As a testamony to new members, I would like to share a few experiences of my own to help those who fall a few times. I have been a dedicated satanist for 15 years. I have risen and fallen many times. At one point I had activated my Kundalini, then, I became unfocused and lost it. A while later I started meditation again, I saw progress, then I got distracted and stopped. One day, I was told I was going to prison. I contacted Maxine as we were in contact for a project, she said satan would try to help, as the reason was me attacking the enemy in a non legal way. I felt him for sure, no doubt. But I knew also this was on me. I did go to prison. But while there, he never ever left me. I was pulled in unexplainable ways to do better. I learned how they guide in the most odd ways to help us. For those who have been here a while, I get it. You want direct experience, you want answers, and you want help. All of which satan promised us all. Believe me, he does answer. He does watch and care. I say this because he pulled me so hard to leave a mindset and life that was killing me. He was there when I didn't notice. I was in doubt but he proved he never lost faith in me. Because when all was lost, he was still there, it just took me coming back after being blinded by ego and outside life. He waited and he damn sure made it known he waited. So to anyone doubting, just tell him you trust him and mean it. Your true trust in him matters to him. In closing: father I have been blinded and I open myself to your will, for only through you, I will be the best man I can be. HAIL SATAN!! HAIL ALL GODS OF DUAT.
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Thank you Manik. It's as if Father Satan is answering through you.
Great understanding last night. I read the sermons of HPS Maxine.
I finally understood my mistakes. My non understanding of Satan's commandments. The refusal to let go which is in fact a lack of faith, failing some tests.
And finally understand all at once since that night.
To come to Him to tell Him that I would like to learn from my mistakes so that I don't make them again and literally "open myself to His Will" because I trust Him and I love Him.
I started a letter several hours ago, to tell Him all this, and then I saw your post. Thank you for this synchronicity
Great understanding last night. I read the sermons of HPS Maxine.
I finally understood my mistakes. My non understanding of Satan's commandments. The refusal to let go which is in fact a lack of faith, failing some tests.
And finally understand all at once since that night.
To come to Him to tell Him that I would like to learn from my mistakes so that I don't make them again and literally "open myself to His Will" because I trust Him and I love Him.
I started a letter several hours ago, to tell Him all this, and then I saw your post. Thank you for this synchronicity
