allyshia93
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- Joined
- Apr 16, 2010
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I've been apart of this group for almost four years, it will be four years this march on the 23rd. I'm proud of how advanced I have become and very proud to have made friends with the Gods and with my fellow brothers and sisters here.
I've become fully advanced and during November last year I was preparing to do meditations on the Magnum opus. For a full month up until december I meditated, morning and night after a nice clean shower, I'd clean my aura, I'd put up an Aura protection, I'd doing my usual Power meditaions and I'd focus on my energy around me and my Aura.
Coming up to December I suddenly realized something that I'm unsure will become a flaw in trying to proceed in the Magnum Opus.
Sometimes I feel like apart of my soul, the really ancient and old part of me has become dark and hurt, through the years of pain I have dealt with in multiple lives before this life. I've been focusing on easeing that side of me, to try and calm myself down despite how harsh the enemies have been upon me.
However for once I'm looking for aid in proceeding with the Magnum Opus. I believe I'm ready now to start it, however I would like some advice on the subject whether that small part of me that still hurts in a sense would become a flaw or a negative impact in the Magnum Opus.
I'm guessing its a yes that it will cause some problems for me howevever I guess its always worth asking on here as well as the Gods.
Eligos has been telling me to focus on all of my elements, keeping them in tune and my energy as well.
I've come a long way, and I will continue to, and I know there will always be much more for me to learn.
Hail Father Satan!
Hail The Gods Of Duat!
Heil Hitler!
I've become fully advanced and during November last year I was preparing to do meditations on the Magnum opus. For a full month up until december I meditated, morning and night after a nice clean shower, I'd clean my aura, I'd put up an Aura protection, I'd doing my usual Power meditaions and I'd focus on my energy around me and my Aura.
Coming up to December I suddenly realized something that I'm unsure will become a flaw in trying to proceed in the Magnum Opus.
Sometimes I feel like apart of my soul, the really ancient and old part of me has become dark and hurt, through the years of pain I have dealt with in multiple lives before this life. I've been focusing on easeing that side of me, to try and calm myself down despite how harsh the enemies have been upon me.
However for once I'm looking for aid in proceeding with the Magnum Opus. I believe I'm ready now to start it, however I would like some advice on the subject whether that small part of me that still hurts in a sense would become a flaw or a negative impact in the Magnum Opus.
I'm guessing its a yes that it will cause some problems for me howevever I guess its always worth asking on here as well as the Gods.
Eligos has been telling me to focus on all of my elements, keeping them in tune and my energy as well.
I've come a long way, and I will continue to, and I know there will always be much more for me to learn.
Hail Father Satan!
Hail The Gods Of Duat!
Heil Hitler!