Magickian

[nastilles]

hi, i am to be a magician (thelemic) and i kinda signed an oath but i am greatly interested in becoming a Zevist so was kinda askin if i can become a Zevist and quit thelema or something bearing in mind that magickal oaths bind a magician forever and i think they cant be brocken. What advice can be given to me in such a case? can i use my rotual tools for thelema in Zevism since they were consecrated using thelemic formula (oil of abramelin) and back here in kenya its very had to get the tools and i actually had to implement the ones am using.