MaxRideWizardLord said:
I think you spent the same amount of time it would've taken to open all of your chakras responding to all of that. Your efforts to find the truth are clearly bullshit.
Satan and the gods are very busy and they don't have time to spare for everyone, especially those who doubt them. Because you see the thing is, if you're still in this xian mindset where you feel like the gods have to prove their existence to you, then there's no point in proving it to you at all in the first place. You know why? Because if they give you the slightest signal to their existence you'll only be satisfied temporarily.
You'll want another sign, then another, then a more 'concrete' one, then one you'd be able to take without a doubt but you know what? You'll
still doubt their existence and you know why? Because you clearly haven't deprogrammed yourself from the enemy mindset and that's why you're miserable. You haven't let go of everything because you're half-assing your faith towards Satan and the gods and obviously aren't as dedicated as you claim to be.
You're going to have to push through your doubts like I did when I was starting out so long ago and advance yourself regardless, otherwise you're not going to get far here and the enemy will be able to easily influence you.
Now if you respond to me with another god damn book instead of opening your fucking eyes and taking the reality of the situation as it is and just doing meditations instead of bitching about 'muh feelings', then you will have proven yourself not worth my time. No, not everybody is going to sympathize with you or coddle you and tell you everything is going to be okay, the reason for that is because we know it's not going to be unless you yourself do something about it, not us.
Now go do the Rituals.