What happens when a beginner does 108 vibration of Munka with no experience in vibration does he or she get insane?
If this is true then it's the Zevism fault for making me like that "insane" with this fucking voice or who ever it may be or not. Because you coudnt fucking write anywhere that hey don't do 108 vibrations from the start because you may damage your nervous system and get insane. Oh yeah come on HP HC i'm waiting i know you will answer me be cause this is the only way you will answer me.
Munka 108x too much for a begginer and why someone is still talking to me am i insane?
SparkingPowerUP1 min to readif no advice from anyone here is working, it’s probably not the psychic centers and is a real issue that you need to seek professional medical help from.
not to be rude or offensive but i personally doubt this is psychic centers. Have you ever used drugs in the past? some drugs can cause issues like that.
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if no advice from anyone here is working, it’s probably not the psychic centers and is a real issue that you need to seek professional medical help from.
not to be rude or offensive but i personally doubt this is psychic centers. Have you ever used drugs in the past? some drugs can cause issues like that.
if no advice from anyone here is working, it’s probably not the psychic centers and is a real issue that you need to seek professional medical help from.
not to be rude or offensive but i personally doubt this is psychic centers. Have you ever used drugs in the past? some drugs can cause issues like that.
I have never used drugs in the past and i could hear celestial music in my dream once which means i do have my psychic centers open but not empowered and things got silent and hear something from time to time. I also could hear my own thoughts and i noticed that it's true because there was a time i heard same things i was thinking and as ghost in the machine said that you can hear your own thoughts that is true, also he talked about one individual with "schizophrenia" that used a technic that closes the psychic centers and it worked and he didn't hear the voice anymore that is a clear sign schizophrenia isn't a mental illness, that means there is no schizophrenia. The beautiful music and and the individual with "schizophrenia" tells me much.
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if no advice from anyone here is working, it’s probably not the psychic centers and is a real issue that you need to seek professional medical help from.
not to be rude or offensive but i personally doubt this is psychic centers. Have you ever used drugs in the past? some drugs can cause issues like that.
I have never used drugs in the past and i could hear celestial music in my dream once which means i do have my psychic centers open but not empowered and things got silent and hear something from time to time. I also could hear my own thoughts and i noticed that it's true because there was a time i heard same things i was thinking and as ghost in the machine said that you can hear your own thoughts that is true, also he talked about one individual with "schizophrenia" that used a technic that closes the psychic centers and it worked and he didn't hear the voice anymore that is a clear sign schizophrenia isn't a mental illness, that means there is no schizophrenia. The beautiful music and and the individual with "schizophrenia" tells me much.
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Yes. Definitely.
The problems physically generally always relate to a spiritual problem. Slightly off topic of mental health issues but relating to kundalini/meditation and health manifestations - I’ve written a little about a strange occurrence I dealt with regarding blocks. I had peed black and had an almost deadly seizure that stopped my breathing briefly. This was during a time when I was neglecting responsibilities of the astral but I had previously empowered my soul. It was a bit unavoidable. I had tapped into the kundalini when I was 12, I didn’t have a choice but to try and safely let it go. This idea about only being able to begin raising the serpent by Satan’s will is false. Being able to fully and successfully raise the serpent is what’s guided by Satan and his will along with the Gods. Astrologically the issues did not appear in my chart. As I got older and more developed, my senses developed more but so did this issue. Particularly when it came to aligning the solar chakra downward. What broke through this issue was a full on shit storm that was incredibly painful emotionally, physically, and externally. It saved my life and got me back on track. If I had listened more to my intuition it wouldn’t have needed to happen like that. The top doctors in the state had difficulty in diagnosis but when I went to Satan about the issue, he responded very clearly with the heart. When problems occur, I open and empower my heart chakra and the symptoms stop almost immediately. I’m still seeing doctors but it’s saving my ass. He also pointed out the blood and Venus, just before I was referred to a hematologist (blood specialist) after seeing multiple doctors for years without luck or any real hint of what was happening.
When a beginner starts off with high reps that have potentially to clear these blocks, manifestations may occur. 108x was likely too high, this person (the poster) may be susceptible or have an underlying mental issue or problem with the pineal gland. Trauma. Etc. The end of the post, blaming HP Zevios Metathronos, gives some insight to this as well. It appears paranoid in a sense. Lack of basic trust.
Medications that block someone who is schizophrenic from the spiritual realm may indeed help temporarily. It may be what’s best for someone. If something is about to occur, brief use may prevent an issue from fully developing. There have been period of time when I went on light ocd treatments. It did stop it from getting worse, I was able to get ahead of the problem without issues. I no longer need anything, but I was almost a non-functioning. OCD can get extreme. Guidance directly and indirectly from the gods was needed. I can say these drugs that block the senses are entirely of the enemy as well as the mental problems that they’re used for. Create the problem and sell the enslaving “cure.” I hope we can learn more as a group on healing mental conditions safely.
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Yes. Definitely.
The problems physically generally always relate to a spiritual problem. Slightly off topic of mental health issues but relating to kundalini/meditation and health manifestations - I’ve written a little about a strange occurrence I dealt with regarding blocks. I had peed black and had an almost deadly seizure that stopped my breathing briefly. This was during a time when I was neglecting responsibilities of the astral but I had previously empowered my soul. It was a bit unavoidable. I had tapped into the kundalini when I was 12, I didn’t have a choice but to try and safely let it go. This idea about only being able to begin raising the serpent by Satan’s will is false. Being able to fully and successfully raise the serpent is what’s guided by Satan and his will along with the Gods. Astrologically the issues did not appear in my chart. As I got older and more developed, my senses developed more but so did this issue. Particularly when it came to aligning the solar chakra downward. What broke through this issue was a full on shit storm that was incredibly painful emotionally, physically, and externally. It saved my life and got me back on track. If I had listened more to my intuition it wouldn’t have needed to happen like that. The top doctors in the state had difficulty in diagnosis but when I went to Satan about the issue, he responded very clearly with the heart. When problems occur, I open and empower my heart chakra and the symptoms stop almost immediately. I’m still seeing doctors but it’s saving my ass. He also pointed out the blood and Venus, just before I was referred to a hematologist (blood specialist) after seeing multiple doctors for years without luck or any real hint of what was happening.
When a beginner starts off with high reps that have potentially to clear these blocks, manifestations may occur. 108x was likely too high, this person (the poster) may be susceptible or have an underlying mental issue or problem with the pineal gland. Trauma. Etc. The end of the post, blaming HP Zevios Metathronos, gives some insight to this as well. It appears paranoid in a sense. Lack of basic trust.
Medications that block someone who is schizophrenic from the spiritual realm may indeed help temporarily. It may be what’s best for someone. If something is about to occur, brief use may prevent an issue from fully developing. There have been period of time when I went on light ocd treatments. It did stop it from getting worse, I was able to get ahead of the problem without issues. I no longer need anything, but I was almost a non-functioning. OCD can get extreme. Guidance directly and indirectly from the gods was needed. I can say these drugs that block the senses are entirely of the enemy as well as the mental problems that they’re used for. Create the problem and sell the enslaving “cure.” I hope we can learn more as a group on healing mental conditions safely.
Yes. Definitely.
The problems physically generally always relate to a spiritual problem. Slightly off topic of mental health issues but relating to kundalini/meditation and health manifestations - I’ve written a little about a strange occurrence I dealt with regarding blocks. I had peed black and had an almost deadly seizure that stopped my breathing briefly. This was during a time when I was neglecting responsibilities of the astral but I had previously empowered my soul. It was a bit unavoidable. I had tapped into the kundalini when I was 12, I didn’t have a choice but to try and safely let it go. This idea about only being able to begin raising the serpent by Satan’s will is false. Being able to fully and successfully raise the serpent is what’s guided by Satan and his will along with the Gods. Astrologically the issues did not appear in my chart. As I got older and more developed, my senses developed more but so did this issue. Particularly when it came to aligning the solar chakra downward. What broke through this issue was a full on shit storm that was incredibly painful emotionally, physically, and externally. It saved my life and got me back on track. If I had listened more to my intuition it wouldn’t have needed to happen like that. The top doctors in the state had difficulty in diagnosis but when I went to Satan about the issue, he responded very clearly with the heart. When problems occur, I open and empower my heart chakra and the symptoms stop almost immediately. I’m still seeing doctors but it’s saving my ass. He also pointed out the blood and Venus, just before I was referred to a hematologist (blood specialist) after seeing multiple doctors for years without luck or any real hint of what was happening.
When a beginner starts off with high reps that have potentially to clear these blocks, manifestations may occur. 108x was likely too high, this person (the poster) may be susceptible or have an underlying mental issue or problem with the pineal gland. Trauma. Etc. The end of the post, blaming HP Zevios Metathronos, gives some insight to this as well. It appears paranoid in a sense. Lack of basic trust.
I have no lack of basic trust, if i would have that I wouldn't be here, simple. And i did say mean things in the past to people but that means i'm not perfect yet, so? I do what i can even my best. And i didn't mean that Zevios had a fault in this, that 108x reps was because of him, i didn't explain things in enough details. It's that i didn't got answered to something and words got slipped and i had irritability from withdrawal, the withdrawal was severe so that made me say stuff like that. So are people here a pussy for teling them that something is wrong or was wrong? I know exactly not everything here is perfect so it can be improved.
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Yes. Definitely.
The problems physically generally always relate to a spiritual problem. Slightly off topic of mental health issues but relating to kundalini/meditation and health manifestations - I’ve written a little about a strange occurrence I dealt with regarding blocks. I had peed black and had an almost deadly seizure that stopped my breathing briefly. This was during a time when I was neglecting responsibilities of the astral but I had previously empowered my soul. It was a bit unavoidable. I had tapped into the kundalini when I was 12, I didn’t have a choice but to try and safely let it go. This idea about only being able to begin raising the serpent by Satan’s will is false. Being able to fully and successfully raise the serpent is what’s guided by Satan and his will along with the Gods. Astrologically the issues did not appear in my chart. As I got older and more developed, my senses developed more but so did this issue. Particularly when it came to aligning the solar chakra downward. What broke through this issue was a full on shit storm that was incredibly painful emotionally, physically, and externally. It saved my life and got me back on track. If I had listened more to my intuition it wouldn’t have needed to happen like that. The top doctors in the state had difficulty in diagnosis but when I went to Satan about the issue, he responded very clearly with the heart. When problems occur, I open and empower my heart chakra and the symptoms stop almost immediately. I’m still seeing doctors but it’s saving my ass. He also pointed out the blood and Venus, just before I was referred to a hematologist (blood specialist) after seeing multiple doctors for years without luck or any real hint of what was happening.
When a beginner starts off with high reps that have potentially to clear these blocks, manifestations may occur. 108x was likely too high, this person (the poster) may be susceptible or have an underlying mental issue or problem with the pineal gland. Trauma. Etc. The end of the post, blaming HP Zevios Metathronos, gives some insight to this as well. It appears paranoid in a sense. Lack of basic trust.
I have no lack of basic trust, if i would have that I wouldn't be here, simple. And i did say mean things in the past to people but that means i'm not perfect yet, so? I do what i can even my best. And i didn't mean that Zevios had a fault in this, that 108x reps was because of him, i didn't explain things in enough details. It's that i didn't got answered to something and words got slipped and i had irritability from withdrawal, the withdrawal was severe so that made me say stuff like that. So are people here a pussy for teling them that something is wrong or was wrong? I know exactly not everything here is perfect so it can be improved.
Yes. Definitely.
The problems physically generally always relate to a spiritual problem. Slightly off topic of mental health issues but relating to kundalini/meditation and health manifestations - I’ve written a little about a strange occurrence I dealt with regarding blocks. I had peed black and had an almost deadly seizure that stopped my breathing briefly. This was during a time when I was neglecting responsibilities of the astral but I had previously empowered my soul. It was a bit unavoidable. I had tapped into the kundalini when I was 12, I didn’t have a choice but to try and safely let it go. This idea about only being able to begin raising the serpent by Satan’s will is false. Being able to fully and successfully raise the serpent is what’s guided by Satan and his will along with the Gods. Astrologically the issues did not appear in my chart. As I got older and more developed, my senses developed more but so did this issue. Particularly when it came to aligning the solar chakra downward. What broke through this issue was a full on shit storm that was incredibly painful emotionally, physically, and externally. It saved my life and got me back on track. If I had listened more to my intuition it wouldn’t have needed to happen like that. The top doctors in the state had difficulty in diagnosis but when I went to Satan about the issue, he responded very clearly with the heart. When problems occur, I open and empower my heart chakra and the symptoms stop almost immediately. I’m still seeing doctors but it’s saving my ass. He also pointed out the blood and Venus, just before I was referred to a hematologist (blood specialist) after seeing multiple doctors for years without luck or any real hint of what was happening.
When a beginner starts off with high reps that have potentially to clear these blocks, manifestations may occur. 108x was likely too high, this person (the poster) may be susceptible or have an underlying mental issue or problem with the pineal gland. Trauma. Etc. The end of the post, blaming HP Zevios Metathronos, gives some insight to this as well. It appears paranoid in a sense. Lack of basic trust.
I apologise for saying "pussy" that word wasn't good so yeah i just, i didn't thought that people here would have gotten offended by me saying that 108 reps is to much and that it was bad and wrong that nowhere was memtioned that 108 reps is too much for a beginner but yeah, i should have thinked for myself and reasearch more and have common sense also about HoddedCobra i didn't write more details and let my anger here and people miss understood, but after all people say that 108 reps wasn't much so i think it's ok, i'm fine with that now.
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Yes. Definitely.
The problems physically generally always relate to a spiritual problem. Slightly off topic of mental health issues but relating to kundalini/meditation and health manifestations - I’ve written a little about a strange occurrence I dealt with regarding blocks. I had peed black and had an almost deadly seizure that stopped my breathing briefly. This was during a time when I was neglecting responsibilities of the astral but I had previously empowered my soul. It was a bit unavoidable. I had tapped into the kundalini when I was 12, I didn’t have a choice but to try and safely let it go. This idea about only being able to begin raising the serpent by Satan’s will is false. Being able to fully and successfully raise the serpent is what’s guided by Satan and his will along with the Gods. Astrologically the issues did not appear in my chart. As I got older and more developed, my senses developed more but so did this issue. Particularly when it came to aligning the solar chakra downward. What broke through this issue was a full on shit storm that was incredibly painful emotionally, physically, and externally. It saved my life and got me back on track. If I had listened more to my intuition it wouldn’t have needed to happen like that. The top doctors in the state had difficulty in diagnosis but when I went to Satan about the issue, he responded very clearly with the heart. When problems occur, I open and empower my heart chakra and the symptoms stop almost immediately. I’m still seeing doctors but it’s saving my ass. He also pointed out the blood and Venus, just before I was referred to a hematologist (blood specialist) after seeing multiple doctors for years without luck or any real hint of what was happening.
When a beginner starts off with high reps that have potentially to clear these blocks, manifestations may occur. 108x was likely too high, this person (the poster) may be susceptible or have an underlying mental issue or problem with the pineal gland. Trauma. Etc. The end of the post, blaming HP Zevios Metathronos, gives some insight to this as well. It appears paranoid in a sense. Lack of basic trust.
I apologise for saying "pussy" that word wasn't good so yeah i just, i didn't thought that people here would have gotten offended by me saying that 108 reps is to much and that it was bad and wrong that nowhere was memtioned that 108 reps is too much for a beginner but yeah, i should have thinked for myself and reasearch more and have common sense also about HoddedCobra i didn't write more details and let my anger here and people miss understood, but after all people say that 108 reps wasn't much so i think it's ok, i'm fine with that now.
Okay... withdrawal from a medication or drug can cause hallucinations and irritability. Good luck to you!
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Okay... withdrawal from a medication or drug can cause hallucinations and irritability. Good luck to you!
@Catalincata94
I don't think 108 which should be changed to either 100 or 111 is gonna blow you up. It's a lot but in the grand scheme of things not much. You could scale it down to 88 or even 40. 40 is another good number which is often recommended. I recall member: Lydia mentioning this as well on top of her Vin vibration mantras sometime in 2018 for working with runic healing the soul based on Moon sign Pisces, on top of that people do recommended 40. With that said your free to experiment with either higher or lower numbers of course with Munka I don't think it's wise to blast a high rep the first day then drop down the reps. For example 100 day 1 and then 40 day 2. I would avoid in free the soul cases whereby it's more consistency rather than a raw surge like a money mantra.
The reason why we mention or suggest a smaller number is your materializing or hooking up to a reality whereby you deal with some sort of karmic debt. In other words it's not so much your gonna fry yourself 100ish can be done in about 20-30 minutes. It's the fact that you might come face to face with a possible reality whereby you have to solve your karma or the freed negative karmic energy. Especially if the affirmation is somewhat wrong or not proper.
The question becomes sure a high rep gets things done but what if you extend so instead of 40 days you go 90 days or 180 days, 720 days or whatever. In other words much like previous members have posted I recall some members posting graphs.
The difference between a high rep and a low rep is the high rep comes in hard and fast early on and creates a maximum output early on but eventually with small reps after many, many weeks will eventually correlate to possible similarities of high rep.
In simplest terms the bell might not be struck, metaphorically, as hard but eventually the lower rep strikes produce enough impulse and reaction that both the bell and striker are moving and striking and releasing energy. The difference is the high rep blast is doing it much harder and more vicious than the lower rep but both ARE moving the bell and causing it to ring.
Also sometimes with freedom rituals the effects may occur later. This is one of the reason why we state to use the action word (NOW). But in some cases it might be a karmic feedback whereby perhaps as an additional lesson you recreate or experience the same negativity only this time being wiser, more mature, and more eviscerating of the negative anti-freedom energy you overcome it.
So it might be a situation whereby it works back again. Although of course remember your removing a seed of negative energies out of your soul. So it's possible you could just eliminate the entire scenario from occurring. Which is the main idea in other words remove it some confrontation but removal. Non the less I'd wager to state freedom actions are more like surgery you remove the cancer but the healing is required. So no karmic feedback but something IS behind the action of said healing. Both it's been said some people experience a total karmic elimination or a recreation of events of said freeing and solve it and move on.
BTW Catalincata94 I think we have a misunderstanding high reps are great power but unfortunately it's not the power of low reps. If the Gods are around I bet even a single rep of a mantra is power enough. But we aren't Gods or elevated or even spiritual. Hell the ToZ is basically dipping it's toes into experimentation of spirituality. It's a shame that it doesn't work with low reps as well as high reps but it's possible with time low reps can do it.
Consider it try out say 40 reps maybe give yourself 5-10 minutes of 40 mantras.
The only negative thing is HOW IS MUNKA VIBRATED? It uses a enyay is it said like a normal N or like the enyay N. No one in the history of ToZ minus two or three people, posting videos like Aldrick, have mentioned how Munka is done properly in other words taking into account the enyay.
Is Munka normally vibrated N or vibrated as Enyay sound which sounds almost like a modified Y sound like produced with the tongue on the front palette not teeth but rather on the beginning of the hollow on the roof of the mouth.
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@Catalincata94
I don't think 108 which should be changed to either 100 or 111 is gonna blow you up. It's a lot but in the grand scheme of things not much. You could scale it down to 88 or even 40. 40 is another good number which is often recommended. I recall member: Lydia mentioning this as well on top of her Vin vibration mantras sometime in 2018 for working with runic healing the soul based on Moon sign Pisces, on top of that people do recommended 40. With that said your free to experiment with either higher or lower numbers of course with Munka I don't think it's wise to blast a high rep the first day then drop down the reps. For example 100 day 1 and then 40 day 2. I would avoid in free the soul cases whereby it's more consistency rather than a raw surge like a money mantra.
The reason why we mention or suggest a smaller number is your materializing or hooking up to a reality whereby you deal with some sort of karmic debt. In other words it's not so much your gonna fry yourself 100ish can be done in about 20-30 minutes. It's the fact that you might come face to face with a possible reality whereby you have to solve your karma or the freed negative karmic energy. Especially if the affirmation is somewhat wrong or not proper.
The question becomes sure a high rep gets things done but what if you extend so instead of 40 days you go 90 days or 180 days, 720 days or whatever. In other words much like previous members have posted I recall some members posting graphs.
The difference between a high rep and a low rep is the high rep comes in hard and fast early on and creates a maximum output early on but eventually with small reps after many, many weeks will eventually correlate to possible similarities of high rep.
In simplest terms the bell might not be struck, metaphorically, as hard but eventually the lower rep strikes produce enough impulse and reaction that both the bell and striker are moving and striking and releasing energy. The difference is the high rep blast is doing it much harder and more vicious than the lower rep but both ARE moving the bell and causing it to ring.
Also sometimes with freedom rituals the effects may occur later. This is one of the reason why we state to use the action word (NOW). But in some cases it might be a karmic feedback whereby perhaps as an additional lesson you recreate or experience the same negativity only this time being wiser, more mature, and more eviscerating of the negative anti-freedom energy you overcome it.
So it might be a situation whereby it works back again. Although of course remember your removing a seed of negative energies out of your soul. So it's possible you could just eliminate the entire scenario from occurring. Which is the main idea in other words remove it some confrontation but removal. Non the less I'd wager to state freedom actions are more like surgery you remove the cancer but the healing is required. So no karmic feedback but something IS behind the action of said healing. Both it's been said some people experience a total karmic elimination or a recreation of events of said freeing and solve it and move on.
BTW Catalincata94 I think we have a misunderstanding high reps are great power but unfortunately it's not the power of low reps. If the Gods are around I bet even a single rep of a mantra is power enough. But we aren't Gods or elevated or even spiritual. Hell the ToZ is basically dipping it's toes into experimentation of spirituality. It's a shame that it doesn't work with low reps as well as high reps but it's possible with time low reps can do it.
Consider it try out say 40 reps maybe give yourself 5-10 minutes of 40 mantras.
The only negative thing is HOW IS MUNKA VIBRATED? It uses a enyay is it said like a normal N or like the enyay N. No one in the history of ToZ minus two or three people, posting videos like Aldrick, have mentioned how Munka is done properly in other words taking into account the enyay.
Is Munka normally vibrated N or vibrated as Enyay sound which sounds almost like a modified Y sound like produced with the tongue on the front palette not teeth but rather on the beginning of the hollow on the roof of the mouth.
I don't know how to reply.
So all I'll say is you took my information and somehow exploded into things that never occurred or never processed to my mind. This is one of the reasons why I hate speaking, talking and communicating with people. I never said any of those things or to be more specific if my intent to state such things creates such a response then obviously it proves my weltanschaang(World-View).
I don't needlessly go out of my way to socialize or a more specific statement communicating anything is a waste of time and effort cause no one understands you.
I said something it gets taken out of proportions no idea why.
I simply want to achieve something.
Physically and mentally; propaganda and education sure it's there.
But when it comes to the chief cornerstone the spiritual. It begs the question if that is real.
So I don't know why my message is so convoluted or messed up or taken the way it is. You took my information way too seriously.
In the end it's not your fault. I don't hate you for grabbing my information and replying in your own way. I simply don't understand why you would respond in such way.
I really don't know how to reply to your message. So I'm gonna end it here. IF I'm a failious Zevist then I fail and gave up a long time ago.
Also one last thing we aren't born taught these things so I don't know why I have to be crucified on the furka just for trying to understand another world that somehow everyone even religious people doubt at some point.
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I don't know how to reply.
So all I'll say is you took my information and somehow exploded into things that never occurred or never processed to my mind. This is one of the reasons why I hate speaking, talking and communicating with people. I never said any of those things or to be more specific if my intent to state such things creates such a response then obviously it proves my weltanschaang(World-View).
I don't needlessly go out of my way to socialize or a more specific statement communicating anything is a waste of time and effort cause no one understands you.
I said something it gets taken out of proportions no idea why.
I simply want to achieve something.
Physically and mentally; propaganda and education sure it's there.
But when it comes to the chief cornerstone the spiritual. It begs the question if that is real.
So I don't know why my message is so convoluted or messed up or taken the way it is. You took my information way too seriously.
In the end it's not your fault. I don't hate you for grabbing my information and replying in your own way. I simply don't understand why you would respond in such way.
I really don't know how to reply to your message. So I'm gonna end it here. IF I'm a failious Zevist then I fail and gave up a long time ago.
Also one last thing we aren't born taught these things so I don't know why I have to be crucified on the furka just for trying to understand another world that somehow everyone even religious people doubt at some point.
...message from Utp666...
Look Utp666.
I'll mentioned one previous run-in with mental health disorder. Back in 2005 on the bus going to school.
I posted this on Yahoo forums never got an answer turns out 2006(2007?) or so the Yahoo shoa.
I was going home all of a sudden I doze off with my head on the window of those typical plastic bus windows. I visualize or to be more specific a flash of image pops up. I see myself snorting a rock of cocaine from a prostitute's asshole in first person. I snap out awake I fall down the bench seat and black out. What woke me up is my friend and he said a joke I laughed a moment, he laughed went back to his forward position(returned back to sitting). I freak out and from about the time of the bus till like 4P.M. I was high.
The only things I recall is doing Advanced Chakra Spinning(SoL speed), MerKaBa, and one or some other thing.
After that incident I recall about 3 days later in lunch having another almost hallucinogenic freak out whereby a friend offered me chocolate milk. I declined because in my head I said "They are lacing milk with LSD"(And no I'm not trying to make a "Clockwork Orange" joke).
After that incident two maybe three incidents that occurred I stopped meditating pretty much till after high school and even then sporadically.
I don't know about this Succubus thing if it's real or not or this ToZ thing of it's real or not. I simply found the ToZ when I was 12 years old, liked it cause I'd literally spent since 1997 when I was 7 years old and had cable TV watching all this WW2 stuff. Like this youtube person playing Red Orchestra 2 FPS, I'm obsessed with WW2. I never saw the Axis as evil rather I believed they deserved their day in court and express themselves. Funny enough over the years the amount of WW2 stuff I've devoured even my friend who is similar like me is surprised sometimes by what rare and practically unique minute details I know.
No Utp666.
Things did not get loud. I perform the Succubus request ritual. I do it it's like 2a.m. or so and I just perform the ritual. I always kicked myself for not doing the 4-Crown ritual beforehand.
I just did it. Like yeah read it outloud to Satan and burnt it like normal ritual stuff nothing fancy no incense no nothing just boom and done.
I did something it worked or it didn't work. I don't know. And to this day I still don't know.
All I know is ever since reading GitM's reply and being depressed by it I stopped contacting Satan and this Succubus. And well whatever.
There's too much what-ifs to get a straight answer.
As for my sexuality ever since I was pretty much a toddler 3-5 years old I wanted to fuck. In other words people might see me as some little kid but in my mind it's basically sexual stuff. No I was not abused, no nothing malefic happened I simply liked this stuff and wanted it.
I have no idea how truly long I've thought sexually but it's LONG time maybe 90% of my life or more.
No idea if it's past life or present life or just simply an adult in a child's body or some sort of astrological chart aspects something plutonic, martian, solar.
In the end like the succubus thing and like the voice that identifies as Satan that I hear or spoken to. I don't know, I truly don't know.
Maybe I don't even want to know.
I appreciate your response Utp666, it was not a depressing response that questions my entire establishment but it's still kinda hard to read into it.
AS for Ritual or F-Ritual in this case while I don't do it everyday when I do, do it. I literally blast the max rep range at 5 multiplier or 9x5 or 45. I HAVE done more in the past but it burns me out.
I kinda kick myself somethings for doing 1, 3, or basic 9 rep cause I always felt you need high rep blasts. If you aren't spending an 30-45 minutes doing Ritual it's bad like in the past few years before F-Ritual. So to answer your question 45 reps probably 20ish minutes give or take for me.
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...message from Utp666...
Look Utp666.
I'll mentioned one previous run-in with mental health disorder. Back in 2005 on the bus going to school.
I posted this on Yahoo forums never got an answer turns out 2006(2007?) or so the Yahoo shoa.
I was going home all of a sudden I doze off with my head on the window of those typical plastic bus windows. I visualize or to be more specific a flash of image pops up. I see myself snorting a rock of cocaine from a prostitute's asshole in first person. I snap out awake I fall down the bench seat and black out. What woke me up is my friend and he said a joke I laughed a moment, he laughed went back to his forward position(returned back to sitting). I freak out and from about the time of the bus till like 4P.M. I was high.
The only things I recall is doing Advanced Chakra Spinning(SoL speed), MerKaBa, and one or some other thing.
After that incident I recall about 3 days later in lunch having another almost hallucinogenic freak out whereby a friend offered me chocolate milk. I declined because in my head I said "They are lacing milk with LSD"(And no I'm not trying to make a "Clockwork Orange" joke).
After that incident two maybe three incidents that occurred I stopped meditating pretty much till after high school and even then sporadically.
I don't know about this Succubus thing if it's real or not or this ToZ thing of it's real or not. I simply found the ToZ when I was 12 years old, liked it cause I'd literally spent since 1997 when I was 7 years old and had cable TV watching all this WW2 stuff. Like this youtube person playing Red Orchestra 2 FPS, I'm obsessed with WW2. I never saw the Axis as evil rather I believed they deserved their day in court and express themselves. Funny enough over the years the amount of WW2 stuff I've devoured even my friend who is similar like me is surprised sometimes by what rare and practically unique minute details I know.
No Utp666.
Things did not get loud. I perform the Succubus request ritual. I do it it's like 2a.m. or so and I just perform the ritual. I always kicked myself for not doing the 4-Crown ritual beforehand.
I just did it. Like yeah read it outloud to Satan and burnt it like normal ritual stuff nothing fancy no incense no nothing just boom and done.
I did something it worked or it didn't work. I don't know. And to this day I still don't know.
All I know is ever since reading GitM's reply and being depressed by it I stopped contacting Satan and this Succubus. And well whatever.
There's too much what-ifs to get a straight answer.
As for my sexuality ever since I was pretty much a toddler 3-5 years old I wanted to fuck. In other words people might see me as some little kid but in my mind it's basically sexual stuff. No I was not abused, no nothing malefic happened I simply liked this stuff and wanted it.
I have no idea how truly long I've thought sexually but it's LONG time maybe 90% of my life or more.
No idea if it's past life or present life or just simply an adult in a child's body or some sort of astrological chart aspects something plutonic, martian, solar.
In the end like the succubus thing and like the voice that identifies as Satan that I hear or spoken to. I don't know, I truly don't know.
Maybe I don't even want to know.
I appreciate your response Utp666, it was not a depressing response that questions my entire establishment but it's still kinda hard to read into it.
AS for Ritual or F-Ritual in this case while I don't do it everyday when I do, do it. I literally blast the max rep range at 5 multiplier or 9x5 or 45. I HAVE done more in the past but it burns me out.
I kinda kick myself somethings for doing 1, 3, or basic 9 rep cause I always felt you need high rep blasts. If you aren't spending an 30-45 minutes doing Ritual it's bad like in the past few years before F-Ritual. So to answer your question 45 reps probably 20ish minutes give or take for me.
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What if I just want to meditate as slowly as possible i.e. turtle walk. And focus solely on my third eye?
Is that a fair compromise? Ignoring the 7 main and pineal or maybe some pineal work since that organ works with the 3rd eye despite being inside the Ajna center.
It's not that I doubt, I just never knew it would require such an extreme, hardcore monster of a time to advance. It's just so tiresome doing the same thing every day. It's like yoga, a few times but how can people go years doing it every day it makes no sense.
With the way I live yoga is the last thing I want to do.
So if I just focus on the third eye, what will happen?
And before you answer do realize I'm not spiritually advanced in any ways. I just think and use my mind if it seems logical I process is it and have logical responses to spiritual things. Ignoring your message whereby you said it cannot be turned into logic. Perhaps my astrological aspect that states understands very complex subjects is one reason why I understand these things. I rationally provide rational responses to supposed irrational subjects such as the spiritual realm. Maybe I'm one of those people that is so rational it's irrational or rationalizes so much it's most freak out over my ability to rationalize, irrational subjects
So anyways what if I just focus on the 3rd eye 10-15-20 minutes a day. A few thaum or whatever mantra is used for the 3rd eye that works best to help it out in my case.
Funny I recall a ATS(Above top secret) member using the Toe vibration a verbatim copy of Thoth page only with Toe as the vibration and he opened up his third eye completely. He said he touched the tail of some astral animal that released sparks. Asking how to close it.
No idea if he was trolling or being truthful not that I care just found it funny someone has a one hit shit moment.
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What if I just want to meditate as slowly as possible i.e. turtle walk. And focus solely on my third eye?
Is that a fair compromise? Ignoring the 7 main and pineal or maybe some pineal work since that organ works with the 3rd eye despite being inside the Ajna center.
It's not that I doubt, I just never knew it would require such an extreme, hardcore monster of a time to advance. It's just so tiresome doing the same thing every day. It's like yoga, a few times but how can people go years doing it every day it makes no sense.
With the way I live yoga is the last thing I want to do.
So if I just focus on the third eye, what will happen?
And before you answer do realize I'm not spiritually advanced in any ways. I just think and use my mind if it seems logical I process is it and have logical responses to spiritual things. Ignoring your message whereby you said it cannot be turned into logic. Perhaps my astrological aspect that states understands very complex subjects is one reason why I understand these things. I rationally provide rational responses to supposed irrational subjects such as the spiritual realm. Maybe I'm one of those people that is so rational it's irrational or rationalizes so much it's most freak out over my ability to rationalize, irrational subjects
So anyways what if I just focus on the 3rd eye 10-15-20 minutes a day. A few thaum or whatever mantra is used for the 3rd eye that works best to help it out in my case.
Funny I recall a ATS(Above top secret) member using the Toe vibration a verbatim copy of Thoth page only with Toe as the vibration and he opened up his third eye completely. He said he touched the tail of some astral animal that released sparks. Asking how to close it.
No idea if he was trolling or being truthful not that I care just found it funny someone has a one hit shit moment.
These hallucinations and such are of the astral; This is what normies call schizophrenia, what it actually is - out of control psychic tuning to psychic sensations and manifestations on the astral plane overlapping the physical far too much in exuding of your own imagination and expectations.
Let me ask you a specific question on my own form of Schizophrenia. I was diagnosed with it and to this day I have never nor ever know what schizophrenia is. I literally have never seen anyone state a proper logical medical scientific property of it. Even dictionaries state "Sever mental health illness" akin to the definition of Psychosis "sever mental health issue".
What kind of Schizophrenia and Psychosis do I have that twice in 2012, once in 2013, and one more in 2014. Caused me to black out have a fugue state and lose physical control of my body. In fact I recall one time my parents didn't want to take me to the hospital cause it was really late and they were working so at like 2:30 am they forced me to eat butter crackers since I didn't eat I literally went the whole day without a meal. Then early in the morning I woke up finding myself being driven down the highway. My father WAS gonna take me but since I was not violent he said let's talk to the lady selling the car and let us take him later to the hospital A.B.U..
IF I read into what you said your basically stating a persistent and consistent effect of a mental issue that does not cause one to lose control of their physical body and black out a lot and for long periods of time. And is due to spiritual phenomena i.e. uncontrollable or hyper levels of spiritual contact with the upper realms.
Your giving me a hint it's a spiritual phenomena but I CANNOT for the life of me remember what meditations I was doing I did something I just don't recall. I do recall doing a lot of MerKaBa. Funny I didn't clean my aura and soul until just a few years ago. It didn't occur to me to clean and protect.
I know we have to work on our chakras but that is what I avoided for years. To see the opening or FCM felt daunting every day working on it and doing all these activities. I think if I had to clock in I'd probably be spending anywhere from 1:30 to 2 hours meditating.
So as you can see even with little I do burns me out. I'm just sick and tired of repeating the same groundhogs day but with spirituality. I don't want to take a break but I need a vacation funny enough meditation becomes a life of it's own in some scenarios to people talking about it and funny enough I'm not very amused with meditating especially failing to accomplish stuff. I keep trying but it's rough on me.
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These hallucinations and such are of the astral; This is what normies call schizophrenia, what it actually is - out of control psychic tuning to psychic sensations and manifestations on the astral plane overlapping the physical far too much in exuding of your own imagination and expectations.
Let me ask you a specific question on my own form of Schizophrenia. I was diagnosed with it and to this day I have never nor ever know what schizophrenia is. I literally have never seen anyone state a proper logical medical scientific property of it. Even dictionaries state "Sever mental health illness" akin to the definition of Psychosis "sever mental health issue".
What kind of Schizophrenia and Psychosis do I have that twice in 2012, once in 2013, and one more in 2014. Caused me to black out have a fugue state and lose physical control of my body. In fact I recall one time my parents didn't want to take me to the hospital cause it was really late and they were working so at like 2:30 am they forced me to eat butter crackers since I didn't eat I literally went the whole day without a meal. Then early in the morning I woke up finding myself being driven down the highway. My father WAS gonna take me but since I was not violent he said let's talk to the lady selling the car and let us take him later to the hospital A.B.U..
IF I read into what you said your basically stating a persistent and consistent effect of a mental issue that does not cause one to lose control of their physical body and black out a lot and for long periods of time. And is due to spiritual phenomena i.e. uncontrollable or hyper levels of spiritual contact with the upper realms.
Your giving me a hint it's a spiritual phenomena but I CANNOT for the life of me remember what meditations I was doing I did something I just don't recall. I do recall doing a lot of MerKaBa. Funny I didn't clean my aura and soul until just a few years ago. It didn't occur to me to clean and protect.
I know we have to work on our chakras but that is what I avoided for years. To see the opening or FCM felt daunting every day working on it and doing all these activities. I think if I had to clock in I'd probably be spending anywhere from 1:30 to 2 hours meditating.
So as you can see even with little I do burns me out. I'm just sick and tired of repeating the same groundhogs day but with spirituality. I don't want to take a break but I need a vacation funny enough meditation becomes a life of it's own in some scenarios to people talking about it and funny enough I'm not very amused with meditating especially failing to accomplish stuff. I keep trying but it's rough on me.
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Well, thanks i think i understand it somewhat.
I wanted to ask more exactly about the faint tightness that appears when people doubt something and thought that the pressure that is similar to thightness in my head/upper part and front part is maybe because of the doubt but noo it's not i think it's because i did the opening for the third eye and the crown chakra and 6th chakra and as it says on the ToZ that there is pressure in front of the brain when i open the third eye sucesfully, there is pressure around the crown chakra too when opening it, for some people. So that's what it is.
Doubt is a blocker, it's energies confine your projection of your abilities into your 6th chakra, therefore it essentially creates a wall that the energies cannot get through in order to manifest what you're trying to manifest. Because it confines and blocks the energies it can feel like a repelling tightness in the centre of your head (where your 6th chakra is located) but you only feel this faint tightness when you're doubting. It cuts off your projection of your intents and blocks the manifestations. This is why doubt must be overcome with it's opposite energy of confidence which is produced from the sacral chakra, because doubt can completely halt manifestation of spiritual intents, thus magical ability and attaining a desired end.
I many times asked my self questions or my GD and like the reflection answered me and somethimes it was perfectly acurate i didn't know about a stuff then i asked what it is and he told me the answer and i didn't know if it is true or not so i searched on the internet and it was true, more exaclty i asked Satan what the letters on the pentagram of the ToZ mean and i got the voice and it said "it's cuneiform" as i said i didn't know what it was but it was true after i searched it and i saw it's true so i knew it it's true. I mean i have the clair audience centers open because i heard the celestial music in my dream when i asked Satan for help. But yeah they aren't open enought, yet.
Actually my nick name is Cătă and that is the corect pronciation also my name is Cătălin, you can hear it on google translator if you want X)
When you're psychic centres are open this doesn't mean you are always only perceiving or seeing your own projected imaginations and expectations. You can still see and hear real truths and are able to communicate with the gods as well so long as you have good grounded control and focus on them properly as well as decipher the differences between what you are projecting from your own mind and what is actually true in the reality outside of yourself.
You likely were actually speaking with Satan or your GD, but likewise the astral itself also responds, because you seek truth and expect truth, it will give you/tell you/show you truth as if it was a real person. This is how my own intuition works in reading things on the astral and the astral 'tells' me. It takes a bit of practice to discern whether you're actually speaking to Satan or a demon or if it's just the astral. When it's Satan or a demon though they will not do things you expect because they are their own separate thinking beings, so if they say things you expect them to say or want them to say each time you expect such even subtly, it's most likely not them and is the astral responding to your own thoughts and expectations, like a dream character.
People who have lucid dreams do this a lot in asking a dream character (which is the astral since dreams are in fact the astral realm itself when we're sleeping) and the dream character(which is just a perceptual manifestation of the astral) can actually tell them real truths about themselves or things they didn't know about themselves or even others, so long as they are expecting truth and aren't projecting their own expectations, wants and emotions. When communicating with the gods they can show you other signs among other things to show they are in fact really communicating with you, you can ask for them to show you real signs that they are in fact talking to you and this could vary from feeling sudden bliss in your 6th chakra, having a specific and convenient dream that same night or even a physical object in your room moving or reacting (happens very rarely). It's very likely though you have definitely communicated with them and probably many times, but trust your intuition and gut-feeling.
Regardless the answers you got were true, whether it was Satan, your GD or the Astral, it was truth and that's a good skill to have in a world filled with lies.
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Well, thanks i think i understand it somewhat.
I wanted to ask more exactly about the faint tightness that appears when people doubt something and thought that the pressure that is similar to thightness in my head/upper part and front part is maybe because of the doubt but noo it's not i think it's because i did the opening for the third eye and the crown chakra and 6th chakra and as it says on the ToZ that there is pressure in front of the brain when i open the third eye sucesfully, there is pressure around the crown chakra too when opening it, for some people. So that's what it is.
Doubt is a blocker, it's energies confine your projection of your abilities into your 6th chakra, therefore it essentially creates a wall that the energies cannot get through in order to manifest what you're trying to manifest. Because it confines and blocks the energies it can feel like a repelling tightness in the centre of your head (where your 6th chakra is located) but you only feel this faint tightness when you're doubting. It cuts off your projection of your intents and blocks the manifestations. This is why doubt must be overcome with it's opposite energy of confidence which is produced from the sacral chakra, because doubt can completely halt manifestation of spiritual intents, thus magical ability and attaining a desired end.
I many times asked my self questions or my GD and like the reflection answered me and somethimes it was perfectly acurate i didn't know about a stuff then i asked what it is and he told me the answer and i didn't know if it is true or not so i searched on the internet and it was true, more exaclty i asked Satan what the letters on the pentagram of the ToZ mean and i got the voice and it said "it's cuneiform" as i said i didn't know what it was but it was true after i searched it and i saw it's true so i knew it it's true. I mean i have the clair audience centers open because i heard the celestial music in my dream when i asked Satan for help. But yeah they aren't open enought, yet.
Actually my nick name is Cătă and that is the corect pronciation also my name is Cătălin, you can hear it on google translator if you want X)
When you're psychic centres are open this doesn't mean you are always only perceiving or seeing your own projected imaginations and expectations. You can still see and hear real truths and are able to communicate with the gods as well so long as you have good grounded control and focus on them properly as well as decipher the differences between what you are projecting from your own mind and what is actually true in the reality outside of yourself.
You likely were actually speaking with Satan or your GD, but likewise the astral itself also responds, because you seek truth and expect truth, it will give you/tell you/show you truth as if it was a real person. This is how my own intuition works in reading things on the astral and the astral 'tells' me. It takes a bit of practice to discern whether you're actually speaking to Satan or a demon or if it's just the astral. When it's Satan or a demon though they will not do things you expect because they are their own separate thinking beings, so if they say things you expect them to say or want them to say each time you expect such even subtly, it's most likely not them and is the astral responding to your own thoughts and expectations, like a dream character.
People who have lucid dreams do this a lot in asking a dream character (which is the astral since dreams are in fact the astral realm itself when we're sleeping) and the dream character(which is just a perceptual manifestation of the astral) can actually tell them real truths about themselves or things they didn't know about themselves or even others, so long as they are expecting truth and aren't projecting their own expectations, wants and emotions. When communicating with the gods they can show you other signs among other things to show they are in fact really communicating with you, you can ask for them to show you real signs that they are in fact talking to you and this could vary from feeling sudden bliss in your 6th chakra, having a specific and convenient dream that same night or even a physical object in your room moving or reacting (happens very rarely). It's very likely though you have definitely communicated with them and probably many times, but trust your intuition and gut-feeling.
Regardless the answers you got were true, whether it was Satan, your GD or the Astral, it was truth and that's a good skill to have in a world filled with lies.
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Well, thanks i think i understand it somewhat.
I wanted to ask more exactly about the faint tightness that appears when people doubt something and thought that the pressure that is similar to thightness in my head/upper part and front part is maybe because of the doubt but noo it's not i think it's because i did the opening for the third eye and the crown chakra and 6th chakra and as it says on the ToZ that there is pressure in front of the brain when i open the third eye sucesfully, there is pressure around the crown chakra too when opening it, for some people. So that's what it is.
Doubt is a blocker, it's energies confine your projection of your abilities into your 6th chakra, therefore it essentially creates a wall that the energies cannot get through in order to manifest what you're trying to manifest. Because it confines and blocks the energies it can feel like a repelling tightness in the centre of your head (where your 6th chakra is located) but you only feel this faint tightness when you're doubting. It cuts off your projection of your intents and blocks the manifestations. This is why doubt must be overcome with it's opposite energy of confidence which is produced from the sacral chakra, because doubt can completely halt manifestation of spiritual intents, thus magical ability and attaining a desired end.
I many times asked my self questions or my GD and like the reflection answered me and somethimes it was perfectly acurate i didn't know about a stuff then i asked what it is and he told me the answer and i didn't know if it is true or not so i searched on the internet and it was true, more exaclty i asked Satan what the letters on the pentagram of the ToZ mean and i got the voice and it said "it's cuneiform" as i said i didn't know what it was but it was true after i searched it and i saw it's true so i knew it it's true. I mean i have the clair audience centers open because i heard the celestial music in my dream when i asked Satan for help. But yeah they aren't open enought, yet.
Actually my nick name is Cătă and that is the corect pronciation also my name is Cătălin, you can hear it on google translator if you want X)
Ooooohhh yeahhh XDD i can use this to know everything i want, so it takes practice but the key is expectation but, as i've read on ToZ is that the ether or aether has all the knowledge in existence and, the ether is also in the astral?
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Well, thanks i think i understand it somewhat.
I wanted to ask more exactly about the faint tightness that appears when people doubt something and thought that the pressure that is similar to thightness in my head/upper part and front part is maybe because of the doubt but noo it's not i think it's because i did the opening for the third eye and the crown chakra and 6th chakra and as it says on the ToZ that there is pressure in front of the brain when i open the third eye sucesfully, there is pressure around the crown chakra too when opening it, for some people. So that's what it is.
Doubt is a blocker, it's energies confine your projection of your abilities into your 6th chakra, therefore it essentially creates a wall that the energies cannot get through in order to manifest what you're trying to manifest. Because it confines and blocks the energies it can feel like a repelling tightness in the centre of your head (where your 6th chakra is located) but you only feel this faint tightness when you're doubting. It cuts off your projection of your intents and blocks the manifestations. This is why doubt must be overcome with it's opposite energy of confidence which is produced from the sacral chakra, because doubt can completely halt manifestation of spiritual intents, thus magical ability and attaining a desired end.
I many times asked my self questions or my GD and like the reflection answered me and somethimes it was perfectly acurate i didn't know about a stuff then i asked what it is and he told me the answer and i didn't know if it is true or not so i searched on the internet and it was true, more exaclty i asked Satan what the letters on the pentagram of the ToZ mean and i got the voice and it said "it's cuneiform" as i said i didn't know what it was but it was true after i searched it and i saw it's true so i knew it it's true. I mean i have the clair audience centers open because i heard the celestial music in my dream when i asked Satan for help. But yeah they aren't open enought, yet.
Actually my nick name is Cătă and that is the corect pronciation also my name is Cătălin, you can hear it on google translator if you want X)
Ooooohhh yeahhh XDD i can use this to know everything i want, so it takes practice but the key is expectation but, as i've read on ToZ is that the ether or aether has all the knowledge in existence and, the ether is also in the astral?
I take medications because I want to not by law. Even if forced by law I would not take them or take them because I feel like it but not wanting to do it even if by law.
First I take two meditations, the medication for psychosis/schizophrenia and the counter-agent.
Smallest dose of Prolixin/Fluphenzine 5mg. Counter-Agent: Cogentin/Benztropine 2mg.
According to my psychiatrist I take the lowest dose known to provide reasonable effects. This medication was produced decades ago.
Also you kinda are a story-teller(might you have some Leo in your astro chart?). You express me to such a high degree and I have to ask you what meditation or meditations did I do to open my astral counterpart organs(chakras). For example in the last few months I hardly meditate at all. Clean, protect, EZ chakra spin, some breath rituals such as the survival guide for acquiring stuff and that is it.
How can I be so spiritually advanced if I hardly did anything at all?
Lets put it like this you state I worked or activated my lesser astral chakras. How do you know that when in all the times I focused on the chakras of those areas is like 4-6 times in my life.
Your literally exaggerating my spiritual phenomenas or tell me that somehow I'm very spiritually advanced.
If I could provide you with my astral chart maybe naturally you would understand. I take medications, hardly spiritually advanced, hardly do anything.
Also about emotions you said Prozac made you a robot, ice cold killer. Well funny enough one website states my emotional side is like non-existant to my astro chart. I'm an emotional person but I feel no emotions nor have desires for anything.
I think GitM I'm gonna stop posting on this thread and other threads because your kinda stating I do stuff. I do Zevism;DD same shit; different day. I have absolutely nothing going on. If I was some extremist I'd probably be meditation 4+ hours a day that's how nothing my days are.
I think in my personal opinion your reading too much into. Those things that I describe and experience are just fancy flights of mental intellectual/emotional thoughts. Yes I experienced a break down a schizophrenic or whatever happened. But non-the less how does that make me spiritually advanced.
The succubus thing I performed a ritual I asked for one nothing came. Your implying I created something or a being interfered and used me. Well funny enough how do I know that. I don't know I'm not open to no spiritual world I see the World in front of me.
I live in my head all the time. All these things are just my intellect I intellectualize the spiritual with a mercurian flavor. Like the astrological chart that I have states on my mercury and aspects a blending of emotion and logic.
Anyways GitM I think you are talking to me as if I seen the Gods and never have I seen or encountered or done anything. It's not doubt just when you don't know how to meditate and do the proper meditations.
I have no hope nor no training nor no education on meditation even the 40 day guide isn't special. I'm just sick and tired of wasting my time, effort, and life. It's like the old saying goes "religion is just a lifelong preoccupation to make individuals not destroy but to just live normally".
Well what can I say that's my preoccupation all day. And any time I talk about this stuff everyone shuts me up because it's like the saying goes "Your in a cult, so don't mess with my cult". Apparently it's desirable for people to be in cults that do nothing and not do anything. Well what can I say I'm in a cult that apparently somehow has the World of the enemy on it's knees collapsing each day.
I really don't know. Honestly GitM I have no fucking clue on anything, no experience, education or anything to that matter. I'm 30 years old currently and I have not a single clue on anything. I just live for the sake of living because two stupid people fucked.
I'm just lost and that is it.
I guess when I speak everyone creates "Pink elephants" due to my side of the story. I really don't know why, I truly hate this World. It seems like I cannot speak or process or communicate. Why would beings of higher power help a civilization that cannot transcribe their mind, thoughts, emotions, and feelings into text. Apparently humanity and such as myself is more fucked up than what can possibly be believed.
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I take medications because I want to not by law. Even if forced by law I would not take them or take them because I feel like it but not wanting to do it even if by law.
First I take two meditations, the medication for psychosis/schizophrenia and the counter-agent.
Smallest dose of Prolixin/Fluphenzine 5mg. Counter-Agent: Cogentin/Benztropine 2mg.
According to my psychiatrist I take the lowest dose known to provide reasonable effects. This medication was produced decades ago.
Also you kinda are a story-teller(might you have some Leo in your astro chart?). You express me to such a high degree and I have to ask you what meditation or meditations did I do to open my astral counterpart organs(chakras). For example in the last few months I hardly meditate at all. Clean, protect, EZ chakra spin, some breath rituals such as the survival guide for acquiring stuff and that is it.
How can I be so spiritually advanced if I hardly did anything at all?
Lets put it like this you state I worked or activated my lesser astral chakras. How do you know that when in all the times I focused on the chakras of those areas is like 4-6 times in my life.
Your literally exaggerating my spiritual phenomenas or tell me that somehow I'm very spiritually advanced.
If I could provide you with my astral chart maybe naturally you would understand. I take medications, hardly spiritually advanced, hardly do anything.
Also about emotions you said Prozac made you a robot, ice cold killer. Well funny enough one website states my emotional side is like non-existant to my astro chart. I'm an emotional person but I feel no emotions nor have desires for anything.
I think GitM I'm gonna stop posting on this thread and other threads because your kinda stating I do stuff. I do Zevism;DD same shit; different day. I have absolutely nothing going on. If I was some extremist I'd probably be meditation 4+ hours a day that's how nothing my days are.
I think in my personal opinion your reading too much into. Those things that I describe and experience are just fancy flights of mental intellectual/emotional thoughts. Yes I experienced a break down a schizophrenic or whatever happened. But non-the less how does that make me spiritually advanced.
The succubus thing I performed a ritual I asked for one nothing came. Your implying I created something or a being interfered and used me. Well funny enough how do I know that. I don't know I'm not open to no spiritual world I see the World in front of me.
I live in my head all the time. All these things are just my intellect I intellectualize the spiritual with a mercurian flavor. Like the astrological chart that I have states on my mercury and aspects a blending of emotion and logic.
Anyways GitM I think you are talking to me as if I seen the Gods and never have I seen or encountered or done anything. It's not doubt just when you don't know how to meditate and do the proper meditations.
I have no hope nor no training nor no education on meditation even the 40 day guide isn't special. I'm just sick and tired of wasting my time, effort, and life. It's like the old saying goes "religion is just a lifelong preoccupation to make individuals not destroy but to just live normally".
Well what can I say that's my preoccupation all day. And any time I talk about this stuff everyone shuts me up because it's like the saying goes "Your in a cult, so don't mess with my cult". Apparently it's desirable for people to be in cults that do nothing and not do anything. Well what can I say I'm in a cult that apparently somehow has the World of the enemy on it's knees collapsing each day.
I really don't know. Honestly GitM I have no fucking clue on anything, no experience, education or anything to that matter. I'm 30 years old currently and I have not a single clue on anything. I just live for the sake of living because two stupid people fucked.
I'm just lost and that is it.
I guess when I speak everyone creates "Pink elephants" due to my side of the story. I really don't know why, I truly hate this World. It seems like I cannot speak or process or communicate. Why would beings of higher power help a civilization that cannot transcribe their mind, thoughts, emotions, and feelings into text. Apparently humanity and such as myself is more fucked up than what can possibly be believed.