My Youth Pastor's.. Aura?

[dakoopsta666]

Hello, i am relatively new to Satanism and I have finally gotten into a stage where I know with my soul that it is the truth. I have seen it in person and I frequently experience stuff that I had never ever dreamed of when I had "God" in my life. I was on the track of serious mental illness and I have figured out a lot of truths and how wrong my life was before. I honestly think that I was dedicated in a past life as I feel I grew up extremely different than the people around me did.

So anyways, I had a run-in with my Christian youth pastor (I have to go to church because of parents) and he talked to me saying I should go to church on Wednesday and asking where I had been. It was just a normal conversation and I have talked with him numerous times. While we were making eye contact, I became very uncomfortable and had this crazy feeling inside me. I felt as if I was experiencing how he was feeling and I knew he was very depressed. It stuck around in me for a while after he had left. I feel as if he is very lost and the way he enjoys life is by pushing his Christian agendas unto my fellow high school students. Can anyone explain to me the crazy feeling I felt after being around and talking to him? My goodness it was insane

 

[Brian Gibbons]

Take it from an x xtian minister,who had his own ministry once years ago.That is the feeling of death you are feeling.Now that you are one of us,you finally feel the feeling of life in you,and it counteracts everything that he stands for and is.That depression you felt from him is very real,and if he doesn't wake up soon,it will destroy him.I understand you need to go to church,because that is what you need to do to not raise suspicion,but now that you know the truth,you will never feel comfortable again in that mind prison.But don't rock the boat,and just play their silly game,because one day when you are on your own,you will understand what you were feeling,and know just what to do about it.

 Hail Satan
Brian 

From: dakoopsta666 <dakoopsta666@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, September 18, 2012 6:57 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] My Youth Pastor's.. Aura?

  Hello, i am relatively new to Satanism and I have finally gotten into a stage where I know with my soul that it is the truth. I have seen it in person and I frequently experience stuff that I had never ever dreamed of when I had "God" in my life. I was on the track of serious mental illness and I have figured out a lot of truths and how wrong my life was before. I honestly think that I was dedicated in a past life as I feel I grew up extremely different than the people around me did.

So anyways, I had a run-in with my Christian youth pastor (I have to go to church because of parents) and he talked to me saying I should go to church on Wednesday and asking where I had been. It was just a normal conversation and I have talked with him numerous times. While we were making eye contact, I became very uncomfortable and had this crazy feeling inside me. I felt as if I was experiencing how he was feeling and I knew he was very depressed. It stuck around in me for a while after he had left. I feel as if he is very lost and the way he enjoys life is by pushing his Christian agendas unto my fellow high school students. Can anyone explain to me the crazy feeling I felt after being around and talking to him? My goodness it was insane