Meditations/summoning/help

[doesntmatter330]

I'm trying to work on my meditations so my mind will be strong enough to summon and try to find my GD but I feel like I am haveing trouble and I was wondering if any one would mind giving advice to me to help I would really appriciate it I want to advance and do my best but I live in a christian home that is very hatefull I have trouble and they dont know that I am not a christian but they still try to cause problems for me so I want to know also if there is a way to help protect myself I just want a little help if someone doesnt mind giving me an honest answer.
Hail Father Satan!

 

[Brian Gibbons]

Best thing you can do is let them think what they want.Do not revel what is happening to you,and make sure that your clean your aura and chakras everyday.My wife just got out of that environment,and I had to not only protect her with protective magic,but also do bindings too.The bad thing is the enemy knows you are awake now,and that filthy spirit,will fuck with you in every way it can.So just be aware that when you feel like you are being attack by other people,like her it could just be the enemy using weak minded people to cause you trouble.Do lots of positive affirmations,and try to keep your soul clean and strong. 
 Hail Satan
Brian 

From: doesntmatter330 <doesntmatter330@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, August 14, 2012 5:40 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Meditations/summoning/help

  I'm trying to work on my meditations so my mind will be strong enough to summon and try to find my GD but I feel like I am haveing trouble and I was wondering if any one would mind giving advice to me to help I would really appriciate it I want to advance and do my best but I live in a christian home that is very hatefull I have trouble and they dont know that I am not a christian but they still try to cause problems for me so I want to know also if there is a way to help protect myself I just want a little help if someone doesnt mind giving me an honest answer.
Hail Father Satan!

 

[En Haradren Amlug]

It is good that you have a goal that you are working towards. Keep that up.
Other than that the best tip I or anyone can really give you is just keep at it. Keep meditating and focusing on empowering yourself. Day by day, step by step, you are progressing. You'll start to feel and and see it. Just don't give up and keep consistant.
As for your family, I agree with Brian. Just keep that you're a Satanist to yourself. They don't need to know. Focus on yourself and ignore them.

Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "doesntmatter330" <doesntmatter330@... wrote:

I'm trying to work on my meditations so my mind will be strong enough to summon and try to find my GD but I feel like I am haveing trouble and I was wondering if any one would mind giving advice to me to help I would really appriciate it I want to advance and do my best but I live in a christian home that is very hatefull I have trouble and they dont know that I am not a christian but they still try to cause problems for me so I want to know also if there is a way to help protect myself I just want a little help if someone doesnt mind giving me an honest answer.
Hail Father Satan!

 

[Celina]

You might want to read these:
http://www.vovimbaghie.com/satanic-serm ... on-magick/
http://www.vovimbaghie.com/satanic-serm ... -emotions/

Just keep at it. You'll be fine.

HAIL SATAN!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "doesntmatter330" <doesntmatter330@... wrote:

I'm trying to work on my meditations so my mind will be strong enough to summon and try to find my GD but I feel like I am haveing trouble and I was wondering if any one would mind giving advice to me to help I would really appriciate it I want to advance and do my best but I live in a christian home that is very hatefull I have trouble and they dont know that I am not a christian but they still try to cause problems for me so I want to know also if there is a way to help protect myself I just want a little help if someone doesnt mind giving me an honest answer.
Hail Father Satan!