Need advice

[Athena666]

I justlike to make a post here, hope you guys won’t judge. I’m still in my 40 days meditation period (26/40) and it feels like I’m doing it for a long time. I lose job last year and took 1 year rest. I’m in mid 30’s and feeling sort of insecurity with career and relationship. I already stopped taking anti depressant for long time but still taking some sleeping pills. I’m a silent type of a person, an EMPATH but still trying to mingle with people.

I tried not taking pills for a day but mind at the moment keeps on having different thoughts.One moment I’m about to cry but able to handle or stop it. I don’t know if this is something to do with spirituality or I’m just lonely and need someone to talk to.

 

[solosince1995]

Moon square for mastery over feelings and emotions, sun square for confidence , Jupiter square for an expansion in positive emotions , kriyas and mantras for all chakras mainly ground.
Sowilo
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Fehu
There’s plenty of ways to overcome this.
You mean like out of no where you sort of feel like crying or in a sudden negative crisis? Don’t let depression sink you.

 

[solosince1995]

I’m sorry I meant to say mainly ground yourself the breathe of fire in your chakras and kriyas for your throat and sacral chakras