An idea popped into my mind about your situation as well... Well, except for the fact that some certain pills that you take could have this bad effect on you (like Magus said, ask your Guardian for advice) have you actually thought that maybe one of the people you're interracting with could be sucking your energy? It could be a jew; someone that you don't like but don't know why, but still hang out with him for some reason... In general, if you're interracting with really religious people (I'm talking about christians etc) they could be weak and sucking off your energy, with result that you don't manage to raise your own energy and feel good because of them. This is just an idea though; I can't really know the circumstances you live under. Asking for guidance is the best thing I believe.
Στις 4:39 π.μ. Παρασκευή, 26 Σεπτεμβρίου 2014, ο/η "Magus Immortalis
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I am not a doctor, but I suggest you keep taking the medication so you don't feel suicidal. Ask your Guardian Demon/ess if there are any other different medications you could take, and ask Them to please guide your doctor to recommend it to you so you can meditate and open up your astral senses.Good luck.
Hail Satan!
On Thursday, September 25, 2014 3:37 PM, "
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Hello all, I've suffered with mental illness (depression, anxiety, panic attacks, bipolar disorder) all of my life. Even when I was a Christian, training to be a pastor (thankfully I found JOS in time) these issues persisted, but of course being the fools that they are they heavily discouraged any type of professional treatment and told me that prayer would cure it. Obviously, that didn't happen. Fast forward to now, and my doctor put me on a medicine that does help a little bit. The only problem is that when I take it all of my astral senses shut down. I can't do energy work or anything else, and that doesn't sit well with me. I have quit taking the medicine, but even with consistent and constant power meditation, yoga, cleaning the aura and chakras, and attempting healing energy work, it doesn't help my mental issues one bit. I'm even to the point of contemplating suicide. Please, any advice?