Zevist Path said:
Before losing control of my life, hating school and becoming a self- harmer and ruining my dream career because of trying to commit suicide...I was a happy boy with a big dream.
I've always loved space, astronomy and everything involved with space exploration.
I still love the idea of me going to space...I Just can't forget this passion of mine.
If I ever became Immortal, then I would not mind seeing humanity go to Mars, or even Jupiter and its moons, and Saturn.
But I have to be honest.
How can a Nazi, Zevist, Gay boy even think that he would be able to go to space when the enemy Is litterally everywhere?
It's just sad.
Not only sad, but also funny.
yehuborim will never let me so such thing.
But at the moment, I just want to keep having this dream.
I've read on ToZ that there are Demons that can astrally take you anywhere, so maybe in the future I'll be able to see stars, moons and planets...who knows.
Maybe One day my dream will turn into reality.
With Satan everything Is possible, am I wrong?
Please, don't make fun of me.
This Is not a phase, I've had this dream since I was a baby.
It thrills me when I think about seeing other planets, be part of something this big, as space exploration Is.
I'm open to listen to your voices now.
I Always am.
Talking to you makes me a happier person.
Fellow space lover
If you live in a low light area telescopes are really nice to have. I have one but I live in a city so I can only see major constellations. If you are in a city you can use stuff like sterllarium which admittedly isn't the same but better then nothing. I hope I get to live in a low light area again eventually so I can see all the stars. You can actually see the milky way ( not the entire galaxy obviously but the milk spill look ) if the light lvl is low enough ( look up light pollution lvl 1 its gr8 u wont be able to get this most likely but lvl 4 is still amazing )
Admittedly yehuborim are a pain in the ass when it comes to space ( and getting to it ) I don't think its exactly impossible but its probably better to hold off on it. If you live near a low light area consider making a trip out there sometime, makes me feel better at least. You can find maps online. Its not a stupid dream at all, I mean heck, I share it.
Lvl 1 light pollution ( chances are you won't be able to get this level of darkness unless u live near the grand canyon lol, but as an example. Space can be admired from earth as well don't gotta be in a spaceship to see it well. )
( If I didn't do the above correctly https://petapixel.com/assets/uploads/2016/08/1-5.jpg )
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