Meditating

[Pierce Talanski]

I've noticed lately that when I've been meditating, my heart chakra and solar plexus vibrate very rapidly, my legs often go numb, then I feel pleasure in my lower body, similar to that of an orgasm. I'm not trying to make this happen, it just sort of creeps up when I start to meditate. Also, I'm hearing voices, again when I'm meditating. For example, I'm meditating on Father Enki, and a voice comes in my head and says something like "fuck Enki". It's even starting to be degrading towards me, i.e. "You're a worthless piece of shit, go die." At first, I thought I went nuts and had schizophrenia, and actually saw a shrink. Apparently I'm relatively normal. So, can someone please help me with dealing with this.

 

[David H]

Well I'll give what advice I can for the situation.

Concerning the voices, This is most likely just that your in trance state during your meditation and while trying to suppress your natural instinct for thinking you aren't entirely able to. Take a few extra moments prior to doing your spiritual meditations to just meditate on yourself, give 5-10 minutes to focus on and calm your mind entirely before beginning. The fact that the voices are speaking about Ea in such a way is discerning, I don't really know why they would be saying such things.

Concerning the chakra, Just meditate on these two energies more in depth. Make sure to align them correctly, and to align the connecting energies properly.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Pierce Talanski" <ptalanski@... wrote:

I've noticed lately that when I've been meditating, my heart chakra and solar plexus vibrate very rapidly, my legs often go numb, then I feel pleasure in my lower body, similar to that of an orgasm. I'm not trying to make this happen, it just sort of creeps up when I start to meditate. Also, I'm hearing voices, again when I'm meditating. For example, I'm meditating on Father Enki, and a voice comes in my head and says something like "fuck Enki". It's even starting to be degrading towards me, i.e. "You're a worthless piece of shit, go die." At first, I thought I went nuts and had schizophrenia, and actually saw a shrink. Apparently I'm relatively normal. So, can someone please help me with dealing with this.