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- Jan 6, 2006
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Hello to my fellow Satanists!
I'm recently new to spiritual satanism, I was never really devoted to christianity because I always had my thoughts about it being real and all the christians I came across are hypocrites, all claim to be goody good, attend their stupid sunday masses and right after leaving they start cursing each other. When I was a "christian" I rarely felt peace, specially now that I lost my job, my creditors calling and I had anxiety attacks every freaking day. I don't know if I did it right, dedicating my soul to my beloved Lord Satan, I did it with some guidance I found on Joy of Satan, I lacked most of the ritual tools but I did it out the bottom of my heart the best I could. I performed my quick dedication ritual at a place I have very close to a mountain and I noticed the black candles consuming faster than usual, it was windy ok, but I had placed the candles on glass holders since I could not find silver ones, was that a sign that my beloved Lord Satan heard my dedication? I mean, that the candles were consuming faster than usual? I've felt calm and haven't had anxiety attacks ever since, nor does the phone frightens me when my creditors start calling one after the other. I hope some can help me start my meditations and if someone is from El Paso, TX, hopefully we can get together to meditate and thank our Lord Satan for bringing us peace.
I'm recently new to spiritual satanism, I was never really devoted to christianity because I always had my thoughts about it being real and all the christians I came across are hypocrites, all claim to be goody good, attend their stupid sunday masses and right after leaving they start cursing each other. When I was a "christian" I rarely felt peace, specially now that I lost my job, my creditors calling and I had anxiety attacks every freaking day. I don't know if I did it right, dedicating my soul to my beloved Lord Satan, I did it with some guidance I found on Joy of Satan, I lacked most of the ritual tools but I did it out the bottom of my heart the best I could. I performed my quick dedication ritual at a place I have very close to a mountain and I noticed the black candles consuming faster than usual, it was windy ok, but I had placed the candles on glass holders since I could not find silver ones, was that a sign that my beloved Lord Satan heard my dedication? I mean, that the candles were consuming faster than usual? I've felt calm and haven't had anxiety attacks ever since, nor does the phone frightens me when my creditors start calling one after the other. I hope some can help me start my meditations and if someone is from El Paso, TX, hopefully we can get together to meditate and thank our Lord Satan for bringing us peace.