivation, encouragement and tips from you who have been in a
similar situation. Honestly, I feel like I'm in a rut now. I refuse to be weak,
and I was depressed before due to my condition but now I realize that I must
stand up again and rise again.
Back in 2008, I did consistent magick working to accumulate wealth and I did
collect good amount of wealth. I lived a previliged lifestyle.During 2009 a
family issue came up and needed my financial assistance. I begin to despise
wealth and assume that people only come to me and contact me when they need
financial help from me. I became bitter towards my wealth (Now I realize that
this was a MAJOR mistake). End of 2009, I finished my studies and obtain a
degree with high scores.
Now, in 2010, I am looking for a job and still looking. Financially, I can say I
am in a rut. I am in depression, but I refuse to give in to the bad moods and
apathy. I did effort to make this post. I really need help. I want to get back
to 2008's condition again. I was in top shape and had good amount of wealth.
There were moments when I feel so hopeless. But I refuse to give in to those
feelings. Anyone, who can help, any advice..is very welcome.
I communicate with my GD and he said that things will get better, I just have to
believe in myself and work on it again. I have to help myself. I have to be
strong. But to be honest, sometimes it's hard to see the light at the end of the
tunnel.
I want to begin doing the rune meditations for wealth again, consistenly and
also do money meditations. I also want to attract luck in my life.
I want to get a good job with a decent salary and accumulate wealth again. I
feel so alone now.
There was this xian friend who witness my wealth in 2008 and was amazed. This
person can't say a thing regarding my beliefs & spirituality because I was the
poster child of success in our area back then. But now, when this person heard
that I have financial troubles, this wimp starts to put its nose around my
business and gave me lectures on spirituality etc. This person managed to obtain
small amount of wealth in 2009 and brags about it constantly, like a revenge
towards me, trying to put me down.
I really need to rise again. This time for good, this time for permanent. I need
advice,encouragement, your stories/sharing.., have you ever been in my position
and how did you manage to turn it around?
I need to turn this around!
Hail Satan!! Hail The Gods of Duat!!
Maiandria
Brothers & Sisters in Satan,
I need help, motivation, encouragement and tips from you who have been in a
similar situation. Honestly, I feel like I'm in a rut now. I refuse to be weak,
and I was depressed before due to my condition but now I realize that I must
stand up again and rise again.
Back in 2008, I did consistent magick working to accumulate wealth and I did
collect good amount of wealth. I lived a previliged lifestyle.During 2009 a
family issue came up and needed my financial assistance. I begin to despise
wealth and assume that people only come to me and contact me when they need
financial help from me. I became bitter towards my wealth (Now I realize that
this was a MAJOR mistake). End of 2009, I finished my studies and obtain a
degree with high scores.
Now, in 2010, I am looking for a job and still looking. Financially, I can say I
am in a rut. I am in depression, but I refuse to give in to the bad moods and
apathy. I did effort to make this post. I really need help. I want to get back
to 2008's condition again. I was in top shape and had good amount of wealth.
There were moments when I feel so hopeless. But I refuse to give in to those
feelings. Anyone, who can help, any advice..is very welcome.
I communicate with my GD and he said that things will get better, I just have to
believe in myself and work on it again. I have to help myself. I have to be
strong. But to be honest, sometimes it's hard to see the light at the end of the
tunnel.
I want to begin doing the rune meditations for wealth again, consistenly and
also do money meditations. I also want to attract luck in my life.
I want to get a good job with a decent salary and accumulate wealth again. I
feel so alone now.
There was this xian friend who witness my wealth in 2008 and was amazed. This
person can't say a thing regarding my beliefs & spirituality because I was the
poster child of success in our area back then. But now, when this person heard
that I have financial troubles, this wimp starts to put its nose around my
business and gave me lectures on spirituality etc. This person managed to obtain
small amount of wealth in 2009 and brags about it constantly, like a revenge
towards me, trying to put me down.
I really need to rise again. This time for good, this time for permanent. I need
advice,encouragement, your stories/sharing.., have you ever been in my position
and how did you manage to turn it around?
I need to turn this around!
Hail Satan!! Hail The Gods of Duat!!
Maiandria
