r3ts3lxn0zit_games
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Hi,
I'm new here and haven't fully been active and haven't gone through everything in the site http://see_the_truth.webs.com/ where I found this group.
I was just hoping if someone can help me or advise me in my concerns right now. I don't know if this group do this but I just wanted to try. I'm also not familiar with yahoo groups so I apologize in advance.
So the problem is, I always go by my guts or my instincts. They are always 100% right. So one day, about a month ago, I suddenly woke up and felt something was wrong. Like something huge was really off but I can't seem to find out what it is. And my thoughts starting that day up to now have been focused on the idea that this is not my true reality. Either my memories are false or something like that. I began being conscious of my family, as for my memory of them, I haven't had this thought about them until that day. I think they know something or they are being controlled by someone to manipulate me or something like that. All in all, I feel like I've been trap here and this is not real or a false setting which differs from my true reality. I always feel that I should be doing something really important right now instead of being here but I can't seem to remember what it is. In my dreams when I sleep I seem to recall or do something important with someone important to me. But when I wake up I suddenly forget everything about that dream and have an urge instead that my dreams are connected to that things I feel like I've been missing all this time.
So to make this short, although it's already long. Do you guys know of a way, something like meditation in which I can examine my inner self, dig through my memories so I can see for my self what I've been missing and flush out false memories if there are any. And something like waking up from a dream or illusion made for me to see.
Thank you in advance to you all. Hoping for a response if any of you has any answers or suggestions.
I'm new here and haven't fully been active and haven't gone through everything in the site http://see_the_truth.webs.com/ where I found this group.
I was just hoping if someone can help me or advise me in my concerns right now. I don't know if this group do this but I just wanted to try. I'm also not familiar with yahoo groups so I apologize in advance.
So the problem is, I always go by my guts or my instincts. They are always 100% right. So one day, about a month ago, I suddenly woke up and felt something was wrong. Like something huge was really off but I can't seem to find out what it is. And my thoughts starting that day up to now have been focused on the idea that this is not my true reality. Either my memories are false or something like that. I began being conscious of my family, as for my memory of them, I haven't had this thought about them until that day. I think they know something or they are being controlled by someone to manipulate me or something like that. All in all, I feel like I've been trap here and this is not real or a false setting which differs from my true reality. I always feel that I should be doing something really important right now instead of being here but I can't seem to remember what it is. In my dreams when I sleep I seem to recall or do something important with someone important to me. But when I wake up I suddenly forget everything about that dream and have an urge instead that my dreams are connected to that things I feel like I've been missing all this time.
So to make this short, although it's already long. Do you guys know of a way, something like meditation in which I can examine my inner self, dig through my memories so I can see for my self what I've been missing and flush out false memories if there are any. And something like waking up from a dream or illusion made for me to see.
Thank you in advance to you all. Hoping for a response if any of you has any answers or suggestions.
