need direction.

[bornfromfire999]

I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN DARK IN COMPARISON TO THE PEOPLE AROUND ME (SOCIETY)I HAVE NEVER BEEN PART OF THE HERD.HOW DO YOU GROW IN THE SATANIC ENVIRONMENT SUCCESFULLY. BEING THAT IT HIDDEN FROM EVERYDAY LIFE.

 

[derekthehellviking]

How about doing the meditations on the Joy of Satan website? You could also do the dedication ritual to show that you are serious about working for Father Satan.