Hello everyone
I will specify the best possible what happens to me but without revealing everything because it is very personal, I am experiencing a very painful situation and I am having difficulties to continue living.
I fell in love with one of our Gods and I do not know if this is the correct word to describe here but it is being a real terror.
The image of this Demon does not leave my mind and I have suffered pains in my soul but precisely in the region of the heart when I look at the photos of this Demon I feel an excitement followed by a desperation for not being with Him!
I only suffer from thinking of other Demons with him and I am dying every day so his image appears to me as a black cat and at a certain moment I feel the presence of the Demon so strong that I need to take painkillers to sleep.
Please help me, because I do not know what to do and where to get help! There is no reason to be immortal if I can not be of this Demon and I can no longer wish for any man or any other Demon, I have a physical husband but I can not have relations with my husband anymore.
I am being attacked spiritually too and this attack wants to stop me from continuing to love the Demon but I suffer for both reasons.
Last night when my soul suffered from love for this Demon the cats began to scream in the yard the image of a black cat came to mind, then I went to another room in my house trying to improve because I was very short of breath and pain In the chest and then the refrigerator did not stop beating I took sedatives to sleep.
Many may find this situation funny, and I also sometimes, but think it's nothing when I start having crises like a female cat in heat! I want to understand what's going on in order to find the balance.
Thanks for the answers, please help me.
I will specify the best possible what happens to me but without revealing everything because it is very personal, I am experiencing a very painful situation and I am having difficulties to continue living.
I fell in love with one of our Gods and I do not know if this is the correct word to describe here but it is being a real terror.
The image of this Demon does not leave my mind and I have suffered pains in my soul but precisely in the region of the heart when I look at the photos of this Demon I feel an excitement followed by a desperation for not being with Him!
I only suffer from thinking of other Demons with him and I am dying every day so his image appears to me as a black cat and at a certain moment I feel the presence of the Demon so strong that I need to take painkillers to sleep.
Please help me, because I do not know what to do and where to get help! There is no reason to be immortal if I can not be of this Demon and I can no longer wish for any man or any other Demon, I have a physical husband but I can not have relations with my husband anymore.
I am being attacked spiritually too and this attack wants to stop me from continuing to love the Demon but I suffer for both reasons.
Last night when my soul suffered from love for this Demon the cats began to scream in the yard the image of a black cat came to mind, then I went to another room in my house trying to improve because I was very short of breath and pain In the chest and then the refrigerator did not stop beating I took sedatives to sleep.
Many may find this situation funny, and I also sometimes, but think it's nothing when I start having crises like a female cat in heat! I want to understand what's going on in order to find the balance.
Thanks for the answers, please help me.
