My previous name on here was Slyscorpion and why I left

[wotan namah]

I figured I might as well say my username not hide it. I have gone through a period of not being on the forums. I thought because of all this deathly xtian energy I have been around no way out and I am doomed. I just let it engulf me. I figured for a bit I don't deserve to practice Satanism/Zevism because all the other people don't have to deal with this as much as I do. I have no way out of dealing with my family and my soul is clogged with xtian energy. This energy i am sensitive to and I hate it. My soul still has a positive energy but its clogged with this xtian energy.

I wanted to look away Zevism and dreaded looking at the forums cause I don't have a positive experience with life right now so far as energy.

I started cleansing but I fear it's not enough unless I can get away from them. This energy is very hard to cleanse away. Well I am back for now.

Idk if I can ask for my old account back since it's been deactivated and idk what the password is. But this is my account for now.

 

[wotan namah]

Will this energy doom my soul so I don't reincarnate if I were to die. My soul doesn't take in energy by itself like it's supposed to. I am afraid I will dissipate into nothingness or die on the astral.

 

[Blitzkreig [TG]]

Will this energy doom my soul so I don't reincarnate if I were to die. My soul doesn't take in energy by itself like it's supposed to. I am afraid I will dissipate into nothingness or die on the astral.

No, why would it in your case, as a long-time Zevist and child of the Gods? Even regular Christians continue their self-destruction for multiple lives.

This sounds like a matter of extreme sensitivity which is being allowed to "overwrite" your own energy. Yet, you are strong and your family is weak, spiritually. But, if your mental perception of their energy is that it is overwhelming you, this is going to worsen your experience.

I mean, I had seen you making lots of posts here and in the past talking about Zevism and spirituality. You have many years of spiritual practice and exposure to the Gods. None of this could come from the case of a person who is about to dissipate due to Christian exposure, or someone overrun by them.

You need to focus not just on cleaning, but on your aura of protection and detachment from them, which includes the psychological power balance at play that can set the stage for feeling dominated by them. Part of this involves also strengthening your identity and self so that your energy dominates them, rather than the opposite.

Something akin to Uruz would put a stop to feelings of dying out or being dominated by others, energetically or otherwise.

 

[EnkiUK56]

Welcome back Sly bro

 

[Disciple of Santa]

There is a new ritual tier2 for the home on the Hall of Osiris (Home Sanctification and Protection)

 

[GoldenxChild1]

Welcome back. I remember you.

What's important is that you are back now, which means that you can continue to walk the path.

Aside from what SG Blitz said, you may notice that we have what's called the "Hall of Osiris." And in the HoO there is a sacred ritual in Tier 1 (relatively cheap) called Deprogramming from Christianity. I think you would benefit from this. It was made by our beloved HP, and I have done it, so I can attest to its freedom.

Blessings