I have not been able to meditate for awhile because of anxiety I still hold on to a belief that Satan is great but my problem is that I have awakened my Kundilini energy and am having some very scary thoughts and feelings. I dont feel ready for that energy yet. I am scared cause I dont want to go insane I have two Christian parents who would not understand me. I desperately need to know if there is anyone who is a Spiritual Satanist in my area who can help me or at least someone to talk or chat with since im so lonely right now. (Lansing Michigan). I dont know where to turn and I dont want my soul to somehow be destroyed by this. I am kind of in a bad situation for now I believe Satan probably knows about what is written in this forum or at least a few demons do I am not sure they hear me though I just ask please help me find a girlfriend who shares my beliefs, please dont let me go insane or be put in a group home, and please help me slow down this energy so i can stabalize myself. Thank you for your help in advance. Again I respect the gods and am not begging im just scared about my life right now. I cant meditate or add energy to my soul though cause I feel I am advancing too quickly even without meditaton (I am cause I am starting to sense stuff more and more) I just need help with slowing it down so that I can progress at a pace that is healthy for me.
Hail Satan
Hail Satan
