My Youth Pastor's.. Aura?

[dakoopsta666]

Hello, i am relatively new to Satanism and I have finally gotten into a stage where I know with my soul that it is the truth. I have seen it in person and I frequently experience stuff that I had never ever dreamed of when I had "God" in my life. I was on the track of serious mental illness and I have figured out a lot of truths and how wrong my life was before. I honestly think that I was dedicated in a past life as I feel I grew up extremely different than the people around me did.

So anyways, I had a run-in with my Christian youth pastor (I have to go to church because of parents) and he talked to me saying I should go to church on Wednesday and asking where I had been. It was just a normal conversation and I have talked with him numerous times. While we were making eye contact, I became very uncomfortable and had this crazy feeling inside me. I felt as if I was experiencing how he was feeling and I knew he was very depressed. It stuck around in me for a while after he had left. I feel as if he is very lost and the way he enjoys life is by pushing his Christian agendas unto my fellow high school students. Can anyone explain to me the crazy feeling I felt after being around and talking to him? My goodness it was insane

 

[Brian Gibbons]

Take it from an x xtian minister,who had his own ministry once years ago.That is the feeling of death you are feeling.Now that you are one of us,you finally feel the feeling of life in you,and it counteracts everything that he stands for and is.That depression you felt from him is very real,and if he doesn't wake up soon,it will destroy him.I understand you need to go to church,because that is what you need to do to not raise suspicion,but now that you know the truth,you will never feel comfortable again in that mind prison.But don't rock the boat,and just play their silly game,because one day when you are on your own,you will understand what you were feeling,and know just what to do about it.

 Hail Satan
Brian 

From: dakoopsta666 <dakoopsta666@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, September 18, 2012 6:57 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] My Youth Pastor's.. Aura?

  Hello, i am relatively new to Satanism and I have finally gotten into a stage where I know with my soul that it is the truth. I have seen it in person and I frequently experience stuff that I had never ever dreamed of when I had "God" in my life. I was on the track of serious mental illness and I have figured out a lot of truths and how wrong my life was before. I honestly think that I was dedicated in a past life as I feel I grew up extremely different than the people around me did.

So anyways, I had a run-in with my Christian youth pastor (I have to go to church because of parents) and he talked to me saying I should go to church on Wednesday and asking where I had been. It was just a normal conversation and I have talked with him numerous times. While we were making eye contact, I became very uncomfortable and had this crazy feeling inside me. I felt as if I was experiencing how he was feeling and I knew he was very depressed. It stuck around in me for a while after he had left. I feel as if he is very lost and the way he enjoys life is by pushing his Christian agendas unto my fellow high school students. Can anyone explain to me the crazy feeling I felt after being around and talking to him? My goodness it was insane

 

[hoodedcobra666]

Just another instance of spiritual terrorism by the enemy and the use of fear. Fear and terrorism are used by the xian liars. Also this asshole tried to induce emotional responses to you. Probably because this 'religion' is so foul that is just based upon propaganda of fear and lack of fact. There is no logic. No facts. Just lies. So for lies to stand you have to bypass the logical filter of someone. People with a stronger logical filter become atheists. Others just feel things like you do [which gives out some sort of psychic sensitivity] and therefore since emotion can sometimes dominate logic, experience this confusion and follow blindly. Ya enough of this analysis. What matters is that you make that prick pay. Probably, since this person can induce these emotions to you, you have this person in your mind as someone in somewhat authoritarian position. You need to re-wire your mind through hypnosis that you are above him. After all he knows nothing at all and is a liar. Not someone who can tell you anything legitimate or true. Just bullshits you 24/7 and does petty emotional attacks to you. After this, build an aura of protection specifically for this asshole. Do this for like 2-3 times a day. If you see this bag of shit daily etc, do it for like 4 times. In no time what you felt, he will be the one feeling terror and sadness and you won't be receptive to this. It will eat him inside and out. This is just another instance of how dirty is the xian religion, where negativity and chaos have to be spread from these insane people to others, to further spread insanity.

Death to xianity.

HAILS TO SATAN!!!!!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "dakoopsta666" <dakoopsta666@... wrote:

Hello, i am relatively new to Satanism and I have finally gotten into a stage where I know with my soul that it is the truth. I have seen it in person and I frequently experience stuff that I had never ever dreamed of when I had "God" in my life. I was on the track of serious mental illness and I have figured out a lot of truths and how wrong my life was before. I honestly think that I was dedicated in a past life as I feel I grew up extremely different than the people around me did.

So anyways, I had a run-in with my Christian youth pastor (I have to go to church because of parents) and he talked to me saying I should go to church on Wednesday and asking where I had been. It was just a normal conversation and I have talked with him numerous times. While we were making eye contact, I became very uncomfortable and had this crazy feeling inside me. I felt as if I was experiencing how he was feeling and I knew he was very depressed. It stuck around in me for a while after he had left. I feel as if he is very lost and the way he enjoys life is by pushing his Christian agendas unto my fellow high school students. Can anyone explain to me the crazy feeling I felt after being around and talking to him? My goodness it was insane

 

[hoodedcobra666]

Of course I have to agree with my friend and brother Brian. Do not resort to any kind of 'rebellious' physical drama. Play normal. While they will be thinking you're harmless and you're with them, you won't be and you will be able in time to shred them out from within with your Spiritual Powers which are from Father Satan. Generally don't attract any negative influence from those sickly obsessive xians as they just won't fucking let go of someone. They are fucking obsessed in their lies and they can as well die for this lie. Its very sad to see xians ready to die for this spook and Satanists not even trying to evolve in our Satanic Path.

Even if you deny them, they will keep praying and I know this for a fact. When they will see that nothing works except prayer, they will probably stop. Personally I drove the less dangerous away in an agressive manner but I wasn't deep into xianity ever. Had I been into a circle etc, I wouldn't do anything like this. But I'm just laying it out to explain, weigh your position first. Rebelling against fools sometimes is just as foolish as suicide.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Take it from an x xtian minister,who had his own ministry once years ago.That is the feeling of death you are feeling.Now that you are one of us,you finally feel the feeling of life in you,and it counteracts everything that he stands for and is.That depression you felt from him is very real,and if he doesn't wake up soon,it will destroy him.I understand you need to go to church,because that is what you need to do to not raise suspicion,but now that you know the truth,you will never feel comfortable again in that mind prison.But don't rock the boat,and just play their silly game,because one day when you are on your own,you will understand what you were feeling,and know just what to do about it.


 
Hail Satan
Brian 



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From: dakoopsta666 <dakoopsta666@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Tuesday, September 18, 2012 6:57 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] My Youth Pastor's.. Aura?


 
Hello, i am relatively new to Satanism and I have finally gotten into a stage where I know with my soul that it is the truth. I have seen it in person and I frequently experience stuff that I had never ever dreamed of when I had "God" in my life. I was on the track of serious mental illness and I have figured out a lot of truths and how wrong my life was before. I honestly think that I was dedicated in a past life as I feel I grew up extremely different than the people around me did.

So anyways, I had a run-in with my Christian youth pastor (I have to go to church because of parents) and he talked to me saying I should go to church on Wednesday and asking where I had been. It was just a normal conversation and I have talked with him numerous times. While we were making eye contact, I became very uncomfortable and had this crazy feeling inside me. I felt as if I was experiencing how he was feeling and I knew he was very depressed. It stuck around in me for a while after he had left. I feel as if he is very lost and the way he enjoys life is by pushing his Christian agendas unto my fellow high school students. Can anyone explain to me the crazy feeling I felt after being around and talking to him? My goodness it was insane

 

[Ja DR]

Yeah, I agree. I touched a bible a while ago, it was the worse feeling i have ever felt.


To: [email protected]
From: briangibbons20@...
Date: Wed, 19 Sep 2012 09:44:55 -0700
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] My Youth Pastor's.. Aura?

 
Take it from an x xtian minister,who had his own ministry once years ago.That is the feeling of death you are feeling.Now that you are one of us,you finally feel the feeling of life in you,and it counteracts everything that he stands for and is.That depression you felt from him is very real,and if he doesn't wake up soon,it will destroy him.I understand you need to go to church,because that is what you need to do to not raise suspicion,but now that you know the truth,you will never feel comfortable again in that mind prison.But don't rock the boat,and just play their silly game,because one day when you are on your own,you will understand what you were feeling,and know just what to do about it.

 Hail Satan
Brian 

From: dakoopsta666 <dakoopsta666@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, September 18, 2012 6:57 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] My Youth Pastor's.. Aura?

  Hello, i am relatively new to Satanism and I have finally gotten into a stage where I know with my soul that it is the truth. I have seen it in person and I frequently experience stuff that I had never ever dreamed of when I had "God" in my life. I was on the track of serious mental illness and I have figured out a lot of truths and how wrong my life was before. I honestly think that I was dedicated in a past life as I feel I grew up extremely different than the people around me did.

So anyways, I had a run-in with my Christian youth pastor (I have to go to church because of parents) and he talked to me saying I should go to church on Wednesday and asking where I had been. It was just a normal conversation and I have talked with him numerous times. While we were making eye contact, I became very uncomfortable and had this crazy feeling inside me. I felt as if I was experiencing how he was feeling and I knew he was very depressed. It stuck around in me for a while after he had left. I feel as if he is very lost and the way he enjoys life is by pushing his Christian agendas unto my fellow high school students. Can anyone explain to me the crazy feeling I felt after being around and talking to him? My goodness it was insane

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Hi Dakoopsta,
be sure to clean your aura and chakras thoroughly after coming into contact with xians or with xian places, whether it's a church, a building or room where they hold youth meetings.
Hail Satan!
From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Wednesday, September 19, 2012 12:44:55 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] My Youth Pastor's.. Aura?

  Take it from an x xtian minister,who had his own ministry once years ago.That is the feeling of death you are feeling.Now that you are one of us,you finally feel the feeling of life in you,and it counteracts everything that he stands for and is.That depression you felt from him is very real,and if he doesn't wake up soon,it will destroy him.I understand you need to go to church,because that is what you need to do to not raise suspicion,but now that you know the truth,you will never feel comfortable again in that mind prison.But don't rock the boat,and just play their silly game,because one day when you are on your own,you will understand what you were feeling,and know just what to do about it.

 Hail Satan
Brian 

From: dakoopsta666 <dakoopsta666@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, September 18, 2012 6:57 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] My Youth Pastor's.. Aura?

  Hello, i am relatively new to Satanism and I have finally gotten into a stage where I know with my soul that it is the truth. I have seen it in person and I frequently experience stuff that I had never ever dreamed of when I had "God" in my life. I was on the track of serious mental illness and I have figured out a lot of truths and how wrong my life was before. I honestly think that I was dedicated in a past life as I feel I grew up extremely different than the people around me did.

So anyways, I had a run-in with my Christian youth pastor (I have to go to church because of parents) and he talked to me saying I should go to church on Wednesday and asking where I had been. It was just a normal conversation and I have talked with him numerous times. While we were making eye contact, I became very uncomfortable and had this crazy feeling inside me. I felt as if I was experiencing how he was feeling and I knew he was very depressed. It stuck around in me for a while after he had left. I feel as if he is very lost and the way he enjoys life is by pushing his Christian agendas unto my fellow high school students. Can anyone explain to me the crazy feeling I felt after being around and talking to him? My goodness it was insane

 

[dakoopsta666]

thank you guys a lot for the informative replies, its very appreciated. It feels good to be out of the mind prison that was mentioned, i seriously was messed up in the mind for a VERY long while. i feel like a could of eventually became even worse if it weren't for Satan calling me to the family, which he did through my insane life story. I'm honestly lucky to be alive, not trying to make up a story

oh and seriously screw this jew ass bible belt society i grew up in. I grew up around SO many insecure psychic vampires like for real. I was people's bitches that i never ever thought i would be to when i was younger.

BLAY!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Take it from an x xtian minister,who had his own ministry once years ago.That is the feeling of death you are feeling.Now that you are one of us,you finally feel the feeling of life in you,and it counteracts everything that he stands for and is.That depression you felt from him is very real,and if he doesn't wake up soon,it will destroy him.I understand you need to go to church,because that is what you need to do to not raise suspicion,but now that you know the truth,you will never feel comfortable again in that mind prison.But don't rock the boat,and just play their silly game,because one day when you are on your own,you will understand what you were feeling,and know just what to do about it.


 
Hail Satan
Brian 



________________________________
From: dakoopsta666 <dakoopsta666@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Tuesday, September 18, 2012 6:57 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] My Youth Pastor's.. Aura?


 
Hello, i am relatively new to Satanism and I have finally gotten into a stage where I know with my soul that it is the truth. I have seen it in person and I frequently experience stuff that I had never ever dreamed of when I had "God" in my life. I was on the track of serious mental illness and I have figured out a lot of truths and how wrong my life was before. I honestly think that I was dedicated in a past life as I feel I grew up extremely different than the people around me did.

So anyways, I had a run-in with my Christian youth pastor (I have to go to church because of parents) and he talked to me saying I should go to church on Wednesday and asking where I had been. It was just a normal conversation and I have talked with him numerous times. While we were making eye contact, I became very uncomfortable and had this crazy feeling inside me. I felt as if I was experiencing how he was feeling and I knew he was very depressed. It stuck around in me for a while after he had left. I feel as if he is very lost and the way he enjoys life is by pushing his Christian agendas unto my fellow high school students. Can anyone explain to me the crazy feeling I felt after being around and talking to him? My goodness it was insane