Adelos Theomathes
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Yesterday's group ritual pace was too fast for me, but I still gained many benefits from it. Even now, as I write this, I can feel its effects and ongoing transformations.
This is not criticism towards the clergy or Priest Alexandros; on the contrary, I am grateful for this opportunity. I am simply the type of person who prefers to do things at my own pace and enjoy and gain as much insight and benefits from the energies for as long as I can.
This session for me was like The Ultimate Grand Initiation Rite. During my meditation after the ninth prayer, I felt like a giant made of golden energy at the center of my own galaxy that I created. My soul, all of my chakras: main, minor, hands, and feet, clairaudience, clairvoyance, and meridians were glowing with golden energy. After that, I could hear voice from Lady Ma'at congratulating me, and Lord Zeus afterwards said, "You are one of us now".
I noticed today in the morning that I am significantly way more powerful in terms of magic, my Aura Cleaning, AoP feels way more powerful and way more physically impactful, I also performed the God Ritual today, and the experience was vastly different, I also have an impression that the barrier between intent and speech is way thinner.
My mindset and thought process are also completely different, I do not longer think about my actions in terms of costs and benefits selfishly, but if my actions follow the path of Ma'at or Izfet, this honesty makes for me at least things so much simpler, because I am aware now if my decisions make me closer to Ma'at or Izfet, It also makes it easier for me to discipline myself and focus on what is truly important for me.
What I will write here below are my experiences from my experiments, when I started performing the liturgical prayers on the Izfet side, I started doing them as soon as they got released:
- I am reacting differently to jokes; I know it’s a joke and why it’s funny, but it didn’t make me laugh or react, now it’s different; I react emotionally as well.
- I am also way more emotionally reacting and enjoying music, especially from stringed instruments like Lyre, Harp, Japanese Koto, and similar. After the session with Priest I mentioned above, I've decided to learn music and play instrument.
- I have more control over my emotions, no more knee jerk reactions that would cause unnecessary problems and chaos.
- Way more prone towards positive thinking and mindset.
- Dealing with negativity is also easier and more enjoyable, not annoying.
- My dreams became way more vivid and memorable. I even consider to learn how to draw so I can draw what I saw in my dreams.
In short, in a way impactful way, and what was shocking for me was how quickly my life and I have transformed into different people.
The results aren't limited to me alone; my home and my family have changed, and the way I talk to them and other people has changed completely, as well. This was already noticeable when I first started experimenting with the Yehuborim Prayer, and yesterday's session amplified it even further.
I will advance as far as I can, so that I can help and assist further the Temple to the best of my ability. One thing is clear: without the Gods and the Temple of Zeus, there is nowhere to go. The other path only leads to demise.
This is not criticism towards the clergy or Priest Alexandros; on the contrary, I am grateful for this opportunity. I am simply the type of person who prefers to do things at my own pace and enjoy and gain as much insight and benefits from the energies for as long as I can.
This session for me was like The Ultimate Grand Initiation Rite. During my meditation after the ninth prayer, I felt like a giant made of golden energy at the center of my own galaxy that I created. My soul, all of my chakras: main, minor, hands, and feet, clairaudience, clairvoyance, and meridians were glowing with golden energy. After that, I could hear voice from Lady Ma'at congratulating me, and Lord Zeus afterwards said, "You are one of us now".
I noticed today in the morning that I am significantly way more powerful in terms of magic, my Aura Cleaning, AoP feels way more powerful and way more physically impactful, I also performed the God Ritual today, and the experience was vastly different, I also have an impression that the barrier between intent and speech is way thinner.
My mindset and thought process are also completely different, I do not longer think about my actions in terms of costs and benefits selfishly, but if my actions follow the path of Ma'at or Izfet, this honesty makes for me at least things so much simpler, because I am aware now if my decisions make me closer to Ma'at or Izfet, It also makes it easier for me to discipline myself and focus on what is truly important for me.
What I will write here below are my experiences from my experiments, when I started performing the liturgical prayers on the Izfet side, I started doing them as soon as they got released:
- I am reacting differently to jokes; I know it’s a joke and why it’s funny, but it didn’t make me laugh or react, now it’s different; I react emotionally as well.
- I am also way more emotionally reacting and enjoying music, especially from stringed instruments like Lyre, Harp, Japanese Koto, and similar. After the session with Priest I mentioned above, I've decided to learn music and play instrument.
- I have more control over my emotions, no more knee jerk reactions that would cause unnecessary problems and chaos.
- Way more prone towards positive thinking and mindset.
- Dealing with negativity is also easier and more enjoyable, not annoying.
- My dreams became way more vivid and memorable. I even consider to learn how to draw so I can draw what I saw in my dreams.
In short, in a way impactful way, and what was shocking for me was how quickly my life and I have transformed into different people.
The results aren't limited to me alone; my home and my family have changed, and the way I talk to them and other people has changed completely, as well. This was already noticeable when I first started experimenting with the Yehuborim Prayer, and yesterday's session amplified it even further.
I will advance as far as I can, so that I can help and assist further the Temple to the best of my ability. One thing is clear: without the Gods and the Temple of Zeus, there is nowhere to go. The other path only leads to demise.
