This is going to be a very long post. To those of you who read, thank you.
It all began when I was Wiccan, but was looking for different spiritual paths because for some reason, Wicca was NOT cutting it for me. It didn't feel right. I was looking for true, core, Paganism (which is essentially what being a Spiritual Satanist is.) For a while I considered myself pagan, I worshiped specifically Isis and Osiris, I felt an extreme connection towards the two. In fact, at one point I had a candle lit in my room, the flame was quite high, and of course the flame was flickering as usual. At this time, out of passion, and hope for confirmation, I asked Isis and Osiris if they were there, and if they were, if they could just keep the flame straight. And of course, it straightened completely, did not flicker, did not move. Just sat, straight. Once that happened I asked them to just leave it be at that point, and they did, the flame at that moment returned to normal. This is what sparked my extreme passion for true spirituality. This was probably close to 3 years ago from now. And from there I still continued my search as nothing on the web provided any information about true paganism, it was all new age crap. Eventually I stumbled upon the JoS website. This. This was the biggest turning point in my life. I read the website, and read, and read, and read, and read, over, and over, and over, and over. And after a period of probably close to 6 to 8 months of studying the website and everything I could find about Spiritual Satanism I finally decided that it was the right path for me, and dedicated my soul to Father Satan. Now when I first started in Spiritual Satanism, despite all my studying, I was still ignorant. I was all about power power power power power. I wanted to have the powers you see in movies as fast as possible, and faster. I had no appreciation for patience whatsoever I did meditate, and preform rituals whenever possible but I did not feel like it was going anywhere. And for a very long time I fell out of it. I realize now that this was just me being under the spell of the jews, but back then I didn't know what it was. I never rejected Father however. I was out of it. I didn't meditate for a very long time, however I did continue to study and learn, and open my eyes more and more. This was for probably about a year. I don't exactly remember. After about a year of all that. I REALLY began to awaken. I meditated every day, I did yoga, as well as I saw the world in a completely different life. I saw past all the bs shallow crap, I saw the REAL issues, the REAL corruption, I saw the truth. At this point I had just started Chinese Martial Arts, and I found my passion there, which is not only Martial Arts, but also to become the perfect warrior. Spiritually, physically, mentally, emotionally. I want - no, WILL be the perfect, warrior for the true Gentiles of this planet, I AM fighting for Father in every way possible, and I AM successful in it. Because I am a warrior for Satan. After I started my martial arts training. I decided to look further for places in which to increase my training and I found it, the only in residential martial arts school in China with real masters, run by westerners. Now in order for you to understand how much Father and the Gods have done for me, I have to explain everything here.
Throughout school, I always failed, not because I wasn't smart enough, but because I was lazy, and truthfully because I found school to be a joke. It truly is a system built around putting you in debt, I'm not saying you shouldn't do well in school, but it certainly is NOT something that should be your goal in life at any time. The system is built like this. Go to school, get good grades, pass your tests, get out of school, get a job, get a car, get an apartment, go to college, get student loans to get a degree, and MAYBE get a job that even uses your degree. See where it stacks up? They program you to buy a car, pay insurance on it, pay taxes on your paychecks, get an apartment, pay bills, go heavily into debt to get a degree in hopes that you will come out of that debt, which most of the time, you won't, because eventually you're to buy a house which costs way more money then you make in a year, pay bills on the house as well as taxes, maybe start a family, which costs more money, pay for their food and schooling (supplies, classes that cost, books, etc etc.) This system was MADE for them to make money off of you. And I saw all that. And that is the main reason I did not take it seriously, I had bigger goals in mind. Anyways, so I failed throughout school. But luckily enough they had a program for people who fail school, but the teachers think you're smarter then that. So they put me in this program in which I studied 3 hours a day 5 days a week for the GED test. (Which is also a joke, very, very easy test.) HOWEVER, in order to be in the program you do HAVE to have a job as well. Because I failed school, got in this program, and got a job, I was able to pay for my martial arts classes. I would NOT have been able to do martial arts if it weren't for this. And once I was out of the program, (I had passed my GED, and now have my High School Diploma because of it.)I worked, and trained. I found the school in China and decided I wanted to go to it. However I did not have the money in order to actually attend the school as a full time student. So I contacted the owner about possibly getting a job around the school, in return for my training, and what do you know? There was an opening he was willing to give me. And so I trained, worked, meditated, and saved up money to get there. Eventually after a process of about 9 months I made it to the school. At the start of my stay at the school, it was perfect, I did a small amount of work and 6 hours of training a day. However, once everything got started, it also got stopped completely. I hurt my knee and because of that I started to see the owners true colours, to this day I am convinced that this guy is a jew. Because I could not train on my knee the owner had me do HARD labor while I couldn't train, labor that I did not get paid for, even though he had agreed to pay me. (simply because there was a PAID old chinese man helping me a bit) I was to break down an entire brick wall with a sledgehammer, and then carry the rubble out of the building down two flights of stairs on my hurt knee, and then put the rubble into a cart which was too low for me to push without squatting. Push the cart out of the school, and dumb the rubble off of the property. This whole process took about 3 days but because of my knee and the way it was hurt, it postponed my training for another month. During this time I worked 6 to 8 hours a day, and was getting paid 60 USD a month. After that I was able to train and the work was easy, however the owner of the school made my stay very, VERY miserable for me. Luckily I met this girl there that made my stay there somewhat easier to bare. She, also is a Satanist, as well as we had some other things in common in which helped me connect with her on a much, MUCH deeper level then originally perceived. We became extremely close, almost to the point of a relationship, however I did not feel that way for her. (I am gay) Through her I learned many life lessons such as responsibility and dedication. Through my stay in China I gained so much knowledge its incredible how much I grew while I was there. Once I had taken from my stay there what I needed to - what Father wanted me to learn. It was time to go. The only issue was because of the lack of money, I did not have the money in order to leave at all. And what do you know? The girl has assloads of money, she paid for my way home.
My point that I'm making here, is that Father looks out for each of us. The Gods do all they can in order to help us advance, without these experiences I would not be the man I am today. I am only 18 and have the knowledge and wisdom of somebody who has lived on this planet for 90 years, easily.
It is NOT a coincidence that everything lined up the way it did. This has shown me what it means to be a Spiritual Satanist. This has given me the passion and the drive to do everything I can to perfect myself in every way. I will not back down, I will fight, and I will make those who made the world the way it is pay. I will watch their faces turn from a smile to a cower as I shatter the smoking mirrors that they set up. We are true warriors for Father. And we will FIGHT. Never back down, never stop meditating, and train. If this war were ever to turn physical on this planet in any way, I WILL be prepared to fight. Will you? This is no fantasy land where you gain the powers of a god by some miraculous incident. It takes time, dedication, and practice. This war is real, and it here, and it is time to fight, my Brothers and Sisters. This world is OURS by right, and god damnit we will take it. This is not a time to revel in the bad in your life, this is the time to say "Fuck you!" to any and all bad things in your life. This is the time to let go and move on, it's time to evolve, and advance, it's time to snowball this fight into our favor.
Know that the current situation will get worse before it gets better, and the only way to get through it well is to prepare. Those who go into battle expecting the worst, are also prepared for the worst. Stay strong, never back down, and know, that when things get hard, WE, the true warriors for Satan will be there, as well as the Gods and even Father himself. Do not take my story or the point of my story lightly, as this is how it is, this is the real world, this is the truth, and this is the only way we will prevail.
It was NOT a coincidence that things lined up in my favor.
It was NOT a coincidence that my soulmate is my boyfriend, in which I connect with and work with on such a level that we have a bulletproof plan to help snowball the war in our favor in such a way that nobody has ever imagined.
It is NOT a coincident that my niche, (martial arts and divination) line up so well with our plan.
Father and the Gods are here, they are real, and they will always be there, and they are always there to guide us in the direction in which we will excel in the most.
Hail Father Satan
Hail the Gods of Hell
Heil Hitler
This war is not over. But we have won.
Much love to you, my brothers and sisters. I love you each individually. And know, that when things get bad. I am here. Contact me, and I will help. I serve my brothers and sisters. I am here, and I am ready.
I love you all dearly, and I will always be here. And I will always help. And I will not hesitate to destroy those who oppose us. And I will not hesitate to seek revenge on those who have wronged us.
Thank you for reading.
~Sij
It all began when I was Wiccan, but was looking for different spiritual paths because for some reason, Wicca was NOT cutting it for me. It didn't feel right. I was looking for true, core, Paganism (which is essentially what being a Spiritual Satanist is.) For a while I considered myself pagan, I worshiped specifically Isis and Osiris, I felt an extreme connection towards the two. In fact, at one point I had a candle lit in my room, the flame was quite high, and of course the flame was flickering as usual. At this time, out of passion, and hope for confirmation, I asked Isis and Osiris if they were there, and if they were, if they could just keep the flame straight. And of course, it straightened completely, did not flicker, did not move. Just sat, straight. Once that happened I asked them to just leave it be at that point, and they did, the flame at that moment returned to normal. This is what sparked my extreme passion for true spirituality. This was probably close to 3 years ago from now. And from there I still continued my search as nothing on the web provided any information about true paganism, it was all new age crap. Eventually I stumbled upon the JoS website. This. This was the biggest turning point in my life. I read the website, and read, and read, and read, and read, over, and over, and over, and over. And after a period of probably close to 6 to 8 months of studying the website and everything I could find about Spiritual Satanism I finally decided that it was the right path for me, and dedicated my soul to Father Satan. Now when I first started in Spiritual Satanism, despite all my studying, I was still ignorant. I was all about power power power power power. I wanted to have the powers you see in movies as fast as possible, and faster. I had no appreciation for patience whatsoever I did meditate, and preform rituals whenever possible but I did not feel like it was going anywhere. And for a very long time I fell out of it. I realize now that this was just me being under the spell of the jews, but back then I didn't know what it was. I never rejected Father however. I was out of it. I didn't meditate for a very long time, however I did continue to study and learn, and open my eyes more and more. This was for probably about a year. I don't exactly remember. After about a year of all that. I REALLY began to awaken. I meditated every day, I did yoga, as well as I saw the world in a completely different life. I saw past all the bs shallow crap, I saw the REAL issues, the REAL corruption, I saw the truth. At this point I had just started Chinese Martial Arts, and I found my passion there, which is not only Martial Arts, but also to become the perfect warrior. Spiritually, physically, mentally, emotionally. I want - no, WILL be the perfect, warrior for the true Gentiles of this planet, I AM fighting for Father in every way possible, and I AM successful in it. Because I am a warrior for Satan. After I started my martial arts training. I decided to look further for places in which to increase my training and I found it, the only in residential martial arts school in China with real masters, run by westerners. Now in order for you to understand how much Father and the Gods have done for me, I have to explain everything here.
Throughout school, I always failed, not because I wasn't smart enough, but because I was lazy, and truthfully because I found school to be a joke. It truly is a system built around putting you in debt, I'm not saying you shouldn't do well in school, but it certainly is NOT something that should be your goal in life at any time. The system is built like this. Go to school, get good grades, pass your tests, get out of school, get a job, get a car, get an apartment, go to college, get student loans to get a degree, and MAYBE get a job that even uses your degree. See where it stacks up? They program you to buy a car, pay insurance on it, pay taxes on your paychecks, get an apartment, pay bills, go heavily into debt to get a degree in hopes that you will come out of that debt, which most of the time, you won't, because eventually you're to buy a house which costs way more money then you make in a year, pay bills on the house as well as taxes, maybe start a family, which costs more money, pay for their food and schooling (supplies, classes that cost, books, etc etc.) This system was MADE for them to make money off of you. And I saw all that. And that is the main reason I did not take it seriously, I had bigger goals in mind. Anyways, so I failed throughout school. But luckily enough they had a program for people who fail school, but the teachers think you're smarter then that. So they put me in this program in which I studied 3 hours a day 5 days a week for the GED test. (Which is also a joke, very, very easy test.) HOWEVER, in order to be in the program you do HAVE to have a job as well. Because I failed school, got in this program, and got a job, I was able to pay for my martial arts classes. I would NOT have been able to do martial arts if it weren't for this. And once I was out of the program, (I had passed my GED, and now have my High School Diploma because of it.)I worked, and trained. I found the school in China and decided I wanted to go to it. However I did not have the money in order to actually attend the school as a full time student. So I contacted the owner about possibly getting a job around the school, in return for my training, and what do you know? There was an opening he was willing to give me. And so I trained, worked, meditated, and saved up money to get there. Eventually after a process of about 9 months I made it to the school. At the start of my stay at the school, it was perfect, I did a small amount of work and 6 hours of training a day. However, once everything got started, it also got stopped completely. I hurt my knee and because of that I started to see the owners true colours, to this day I am convinced that this guy is a jew. Because I could not train on my knee the owner had me do HARD labor while I couldn't train, labor that I did not get paid for, even though he had agreed to pay me. (simply because there was a PAID old chinese man helping me a bit) I was to break down an entire brick wall with a sledgehammer, and then carry the rubble out of the building down two flights of stairs on my hurt knee, and then put the rubble into a cart which was too low for me to push without squatting. Push the cart out of the school, and dumb the rubble off of the property. This whole process took about 3 days but because of my knee and the way it was hurt, it postponed my training for another month. During this time I worked 6 to 8 hours a day, and was getting paid 60 USD a month. After that I was able to train and the work was easy, however the owner of the school made my stay very, VERY miserable for me. Luckily I met this girl there that made my stay there somewhat easier to bare. She, also is a Satanist, as well as we had some other things in common in which helped me connect with her on a much, MUCH deeper level then originally perceived. We became extremely close, almost to the point of a relationship, however I did not feel that way for her. (I am gay) Through her I learned many life lessons such as responsibility and dedication. Through my stay in China I gained so much knowledge its incredible how much I grew while I was there. Once I had taken from my stay there what I needed to - what Father wanted me to learn. It was time to go. The only issue was because of the lack of money, I did not have the money in order to leave at all. And what do you know? The girl has assloads of money, she paid for my way home.
My point that I'm making here, is that Father looks out for each of us. The Gods do all they can in order to help us advance, without these experiences I would not be the man I am today. I am only 18 and have the knowledge and wisdom of somebody who has lived on this planet for 90 years, easily.
It is NOT a coincidence that everything lined up the way it did. This has shown me what it means to be a Spiritual Satanist. This has given me the passion and the drive to do everything I can to perfect myself in every way. I will not back down, I will fight, and I will make those who made the world the way it is pay. I will watch their faces turn from a smile to a cower as I shatter the smoking mirrors that they set up. We are true warriors for Father. And we will FIGHT. Never back down, never stop meditating, and train. If this war were ever to turn physical on this planet in any way, I WILL be prepared to fight. Will you? This is no fantasy land where you gain the powers of a god by some miraculous incident. It takes time, dedication, and practice. This war is real, and it here, and it is time to fight, my Brothers and Sisters. This world is OURS by right, and god damnit we will take it. This is not a time to revel in the bad in your life, this is the time to say "Fuck you!" to any and all bad things in your life. This is the time to let go and move on, it's time to evolve, and advance, it's time to snowball this fight into our favor.
Know that the current situation will get worse before it gets better, and the only way to get through it well is to prepare. Those who go into battle expecting the worst, are also prepared for the worst. Stay strong, never back down, and know, that when things get hard, WE, the true warriors for Satan will be there, as well as the Gods and even Father himself. Do not take my story or the point of my story lightly, as this is how it is, this is the real world, this is the truth, and this is the only way we will prevail.
It was NOT a coincidence that things lined up in my favor.
It was NOT a coincidence that my soulmate is my boyfriend, in which I connect with and work with on such a level that we have a bulletproof plan to help snowball the war in our favor in such a way that nobody has ever imagined.
It is NOT a coincident that my niche, (martial arts and divination) line up so well with our plan.
Father and the Gods are here, they are real, and they will always be there, and they are always there to guide us in the direction in which we will excel in the most.
Hail Father Satan
Hail the Gods of Hell
Heil Hitler
This war is not over. But we have won.
Much love to you, my brothers and sisters. I love you each individually. And know, that when things get bad. I am here. Contact me, and I will help. I serve my brothers and sisters. I am here, and I am ready.
I love you all dearly, and I will always be here. And I will always help. And I will not hesitate to destroy those who oppose us. And I will not hesitate to seek revenge on those who have wronged us.
Thank you for reading.
~Sij
