Thank you, everybody..
Honestly, i don't even know if there's a term for this. This last year has been INSANE.. i opened the Soul and deprogrammed my mind all while detoxing from the worst drugs in existence, plus i received a great amount of informations about me from the Gods that quite shocked me. Spiritually i'm doing great and i'm stronger and healthier than ever, but my mind is crying for help. My perception about the world is completely changed, 100%. Everything was upside down.. and maybe this is more normal than i think for us Zevists. But the feeling of looking at the mirror and not recognize myself.. i thought i would feel more normal by now. Anyway, i don't want to be too dramatic about it, i would just like to know if there's a rune or affirmation to help with the trauma. I'm already praying to my Guardian Daemon and doing void meditation. I will try Lord Valefor's Ritual too!
Hail!