Memorable Experiences With/From the Gods

Oct 12, 2018#1

After I dedicated I hadn't talked to Enki for a long time, maybe 2 or 3 month. When I talked to him again the first thing that I heard him say was 'where have you been? we missed you!" and he said it in such a positive way and with a laughter that I really felt loved and accepted.
Before I felt that he is busy and I shouldn't just talk to them because I miss him or whatever. But when I finally talked to him it seemed like I had found the friends I always wanted and that I can talk to him anytime.
Since Im a really lonely person and I dont have many close friends. But Enki and the rest of the Gods always make me feel that they have known me for a long time and that Im loved and accepted by them. It makes me so happy.

Oct 12, 2018#2

I'm not entirely certain that this is an outright "experience," but then again perhaps it came from a subconscious, spiritual connection, I'm honestly not sure. I still have progress to make before I can start expecting and picking up on blatant signs.

Regardless, I spend a lot of time lost in my own daydreams much like Ol argedco luciftias was saying, and one of the concepts I ended up developing was a Satanic institution that focuses on, to encompass it all in one word, "wellness." Biological and nutritional research, wellness programs to instruct people in meditation, yoga, healthy eating and exercise, youth programs for children to go out and have enriching experiences that they'll remember fondly later and will hopefully impart good lessons and future passions, things of that nature. I eventually settled on naming this idea "Instytut Życia i Zdrowia," The Institute of Life and Health.

It wasn't until later that I realized the abbreviation for such a name would be IZiZ. May not be exact, but the similarity in spelling to Isis instantly made me think of Astaroth, and I felt so satisfied and happy with that that the name stuck for all future daydreams I had involving this institute. In an ideal world I would like to see to the creation of at least something approaching this concept, and maybe that time will come.

I'm not entirely certain that this is an outright "experience," but then again perhaps it came from a subconscious, spiritual connection, I'm honestly not sure. I still have progress to make before I can start expecting and picking up on blatant signs.

Regardless, I spend a lot of time lost in my own daydreams much like Ol argedco luciftias was saying, and one of the concepts I ended up developing was a Satanic institution that focuses on, to encompass it all in one word, "wellness." Biological and nutritional research, wellness programs to instruct people in meditation, yoga, healthy eating and exercise, youth programs for children to go out and have enriching experiences that they'll remember fondly later and will hopefully impart good lessons and future passions, things of that nature. I eventually settled on naming this idea "Instytut Życia i Zdrowia," The Institute of Life and Health.

It wasn't until later that I realized the abbreviation for such a name would be IZiZ. May not be exact, but the similarity in spelling to Isis instantly made me think of Astaroth, and I felt so satisfied and happy with that that the name stuck for all future daydreams I had involving this institute. In an ideal world I would like to see to the creation of at least something approaching this concept, and maybe that time will come.

Oct 12, 2018#3

Ol argedco luciftiassaid:
A couple days after I dedicated, I still wasn't 100% sure if what I was experiencing was real yet. I was talking with Azazel and I asked him if he could prove to me by pulling down some lights that I had hung up in my room. A few seconds later, they fell. After being hung up for months and never moving, they fall for the first time right when I ask for them to fall. So I put them back up and thought "That was obviously a clear sign, I trust and believe you, but can you do it again just so I'm completely sure?" that moment they fell again. We repeated this about 10-20 times, the lights always fell within about 30 seconds of me asking. When I was totally sure and done asking for the lights to be taken down, they stayed up for months without moving, just like before. That was one of the clearest physical signs that can't be argued with, but now I see the signs every day.
Hours of daydreaming and imagining every day of my childhood, at the time I didn't really think about it, but since my dedication I've learned how it was my friend Lerajie the whole time, purposefully training me to use and control of the unconscious side of my mind. :D I've always been lucky enough to have strong telepathic and intuitive talent, so it's always been easy to talk with the gods through thoughts, and I think it was all this daydreaming that made these talents so strong, from spending my whole childhood focused into the astral without even realizing it. Well I'm still the same, more of an astral-minded idealist than any physical focus. The gods have been with me forever! Things haven't always been easy for me, I've gone through a lot of hardship and pain, but since dedicating and spending years working for the gods every day my life turned around. Things in my life tend to align and work out well and rewarding for me without me having to put much effort. Whatever I need, I usually get easily through opportunities presenting themselves to me. Just like Pythia said in an old sermon, the people who dedicate their lives to helping Satan as much as possible, they are taken care of. The bigger of a caring protective influence you are in helping everyone and spreading the teachings of the Temple of Zeus throughout the world, it makes you more important and you are helped to have a better life. All the care you give is given back to you! :D
Hail Mother Lilith, you should talk to Lerajie! I thought your personalities are a great match for each other and you'll be great friends, and she made me to mention this to you! :D Lerajie wants to help you and be your friend! She's been my guardian for my whole life and will stay with me forever, I think she's the friendliest and most protective goddesses ever! :mrgreen: So anyone who wants to, please call to her she loves helping everyone! :mrgreen: :mrgreen: :mrgreen:

This is so beautiful!!!!!!!!! Made me smile a lot :mrgreen:

Thank you brother!!!!!

Once I find the privacy and time to summon her properly, I'll do it. Thank you :3

Ummm... not to be rude or anything, sorry, but could you tell me more about her, since you know her better personally than I do and all. /)(\

Ol argedco luciftiassaid:
A couple days after I dedicated, I still wasn't 100% sure if what I was experiencing was real yet. I was talking with Azazel and I asked him if he could prove to me by pulling down some lights that I had hung up in my room. A few seconds later, they fell. After being hung up for months and never moving, they fall for the first time right when I ask for them to fall. So I put them back up and thought "That was obviously a clear sign, I trust and believe you, but can you do it again just so I'm completely sure?" that moment they fell again. We repeated this about 10-20 times, the lights always fell within about 30 seconds of me asking. When I was totally sure and done asking for the lights to be taken down, they stayed up for months without moving, just like before. That was one of the clearest physical signs that can't be argued with, but now I see the signs every day.
Hours of daydreaming and imagining every day of my childhood, at the time I didn't really think about it, but since my dedication I've learned how it was my friend Lerajie the whole time, purposefully training me to use and control of the unconscious side of my mind. :D I've always been lucky enough to have strong telepathic and intuitive talent, so it's always been easy to talk with the gods through thoughts, and I think it was all this daydreaming that made these talents so strong, from spending my whole childhood focused into the astral without even realizing it. Well I'm still the same, more of an astral-minded idealist than any physical focus. The gods have been with me forever! Things haven't always been easy for me, I've gone through a lot of hardship and pain, but since dedicating and spending years working for the gods every day my life turned around. Things in my life tend to align and work out well and rewarding for me without me having to put much effort. Whatever I need, I usually get easily through opportunities presenting themselves to me. Just like Pythia said in an old sermon, the people who dedicate their lives to helping Satan as much as possible, they are taken care of. The bigger of a caring protective influence you are in helping everyone and spreading the teachings of the Temple of Zeus throughout the world, it makes you more important and you are helped to have a better life. All the care you give is given back to you! :D
Hail Mother Lilith, you should talk to Lerajie! I thought your personalities are a great match for each other and you'll be great friends, and she made me to mention this to you! :D Lerajie wants to help you and be your friend! She's been my guardian for my whole life and will stay with me forever, I think she's the friendliest and most protective goddesses ever! :mrgreen: So anyone who wants to, please call to her she loves helping everyone! :mrgreen: :mrgreen: :mrgreen:

This is so beautiful!!!!!!!!! Made me smile a lot :mrgreen:

Thank you brother!!!!!

Once I find the privacy and time to summon her properly, I'll do it. Thank you :3

Ummm... not to be rude or anything, sorry, but could you tell me more about her, since you know her better personally than I do and all. /)(\

Oct 12, 2018#4

Ol argedco luciftiassaid:
A couple days after I dedicated, I still wasn't 100% sure if what I was experiencing was real yet. I was talking with Azazel and I asked him if he could prove to me by pulling down some lights that I had hung up in my room. A few seconds later, they fell. After being hung up for months and never moving, they fall for the first time right when I ask for them to fall. So I put them back up and thought "That was obviously a clear sign, I trust and believe you, but can you do it again just so I'm completely sure?" that moment they fell again. We repeated this about 10-20 times, the lights always fell within about 30 seconds of me asking. When I was totally sure and done asking for the lights to be taken down, they stayed up for months without moving, just like before. That was one of the clearest physical signs that can't be argued with, but now I see the signs every day.
Hours of daydreaming and imagining every day of my childhood, at the time I didn't really think about it, but since my dedication I've learned how it was my friend Lerajie the whole time, purposefully training me to use and control of the unconscious side of my mind. :D I've always been lucky enough to have strong telepathic and intuitive talent, so it's always been easy to talk with the gods through thoughts, and I think it was all this daydreaming that made these talents so strong, from spending my whole childhood focused into the astral without even realizing it. Well I'm still the same, more of an astral-minded idealist than any physical focus. The gods have been with me forever! Things haven't always been easy for me, I've gone through a lot of hardship and pain, but since dedicating and spending years working for the gods every day my life turned around. Things in my life tend to align and work out well and rewarding for me without me having to put much effort. Whatever I need, I usually get easily through opportunities presenting themselves to me. Just like Pythia said in an old sermon, the people who dedicate their lives to helping Satan as much as possible, they are taken care of. The bigger of a caring protective influence you are in helping everyone and spreading the teachings of the Temple of Zeus throughout the world, it makes you more important and you are helped to have a better life. All the care you give is given back to you! :D
Hail Mother Lilith, you should talk to Lerajie! I thought your personalities are a great match for each other and you'll be great friends, and she made me to mention this to you! :D Lerajie wants to help you and be your friend! She's been my guardian for my whole life and will stay with me forever, I think she's the friendliest and most protective goddesses ever! :mrgreen: So anyone who wants to, please call to her she loves helping everyone! :mrgreen: :mrgreen: :mrgreen:

Oh btw, regarding about Lerajie, I just read about her on the ToZ and let me tell you....

Father Zeus is one amazing being!!! XD

I have asked him on October 10th for help and guidance regarding love and then on October 11th received a message at the end of the movie called: The Castle of Cagliostro

In which at the end, Wolf explains to the Princess to be patient and wait for the right man or something like that. Basically, it answered me EXACTLY the way I needed to hear it, meaning I got an answer to understand it in the best way possible.

And while reading about Lerajie on the ToZ today, look what the first line says:

Lerajie is the Goddess of love and pleasure. She has the ability to attract others as well as drive them away.

I am blown away by how much coincidence and immediate answers I get xD

This is so awesome!!!!!!!!
The coincidences I mean. *Clears throat* Okay, ummm... thank you!!!!'xD

Ol argedco luciftiassaid:
A couple days after I dedicated, I still wasn't 100% sure if what I was experiencing was real yet. I was talking with Azazel and I asked him if he could prove to me by pulling down some lights that I had hung up in my room. A few seconds later, they fell. After being hung up for months and never moving, they fall for the first time right when I ask for them to fall. So I put them back up and thought "That was obviously a clear sign, I trust and believe you, but can you do it again just so I'm completely sure?" that moment they fell again. We repeated this about 10-20 times, the lights always fell within about 30 seconds of me asking. When I was totally sure and done asking for the lights to be taken down, they stayed up for months without moving, just like before. That was one of the clearest physical signs that can't be argued with, but now I see the signs every day.
Hours of daydreaming and imagining every day of my childhood, at the time I didn't really think about it, but since my dedication I've learned how it was my friend Lerajie the whole time, purposefully training me to use and control of the unconscious side of my mind. :D I've always been lucky enough to have strong telepathic and intuitive talent, so it's always been easy to talk with the gods through thoughts, and I think it was all this daydreaming that made these talents so strong, from spending my whole childhood focused into the astral without even realizing it. Well I'm still the same, more of an astral-minded idealist than any physical focus. The gods have been with me forever! Things haven't always been easy for me, I've gone through a lot of hardship and pain, but since dedicating and spending years working for the gods every day my life turned around. Things in my life tend to align and work out well and rewarding for me without me having to put much effort. Whatever I need, I usually get easily through opportunities presenting themselves to me. Just like Pythia said in an old sermon, the people who dedicate their lives to helping Satan as much as possible, they are taken care of. The bigger of a caring protective influence you are in helping everyone and spreading the teachings of the Temple of Zeus throughout the world, it makes you more important and you are helped to have a better life. All the care you give is given back to you! :D
Hail Mother Lilith, you should talk to Lerajie! I thought your personalities are a great match for each other and you'll be great friends, and she made me to mention this to you! :D Lerajie wants to help you and be your friend! She's been my guardian for my whole life and will stay with me forever, I think she's the friendliest and most protective goddesses ever! :mrgreen: So anyone who wants to, please call to her she loves helping everyone! :mrgreen: :mrgreen: :mrgreen:

Oh btw, regarding about Lerajie, I just read about her on the ToZ and let me tell you....

Father Zeus is one amazing being!!! XD

I have asked him on October 10th for help and guidance regarding love and then on October 11th received a message at the end of the movie called: The Castle of Cagliostro

In which at the end, Wolf explains to the Princess to be patient and wait for the right man or something like that. Basically, it answered me EXACTLY the way I needed to hear it, meaning I got an answer to understand it in the best way possible.

And while reading about Lerajie on the ToZ today, look what the first line says:

Lerajie is the Goddess of love and pleasure. She has the ability to attract others as well as drive them away.

I am blown away by how much coincidence and immediate answers I get xD

This is so awesome!!!!!!!!
The coincidences I mean. *Clears throat* Okay, ummm... thank you!!!!'xD

Oct 12, 2018#5

Powstanie Pogańskiesaid:
I'm not entirely certain that this is an outright "experience," but then again perhaps it came from a subconscious, spiritual connection, I'm honestly not sure. I still have progress to make before I can start expecting and picking up on blatant signs.
Regardless, I spend a lot of time lost in my own daydreams much like Ol argedco luciftias was saying, and one of the concepts I ended up developing was a Satanic institution that focuses on, to encompass it all in one word, "wellness." Biological and nutritional research, wellness programs to instruct people in meditation, yoga, healthy eating and exercise, youth programs for children to go out and have enriching experiences that they'll remember fondly later and will hopefully impart good lessons and future passions, things of that nature. I eventually settled on naming this idea "Instytut Życia i Zdrowia," The Institute of Life and Health.
It wasn't until later that I realized the abbreviation for such a name would be IZiZ. May not be exact, but the similarity in spelling to Isis instantly made me think of Astaroth, and I felt so satisfied and happy with that that the name stuck for all future daydreams I had involving this institute. In an ideal world I would like to see to the creation of at least something approaching this concept, and maybe that time will come.

That's so awesome! :mrgreen:

Powstanie Pogańskiesaid:
I'm not entirely certain that this is an outright "experience," but then again perhaps it came from a subconscious, spiritual connection, I'm honestly not sure. I still have progress to make before I can start expecting and picking up on blatant signs.
Regardless, I spend a lot of time lost in my own daydreams much like Ol argedco luciftias was saying, and one of the concepts I ended up developing was a Satanic institution that focuses on, to encompass it all in one word, "wellness." Biological and nutritional research, wellness programs to instruct people in meditation, yoga, healthy eating and exercise, youth programs for children to go out and have enriching experiences that they'll remember fondly later and will hopefully impart good lessons and future passions, things of that nature. I eventually settled on naming this idea "Instytut Życia i Zdrowia," The Institute of Life and Health.
It wasn't until later that I realized the abbreviation for such a name would be IZiZ. May not be exact, but the similarity in spelling to Isis instantly made me think of Astaroth, and I felt so satisfied and happy with that that the name stuck for all future daydreams I had involving this institute. In an ideal world I would like to see to the creation of at least something approaching this concept, and maybe that time will come.

That's so awesome! :mrgreen:

Oct 12, 2018#6

RayaMystikasaid:
After I dedicated I hadn't talked to Enki for a long time, maybe 2 or 3 month. When I talked to him again the first thing that I heard him say was 'where have you been? we missed you!" and he said it in such a positive way and with a laughter that I really felt loved and accepted.
Before I felt that he is busy and I shouldn't just talk to them because I miss him or whatever. But when I finally talked to him it seemed like I had found the friends I always wanted and that I can talk to him anytime.
Since Im a really lonely person and I dont have many close friends. But Enki and the rest of the Gods always make me feel that they have known me for a long time and that Im loved and accepted by them. It makes me so happy.

This is truly very sweet!!!! :D

RayaMystikasaid:
After I dedicated I hadn't talked to Enki for a long time, maybe 2 or 3 month. When I talked to him again the first thing that I heard him say was 'where have you been? we missed you!" and he said it in such a positive way and with a laughter that I really felt loved and accepted.
Before I felt that he is busy and I shouldn't just talk to them because I miss him or whatever. But when I finally talked to him it seemed like I had found the friends I always wanted and that I can talk to him anytime.
Since Im a really lonely person and I dont have many close friends. But Enki and the rest of the Gods always make me feel that they have known me for a long time and that Im loved and accepted by them. It makes me so happy.

This is truly very sweet!!!! :D

Oct 12, 2018#7

Ol argedco luciftiassaid:
A couple days after I dedicated, I still wasn't 100% sure if what I was experiencing was real yet. I was talking with Azazel and I asked him if he could prove to me by pulling down some lights that I had hung up in my room. A few seconds later, they fell. After being hung up for months and never moving, they fall for the first time right when I ask for them to fall. So I put them back up and thought "That was obviously a clear sign, I trust and believe you, but can you do it again just so I'm completely sure?" that moment they fell again. We repeated this about 10-20 times, the lights always fell within about 30 seconds of me asking. When I was totally sure and done asking for the lights to be taken down, they stayed up for months without moving, just like before. That was one of the clearest physical signs that can't be argued with, but now I see the signs every day.
Hours of daydreaming and imagining every day of my childhood, at the time I didn't really think about it, but since my dedication I've learned how it was my friend Lerajie the whole time, purposefully training me to use and control of the unconscious side of my mind. :D I've always been lucky enough to have strong telepathic and intuitive talent, so it's always been easy to talk with the gods through thoughts, and I think it was all this daydreaming that made these talents so strong, from spending my whole childhood focused into the astral without even realizing it. Well I'm still the same, more of an astral-minded idealist than any physical focus. The gods have been with me forever! Things haven't always been easy for me, I've gone through a lot of hardship and pain, but since dedicating and spending years working for the gods every day my life turned around. Things in my life tend to align and work out well and rewarding for me without me having to put much effort. Whatever I need, I usually get easily through opportunities presenting themselves to me. Just like Pythia said in an old sermon, the people who dedicate their lives to helping Satan as much as possible, they are taken care of. The bigger of a caring protective influence you are in helping everyone and spreading the teachings of the Temple of Zeus throughout the world, it makes you more important and you are helped to have a better life. All the care you give is given back to you! :D
Hail Mother Lilith, you should talk to Lerajie! I thought your personalities are a great match for each other and you'll be great friends, and she made me to mention this to you! :D Lerajie wants to help you and be your friend! She's been my guardian for my whole life and will stay with me forever, I think she's the friendliest and most protective goddesses ever! :mrgreen: So anyone who wants to, please call to her she loves helping everyone! :mrgreen: :mrgreen: :mrgreen:

Oh btw, I just remembered one thing today.

Yesterday I was discussing and talking with a fellow Zevist brother privately and we got to the point of talking about friends.
I mentioned to him that all my female "friends" I had turned out to either betray me or just use me for their own needs or whatever, so I only had male friends and all.

And you told me this today, is this a coincidence or what? XD

Ol argedco luciftiassaid:
A couple days after I dedicated, I still wasn't 100% sure if what I was experiencing was real yet. I was talking with Azazel and I asked him if he could prove to me by pulling down some lights that I had hung up in my room. A few seconds later, they fell. After being hung up for months and never moving, they fall for the first time right when I ask for them to fall. So I put them back up and thought "That was obviously a clear sign, I trust and believe you, but can you do it again just so I'm completely sure?" that moment they fell again. We repeated this about 10-20 times, the lights always fell within about 30 seconds of me asking. When I was totally sure and done asking for the lights to be taken down, they stayed up for months without moving, just like before. That was one of the clearest physical signs that can't be argued with, but now I see the signs every day.
Hours of daydreaming and imagining every day of my childhood, at the time I didn't really think about it, but since my dedication I've learned how it was my friend Lerajie the whole time, purposefully training me to use and control of the unconscious side of my mind. :D I've always been lucky enough to have strong telepathic and intuitive talent, so it's always been easy to talk with the gods through thoughts, and I think it was all this daydreaming that made these talents so strong, from spending my whole childhood focused into the astral without even realizing it. Well I'm still the same, more of an astral-minded idealist than any physical focus. The gods have been with me forever! Things haven't always been easy for me, I've gone through a lot of hardship and pain, but since dedicating and spending years working for the gods every day my life turned around. Things in my life tend to align and work out well and rewarding for me without me having to put much effort. Whatever I need, I usually get easily through opportunities presenting themselves to me. Just like Pythia said in an old sermon, the people who dedicate their lives to helping Satan as much as possible, they are taken care of. The bigger of a caring protective influence you are in helping everyone and spreading the teachings of the Temple of Zeus throughout the world, it makes you more important and you are helped to have a better life. All the care you give is given back to you! :D
Hail Mother Lilith, you should talk to Lerajie! I thought your personalities are a great match for each other and you'll be great friends, and she made me to mention this to you! :D Lerajie wants to help you and be your friend! She's been my guardian for my whole life and will stay with me forever, I think she's the friendliest and most protective goddesses ever! :mrgreen: So anyone who wants to, please call to her she loves helping everyone! :mrgreen: :mrgreen: :mrgreen:

Oh btw, I just remembered one thing today.

Yesterday I was discussing and talking with a fellow Zevist brother privately and we got to the point of talking about friends.
I mentioned to him that all my female "friends" I had turned out to either betray me or just use me for their own needs or whatever, so I only had male friends and all.

And you told me this today, is this a coincidence or what? XD

Oct 12, 2018#8

magus.immortalissaid:
My main Guardian is Marchosias. She is very wonderful and caring but she can be stern and serious at times when needed. Sometimes she writes through me. I didn't realize it some years ago, but when she sat me down the day after I had a falling out with a "friend", she wrote through me to explain why he was the way he was and why things were the way they were. I have this post here:
Our matron/patron deities that we are followers of, help us along, if we make the initiative to help ourselves.
As of late I have been frustrated and looking into ways to make changes to my life, to my attitude, to my focus. To give myself goals and purposes to strive for. I was lost for quite a while.
Giving up on myself, and searching.
It's interesting how the Gods work in our lives. Here is my story from last night.

This was so amazing and awesome to read!!!! Eeepp!!!! :mrgreen: :mrgreen:

I can honestly relate to you at some point.

Also, what you wrote, greatly helped me too! :)

Thank you!!!!!

magus.immortalissaid:
My main Guardian is Marchosias. She is very wonderful and caring but she can be stern and serious at times when needed. Sometimes she writes through me. I didn't realize it some years ago, but when she sat me down the day after I had a falling out with a "friend", she wrote through me to explain why he was the way he was and why things were the way they were. I have this post here:
Our matron/patron deities that we are followers of, help us along, if we make the initiative to help ourselves.
As of late I have been frustrated and looking into ways to make changes to my life, to my attitude, to my focus. To give myself goals and purposes to strive for. I was lost for quite a while.
Giving up on myself, and searching.
It's interesting how the Gods work in our lives. Here is my story from last night.

This was so amazing and awesome to read!!!! Eeepp!!!! :mrgreen: :mrgreen:

I can honestly relate to you at some point.

Also, what you wrote, greatly helped me too! :)

Thank you!!!!!

Oct 12, 2018#9

Lerajie's been telling me a lot today how excited she is to be your friend! :D She knows how to take care of you, she knows everything you need and how to give it to you. She's really eager to talk with you, you don't have to wait to do an official summoning ritual like it says on the webpage, just think to her now she can hear you. She told me she wants to be your friend forever, she's going to be one of your guardians. :)

https://templeofzeus.org/

Lerajie's been telling me a lot today how excited she is to be your friend! :D She knows how to take care of you, she knows everything you need and how to give it to you. She's really eager to talk with you, you don't have to wait to do an official summoning ritual like it says on the webpage, just think to her now she can hear you. She told me she wants to be your friend forever, she's going to be one of your guardians. :)

Oct 12, 2018#10

Ol argedco luciftiassaid:
Lerajie's been telling me a lot today how excited she is to be your friend! :D She knows how to take care of you, she knows everything you need and how to give it to you. She's really eager to talk with you, you don't have to wait to do an official summoning ritual like it says on the webpage, just think to her now she can hear you. She told me she wants to be your friend forever, she's going to be one of your guardians. :)

That's very sweet of her. :)

Forgive me if I sound rude, it is not of my intentions... but is she going to possibly give me a feeling as if a mother to a child, not just friendship??

No offence, I haven't had "normal" parents, even my natal chart states of bad relationship with parents, so that is why I am asking. Apologies if it sounds rude! >.<

Ol argedco luciftiassaid:
Lerajie's been telling me a lot today how excited she is to be your friend! :D She knows how to take care of you, she knows everything you need and how to give it to you. She's really eager to talk with you, you don't have to wait to do an official summoning ritual like it says on the webpage, just think to her now she can hear you. She told me she wants to be your friend forever, she's going to be one of your guardians. :)

That's very sweet of her. :)

Forgive me if I sound rude, it is not of my intentions... but is she going to possibly give me a feeling as if a mother to a child, not just friendship??

No offence, I haven't had "normal" parents, even my natal chart states of bad relationship with parents, so that is why I am asking. Apologies if it sounds rude! >.<

Oct 13, 2018#11

There was this christian who was my enemy a few months after a really bad fight with this guy his dad died of a heart attack but he was perfectly healthy

Oct 13, 2018#12

Ol argedco luciftiassaid:
Lerajie's been telling me a lot today how excited she is to be your friend! :D She knows how to take care of you, she knows everything you need and how to give it to you. She's really eager to talk with you, you don't have to wait to do an official summoning ritual like it says on the webpage, just think to her now she can hear you. She told me she wants to be your friend forever, she's going to be one of your guardians. :)

I just finished talking with her....

Let me tell you something....

SHE'S FREAKING AMAZING AND AWESOME AND EPIC!!!!!!!!!! :mrgreen: :mrgreen: :lol:

I could feel we connected right off the bat and she gave me a great sense of peace and wellbeing! :3333

At first, I was very shy and giggly, I even hid my face in my arms and my palms xD
She made me laugh a lot :33

Afterwards, we started to just discuss freely and connect in a positive way. She even gave me great advice! :33

Here, I'll put this on for anybody else who might benefit from this:

Me: "Lady Lerajie? What do you think about changing?"

Lady Lerajie: "Those who pressure you into changing while you rebel and fight back, are only gonna realise they're wasting their time and energy with you. You should only change for the benefit of your own self, *NOT* to please somebody because they asked you to change for whatever the reason might be. It all starts with you. It's up to you to decide when *YOU* are going to change and *HOW* you are going to change. You should never change for the benefit of others."

I hope I wrote down everything she said. Her voice was feminine, slightly deep and powerful in a female way, it was charged with energy and directed straight to how I needed to understand it. It filled me with great sense of happiness knowing how much she understood. :)

Everyone was always pressuring me to change for their own benefit and liking and whatever else the reason was, but I want to change naturally and change when *I* want to change, not when *they* want me to change. I'm happy with my body the way it is right now and I don't want to change it just yet as I am still young and I still have quite a lot of years to naturally change.

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P. S. I apologize for not writing EXACTLY the way she said it, I just tried my best to write it as best as I could remember. Apologies! >.<

P. P. S. THANK YOU SO FREAKING MUCH FOR INTRODUCING US AND LETTING US HIT IT OFF!!! SHE'S AN AMAZING FRIEND AND WE CONNECTED RIGHT AWAY!!!! IT'S AMAZING AND AWESOME!!!!!! :mrgreen: :mrgreen: :mrgreen:

Ol argedco luciftiassaid:
Lerajie's been telling me a lot today how excited she is to be your friend! :D She knows how to take care of you, she knows everything you need and how to give it to you. She's really eager to talk with you, you don't have to wait to do an official summoning ritual like it says on the webpage, just think to her now she can hear you. She told me she wants to be your friend forever, she's going to be one of your guardians. :)

I just finished talking with her....

Let me tell you something....

SHE'S FREAKING AMAZING AND AWESOME AND EPIC!!!!!!!!!! :mrgreen: :mrgreen: :lol:

I could feel we connected right off the bat and she gave me a great sense of peace and wellbeing! :3333

At first, I was very shy and giggly, I even hid my face in my arms and my palms xD
She made me laugh a lot :33

Afterwards, we started to just discuss freely and connect in a positive way. She even gave me great advice! :33

Here, I'll put this on for anybody else who might benefit from this:

Me: "Lady Lerajie? What do you think about changing?"

Lady Lerajie: "Those who pressure you into changing while you rebel and fight back, are only gonna realise they're wasting their time and energy with you. You should only change for the benefit of your own self, *NOT* to please somebody because they asked you to change for whatever the reason might be. It all starts with you. It's up to you to decide when *YOU* are going to change and *HOW* you are going to change. You should never change for the benefit of others."

I hope I wrote down everything she said. Her voice was feminine, slightly deep and powerful in a female way, it was charged with energy and directed straight to how I needed to understand it. It filled me with great sense of happiness knowing how much she understood. :)

Everyone was always pressuring me to change for their own benefit and liking and whatever else the reason was, but I want to change naturally and change when *I* want to change, not when *they* want me to change. I'm happy with my body the way it is right now and I don't want to change it just yet as I am still young and I still have quite a lot of years to naturally change.

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P. S. I apologize for not writing EXACTLY the way she said it, I just tried my best to write it as best as I could remember. Apologies! >.<

P. P. S. THANK YOU SO FREAKING MUCH FOR INTRODUCING US AND LETTING US HIT IT OFF!!! SHE'S AN AMAZING FRIEND AND WE CONNECTED RIGHT AWAY!!!! IT'S AMAZING AND AWESOME!!!!!! :mrgreen: :mrgreen: :mrgreen:

Oct 13, 2018#13

This is the targeted message.

Powstanie Pogańskiesaid:
I'm not entirely certain that this is an outright "experience," but then again perhaps it came from a subconscious, spiritual connection, I'm honestly not sure. I still have progress to make before I can start expecting and picking up on blatant signs.
Regardless, I spend a lot of time lost in my own daydreams much like Ol argedco luciftias was saying, and one of the concepts I ended up developing was a Satanic institution that focuses on, to encompass it all in one word, "wellness." Biological and nutritional research, wellness programs to instruct people in meditation, yoga, healthy eating and exercise, youth programs for children to go out and have enriching experiences that they'll remember fondly later and will hopefully impart good lessons and future passions, things of that nature. I eventually settled on naming this idea "Instytut Życia i Zdrowia," The Institute of Life and Health.
It wasn't until later that I realized the abbreviation for such a name would be IZiZ. May not be exact, but the similarity in spelling to Isis instantly made me think of Astaroth, and I felt so satisfied and happy with that that the name stuck for all future daydreams I had involving this institute. In an ideal world I would like to see to the creation of at least something approaching this concept, and maybe that time will come.

This is an awesome experience in itself as Lady Astaroth name popped up. You can do so much in this overall development daydream by bringing this into reality and gaining more truth and experience in Zevism with just the name that you have alone. What other things, people, Gods Goddesses of Hell come to mind as you expand or go a long this name and the institution name. This is definitely a sign that Lady Astaroth is with you as well. This as well since the Z vibration ties Into the serpent meaning your name of Astaroth is actually a window/ chant to bring his about in however many ways.

Powstanie Pogańskiesaid:
I'm not entirely certain that this is an outright "experience," but then again perhaps it came from a subconscious, spiritual connection, I'm honestly not sure. I still have progress to make before I can start expecting and picking up on blatant signs.
Regardless, I spend a lot of time lost in my own daydreams much like Ol argedco luciftias was saying, and one of the concepts I ended up developing was a Satanic institution that focuses on, to encompass it all in one word, "wellness." Biological and nutritional research, wellness programs to instruct people in meditation, yoga, healthy eating and exercise, youth programs for children to go out and have enriching experiences that they'll remember fondly later and will hopefully impart good lessons and future passions, things of that nature. I eventually settled on naming this idea "Instytut Życia i Zdrowia," The Institute of Life and Health.
It wasn't until later that I realized the abbreviation for such a name would be IZiZ. May not be exact, but the similarity in spelling to Isis instantly made me think of Astaroth, and I felt so satisfied and happy with that that the name stuck for all future daydreams I had involving this institute. In an ideal world I would like to see to the creation of at least something approaching this concept, and maybe that time will come.

This is an awesome experience in itself as Lady Astaroth name popped up. You can do so much in this overall development daydream by bringing this into reality and gaining more truth and experience in Zevism with just the name that you have alone. What other things, people, Gods Goddesses of Hell come to mind as you expand or go a long this name and the institution name. This is definitely a sign that Lady Astaroth is with you as well. This as well since the Z vibration ties Into the serpent meaning your name of Astaroth is actually a window/ chant to bring his about in however many ways.

Oct 13, 2018#14

HailMotherLilithsaid:
I just finished talking with her....
Let me tell you something....
SHE'S FREAKING AMAZING AND AWESOME AND EPIC!!!!!!!!!! :mrgreen: :mrgreen: :lol:

Lerajie's the best!!! I've talked with a lot of gods and I love them all, but there's no one else like Lerajie! :mrgreen: EVERYBODY would benefit so much by being her friend! :D She wants to be popular to the world again, for everyone to remember her and ask her for help. She's one of the most loving and protective of all the gods, she wants to hold all of us and give us all the help we need! But Lerajie's not the only one, all of the gods want the world to remember them again they all want to help! :mrgreen:

https://templeofzeus.org/

HailMotherLilithsaid:
I just finished talking with her....
Let me tell you something....
SHE'S FREAKING AMAZING AND AWESOME AND EPIC!!!!!!!!!! :mrgreen: :mrgreen: :lol:

Lerajie's the best!!! I've talked with a lot of gods and I love them all, but there's no one else like Lerajie! :mrgreen: EVERYBODY would benefit so much by being her friend! :D She wants to be popular to the world again, for everyone to remember her and ask her for help. She's one of the most loving and protective of all the gods, she wants to hold all of us and give us all the help we need! But Lerajie's not the only one, all of the gods want the world to remember them again they all want to help! :mrgreen:

Oct 13, 2018#15

I've had few stand out experences over the 10+ years of being dedicated. three of them stand out to me.
the first happened not long after i dedicated. i was online-don't remember who i was talking to or what i was doing- then i feel a sharp pain in my back at the same time i 'saw' Father Zeus slam his fist into my back leaving his symbole in my aura.-the one with the v at the bottom- i know i had been wondering if he had accepted me at the time. it sure answered my question!

The second time was with Bastet. there was a big adoption event-this was oct 2016-i had said a small prayer to her asking to be led to the cat that is right for me. i go in the building to my shock to find almost every cat asleep! the one cat i found awake was an 8 month old all black male. he was pacing his cage meowing for me! before we both know it i've got him in a carrier and am heading home he has been the most wonderful feline friend i could ask for!

the third time happened last sunday. i was going to bed and i kept hearing-'explore the darkness in your mind' my gd is Set and he had tried to get me to do just that years ago. i 'saw' Father in my mind and Set. i was freaking out pacing and crying. but they were amazingly patient with me working with me no matter where my spinning thoughts went. there was no meditating just me blasting music via headphones pacing crying and talking.for over an hour i talked to them and they helped me see that the part of my mind that i thought was dark and broken wasn't at all. they 'lit' a candle for me to see what this part of my mind really was. even now i feel this kind of peace knowing that i'm not as broken inside as i thought i was.

i have times where i feel alone and unworthy but then amazing things happen. he is a good Father.

Hail Father Zeus

I've had few stand out experences over the 10+ years of being dedicated. three of them stand out to me.
the first happened not long after i dedicated. i was online-don't remember who i was talking to or what i was doing- then i feel a sharp pain in my back at the same time i 'saw' Father Zeus slam his fist into my back leaving his symbole in my aura.-the one with the v at the bottom- i know i had been wondering if he had accepted me at the time. it sure answered my question!

The second time was with Bastet. there was a big adoption event-this was oct 2016-i had said a small prayer to her asking to be led to the cat that is right for me. i go in the building to my shock to find almost every cat asleep! the one cat i found awake was an 8 month old all black male. he was pacing his cage meowing for me! before we both know it i've got him in a carrier and am heading home he has been the most wonderful feline friend i could ask for!

the third time happened last sunday. i was going to bed and i kept hearing-'explore the darkness in your mind' my gd is Set and he had tried to get me to do just that years ago. i 'saw' Father in my mind and Set. i was freaking out pacing and crying. but they were amazingly patient with me working with me no matter where my spinning thoughts went. there was no meditating just me blasting music via headphones pacing crying and talking.for over an hour i talked to them and they helped me see that the part of my mind that i thought was dark and broken wasn't at all. they 'lit' a candle for me to see what this part of my mind really was. even now i feel this kind of peace knowing that i'm not as broken inside as i thought i was.

i have times where i feel alone and unworthy but then amazing things happen. he is a good Father.

Hail Father Zeus

Oct 13, 2018#16

Ol argedco luciftiassaid:
HailMotherLilithsaid:
I just finished talking with her....
Let me tell you something....
SHE'S FREAKING AMAZING AND AWESOME AND EPIC!!!!!!!!!! :mrgreen: :mrgreen: :lol:
Lerajie's the best!!! I've talked with a lot of gods and I love them all, but there's no one else like Lerajie! :mrgreen: EVERYBODY would benefit so much by being her friend! :D She wants to be popular to the world again, for everyone to remember her and ask her for help. She's one of the most loving and protective of all the gods, she wants to hold all of us and give us all the help we need! But Lerajie's not the only one, all of the gods want the world to remember them again they all want to help! :mrgreen:

That's awesome! I actually feel in a way the same way as her, expect, I want to hug and hold all the cats in the world and give them the love they deserve! :3 :D

Thank you!

Ol argedco luciftiassaid:
HailMotherLilithsaid:
I just finished talking with her....
Let me tell you something....
SHE'S FREAKING AMAZING AND AWESOME AND EPIC!!!!!!!!!! :mrgreen: :mrgreen: :lol:
Lerajie's the best!!! I've talked with a lot of gods and I love them all, but there's no one else like Lerajie! :mrgreen: EVERYBODY would benefit so much by being her friend! :D She wants to be popular to the world again, for everyone to remember her and ask her for help. She's one of the most loving and protective of all the gods, she wants to hold all of us and give us all the help we need! But Lerajie's not the only one, all of the gods want the world to remember them again they all want to help! :mrgreen:

That's awesome! I actually feel in a way the same way as her, expect, I want to hug and hold all the cats in the world and give them the love they deserve! :3 :D

Thank you!

Oct 13, 2018#17

Some time after dedicating, I had put a pause on my spiritual advancement as I was put into quite the trying situation. When I came back, I had a dream I had missed calls from Father Zeus. And a Guardian Daemon told me, "he's so excited to finally see you again! He's missed you all this time!"
Another time, when I felt quite alone and needed a sign I was on the right track, I had two ravens appear in front of me. At the time I was looking into Viking mythology and such, so I took it as literally being Odin's Hugin and Munin. I was overcome with feelings of support and positivity.
I also have an Incubi partner, and at my worst of times in mental toughness, he will appear in my dreams just to say the right thing that motivates me to get back on my feet again.
I've had a plethora of signs from the Gods. And I couldn't be any more thankful to them.

Oct 13, 2018#19

Truth4eversaid:
I've had few stand out experences over the 10+ years of being dedicated. three of them stand out to me.
the first happened not long after i dedicated. i was online-don't remember who i was talking to or what i was doing- then i feel a sharp pain in my back at the same time i 'saw' Father Zeus slam his fist into my back leaving his symbole in my aura.-the one with the v at the bottom- i know i had been wondering if he had accepted me at the time. it sure answered my question!
The second time was with Bastet. there was a big adoption event-this was oct 2016-i had said a small prayer to her asking to be led to the cat that is right for me. i go in the building to my shock to find almost every cat asleep! the one cat i found awake was an 8 month old all black male. he was pacing his cage meowing for me! before we both know it i've got him in a carrier and am heading home he has been the most wonderful feline friend i could ask for!
the third time happened last sunday. i was going to bed and i kept hearing-'explore the darkness in your mind' my gd is Set and he had tried to get me to do just that years ago. i 'saw' Father in my mind and Set. i was freaking out pacing and crying. but they were amazingly patient with me working with me no matter where my spinning thoughts went. there was no meditating just me blasting music via headphones pacing crying and talking.for over an hour i talked to them and they helped me see that the part of my mind that i thought was dark and broken wasn't at all. they 'lit' a candle for me to see what this part of my mind really was. even now i feel this kind of peace knowing that i'm not as broken inside as i thought i was.

This is truly sweet :)

Glad to hear you had such wonderful experiences!!!! :D

Truth4eversaid:
I've had few stand out experences over the 10+ years of being dedicated. three of them stand out to me.
the first happened not long after i dedicated. i was online-don't remember who i was talking to or what i was doing- then i feel a sharp pain in my back at the same time i 'saw' Father Zeus slam his fist into my back leaving his symbole in my aura.-the one with the v at the bottom- i know i had been wondering if he had accepted me at the time. it sure answered my question!
The second time was with Bastet. there was a big adoption event-this was oct 2016-i had said a small prayer to her asking to be led to the cat that is right for me. i go in the building to my shock to find almost every cat asleep! the one cat i found awake was an 8 month old all black male. he was pacing his cage meowing for me! before we both know it i've got him in a carrier and am heading home he has been the most wonderful feline friend i could ask for!
the third time happened last sunday. i was going to bed and i kept hearing-'explore the darkness in your mind' my gd is Set and he had tried to get me to do just that years ago. i 'saw' Father in my mind and Set. i was freaking out pacing and crying. but they were amazingly patient with me working with me no matter where my spinning thoughts went. there was no meditating just me blasting music via headphones pacing crying and talking.for over an hour i talked to them and they helped me see that the part of my mind that i thought was dark and broken wasn't at all. they 'lit' a candle for me to see what this part of my mind really was. even now i feel this kind of peace knowing that i'm not as broken inside as i thought i was.

This is truly sweet :)

Glad to hear you had such wonderful experiences!!!! :D

Oct 13, 2018#20

Cyn666said:
Some time after dedicating, I had put a pause on my spiritual advancement as I was put into quite the trying situation. When I came back, I had a dream I had missed calls from Father Zeus. And a Guardian Daemon told me, "he's so excited to finally see you again! He's missed you all this time!"
Another time, when I felt quite alone and needed a sign I was on the right track, I had two ravens appear in front of me. At the time I was looking into Viking mythology and such, so I took it as literally being Odin's Hugin and Munin. I was overcome with feelings of support and positivity.
I also have an Incubi partner, and at my worst of times in mental toughness, he will appear in my dreams just to say the right thing that motivates me to get back on my feet again.
I've had a plethora of signs from the Gods. And I couldn't be any more thankful to them.

That's very awesome!!! :D

Cyn666said:
Some time after dedicating, I had put a pause on my spiritual advancement as I was put into quite the trying situation. When I came back, I had a dream I had missed calls from Father Zeus. And a Guardian Daemon told me, "he's so excited to finally see you again! He's missed you all this time!"
Another time, when I felt quite alone and needed a sign I was on the right track, I had two ravens appear in front of me. At the time I was looking into Viking mythology and such, so I took it as literally being Odin's Hugin and Munin. I was overcome with feelings of support and positivity.
I also have an Incubi partner, and at my worst of times in mental toughness, he will appear in my dreams just to say the right thing that motivates me to get back on my feet again.
I've had a plethora of signs from the Gods. And I couldn't be any more thankful to them.

That's very awesome!!! :D