an evil self that makes sense. as much as i would hate to admit it my GD is hiding something from me. i don't know what, but i know he is. i have always been afraid of myself. hope that makes sense. what i'm really trying to say is that i know how u feel. fight him, okay well that sounds alittle out there, but it could help. when you feel yourself begin to think things that aren't your own push him out scream in your head that you are in control you have the power. since you are the donminant one at the moment keep fighting him. i know it sounds tiring, kinda crazy, but hey it will work. everyonce in awhile i do the same thing, thoughts i would never think, actions that are very out of character. i hope you will not loose the fight. HAIL SATAN!
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From: D C <derrick_cepeda@...
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Sent: Sun, December 6, 2009 1:53:41 PM
Subject: [Teens4Satan] my dream
I had a dream in where I ran up to my room and I saw another version of myself but shaded out or made up of darkness. He had a very scary aura, it made me cry instantly.The dark version of me laughed at me and said that he was waiting for me but I don't know for what? What can this be? I believe I have an inner evil side due to the negativity I was exposed to when I was growing up but recently I have been thinking thoughts that don't belong to me. He's like an inner voice that is getting louder and louder in my head, he wants to ruin me and he's winning so far.I'm afraid he could take over. Please tell me your thoughts on this thank you. Hail Satan!
