seventhapostle
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Hello all!
Why do I find the idea of spirit possession so sexy?
Lately I have been fantasizing about becoming possessed by a spirit. I wonder why I find the idea of spirit possession so titillating?
A few months ago I did an experiment where I got naked and sat in a darkened room doing breathing exercises slowly inhaling and exhaling the darkness. The instructions I copied from some discussion group said that the darkness would become aware of me, have its eye on me, and that I would become aware of spirits.
About one-half hour into the experiment, in my minds eye I saw a giant serpent slowly slithering towards me with its mouth gaping open, then it swallowed me. There were all kinds of people and creatures inside having torrid sex. It said that I could first become a pleaser, then become a master. It said its name was Chrozon, and that it wanted to join with me. It asked me to renounce my Xian belief and curse God and Jesus, which I did, then I signed my name at the bottom of a document it produced. Afterwards, nothing seemed to come of my experience, but I still think about the excitement and the arousal I feld during the several hours I sat there in complete darkness. I forget which discussion group files I found the ritual on, but I would like to try it again, because the thought is so compelling and sexy to me!
Does anyone have any advice for me?
Why do I find the idea of spirit possession so sexy?
Lately I have been fantasizing about becoming possessed by a spirit. I wonder why I find the idea of spirit possession so titillating?
A few months ago I did an experiment where I got naked and sat in a darkened room doing breathing exercises slowly inhaling and exhaling the darkness. The instructions I copied from some discussion group said that the darkness would become aware of me, have its eye on me, and that I would become aware of spirits.
About one-half hour into the experiment, in my minds eye I saw a giant serpent slowly slithering towards me with its mouth gaping open, then it swallowed me. There were all kinds of people and creatures inside having torrid sex. It said that I could first become a pleaser, then become a master. It said its name was Chrozon, and that it wanted to join with me. It asked me to renounce my Xian belief and curse God and Jesus, which I did, then I signed my name at the bottom of a document it produced. Afterwards, nothing seemed to come of my experience, but I still think about the excitement and the arousal I feld during the several hours I sat there in complete darkness. I forget which discussion group files I found the ritual on, but I would like to try it again, because the thought is so compelling and sexy to me!
Does anyone have any advice for me?
