Loosing energy, Being slow and weak Because of meditation

Oct 20, 2021#1

This is normal and part of the transformation/stages of the Serpent. One period you feel like exploding of life, one period you regress in a state of comatose. This is still adapting to this and the soul opening. For example when your sexual energy begins to rise, for days or even months you have no desire for sex, or the opposite. This happened to me.

You have to learn your sweet spot of equilibrium, both spiritual, mental and physical with your meditations and push a little bit everyday. You should let more time go on. Have you tried balancing your elements? Your elements go mayhem during some stages.

Also, does your energy flow downward from the head? If not, you must focus of streaming down the airy cold river from the Crown and 3rd eye at least to the heart.

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This is normal and part of the transformation/stages of the Serpent. One period you feel like exploding of life, one period you regress in a state of comatose. This is still adapting to this and the soul opening. For example when your sexual energy begins to rise, for days or even months you have no desire for sex, or the opposite. This happened to me.

You have to learn your sweet spot of equilibrium, both spiritual, mental and physical with your meditations and push a little bit everyday. You should let more time go on. Have you tried balancing your elements? Your elements go mayhem during some stages.

Also, does your energy flow downward from the head? If not, you must focus of streaming down the airy cold river from the Crown and 3rd eye at least to the heart.

Oct 21, 2021#2

NakedPlutosaid:
This is normal and part of the transformation/stages of the Serpent. One period you feel like exploding of life, one period you regress in a state of comatose. This is still adapting to this and the soul opening. For example when your sexual energy begins to rise, for days or even months you have no desire for sex, or the opposite. This happened to me.

Relatable. Sometimes my sex drive is extremely high then sometimes it goes low for a few weeks.

To the OP, check if transiting Neptune is contacting your Mars, Sun, chart ruler or even the 1st house. Neptune can drain you when it contacts any of these. Sowilo in your solar chakra for 40 days can help if it's related to a transit.

NakedPlutosaid:
This is normal and part of the transformation/stages of the Serpent. One period you feel like exploding of life, one period you regress in a state of comatose. This is still adapting to this and the soul opening. For example when your sexual energy begins to rise, for days or even months you have no desire for sex, or the opposite. This happened to me.

Relatable. Sometimes my sex drive is extremely high then sometimes it goes low for a few weeks.

To the OP, check if transiting Neptune is contacting your Mars, Sun, chart ruler or even the 1st house. Neptune can drain you when it contacts any of these. Sowilo in your solar chakra for 40 days can help if it's related to a transit.

Oct 21, 2021#3

NakedPlutosaid:
This is normal and part of the transformation/stages of the Serpent. One period you feel like exploding of life, one period you regress in a state of comatose. This is still adapting to this and the soul opening. For example when your sexual energy begins to rise, for days or even months you have no desire for sex, or the opposite. This happened to me.
You have to learn your sweet spot of equilibrium, both spiritual, mental and physical with your meditations and push a little bit everyday. You should let more time go on. Have you tried balancing your elements? Your elements go mayhem during some stages.
Also, does your energy flow downward from the head? If not, you must focus of streaming down the airy cold river from the Crown and 3rd eye at least to the heart.

After facing this, I have not even dared trying to work on the elements. I used to balance them. Alternating on each that I felt needed work. But I guess I should start working on the elements. Should I focus on the fire element for a while? I am thinking earth might make me more slow and low buzzed.

I don’t know what to say about flowing energy downward. I work with SATANAMA so often and i try to lighten the energy in all parts of my soul. But maybe I should focus letting the energy flow downward to the lower Chakras; but again what will this help? Just to increase my understanding

NakedPlutosaid:
This is normal and part of the transformation/stages of the Serpent. One period you feel like exploding of life, one period you regress in a state of comatose. This is still adapting to this and the soul opening. For example when your sexual energy begins to rise, for days or even months you have no desire for sex, or the opposite. This happened to me.
You have to learn your sweet spot of equilibrium, both spiritual, mental and physical with your meditations and push a little bit everyday. You should let more time go on. Have you tried balancing your elements? Your elements go mayhem during some stages.
Also, does your energy flow downward from the head? If not, you must focus of streaming down the airy cold river from the Crown and 3rd eye at least to the heart.

After facing this, I have not even dared trying to work on the elements. I used to balance them. Alternating on each that I felt needed work. But I guess I should start working on the elements. Should I focus on the fire element for a while? I am thinking earth might make me more slow and low buzzed.

I don’t know what to say about flowing energy downward. I work with SATANAMA so often and i try to lighten the energy in all parts of my soul. But maybe I should focus letting the energy flow downward to the lower Chakras; but again what will this help? Just to increase my understanding

Oct 21, 2021#4

Blackdragon666said:
NakedPlutosaid:
This is normal and part of the transformation/stages of the Serpent. One period you feel like exploding of life, one period you regress in a state of comatose. This is still adapting to this and the soul opening. For example when your sexual energy begins to rise, for days or even months you have no desire for sex, or the opposite. This happened to me.
Relatable. Sometimes my sex drive is extremely high then sometimes it goes low for a few weeks.
To the OP, check if transiting Neptune is contacting your Mars, Sun, chart ruler or even the 1st house. Neptune can drain you when it contacts any of these. Sowilo in your solar chakra for 40 days can help if it's related to a transit.

Thanks. I was doing RAUM meditation on the solar chakra for the first 7-10 days. And the first time it was so brilliant. But then The lowness started coming. Low sex drive, slow speaking, slow walking, mental laziness. I could feel it increasing and so I stopped.

It’s just a fucked up state. I will check up with the Neptune transit. But I hardly think that is the reason. I feel it is 99% related to my meditations. I feel like I am starting at level one. At crossroads. Going back isn’t an option and going forward is challenging. Damn, i miss the old days.

I remember the old days, was filled with thrill. I was less intelligent and more impulsive but had soo much desire for life. Could do as much as 600 reps a day. My sex drive amazing. But nowadays waking up in the morning, its just meh. I am praying that the gods give me a helping hand in this stage. Coz sometimes suicide thoughts happen.

It might seem not a big issue in written form. But it is that much intense in reality. I feel like part of me is missing. So much confusion too.

Blackdragon666said:
NakedPlutosaid:
This is normal and part of the transformation/stages of the Serpent. One period you feel like exploding of life, one period you regress in a state of comatose. This is still adapting to this and the soul opening. For example when your sexual energy begins to rise, for days or even months you have no desire for sex, or the opposite. This happened to me.
Relatable. Sometimes my sex drive is extremely high then sometimes it goes low for a few weeks.
To the OP, check if transiting Neptune is contacting your Mars, Sun, chart ruler or even the 1st house. Neptune can drain you when it contacts any of these. Sowilo in your solar chakra for 40 days can help if it's related to a transit.

Thanks. I was doing RAUM meditation on the solar chakra for the first 7-10 days. And the first time it was so brilliant. But then The lowness started coming. Low sex drive, slow speaking, slow walking, mental laziness. I could feel it increasing and so I stopped.

It’s just a fucked up state. I will check up with the Neptune transit. But I hardly think that is the reason. I feel it is 99% related to my meditations. I feel like I am starting at level one. At crossroads. Going back isn’t an option and going forward is challenging. Damn, i miss the old days.

I remember the old days, was filled with thrill. I was less intelligent and more impulsive but had soo much desire for life. Could do as much as 600 reps a day. My sex drive amazing. But nowadays waking up in the morning, its just meh. I am praying that the gods give me a helping hand in this stage. Coz sometimes suicide thoughts happen.

It might seem not a big issue in written form. But it is that much intense in reality. I feel like part of me is missing. So much confusion too.

Oct 21, 2021#5

So this is a normal process of advancement? So do i need to do anything to get out of this state? Or will it just be over on its own? Will taking medication or herbs help in anyway?

Oct 21, 2021#6

In my opinion, chasing the thrill is not the way to go, you need to find a balance in your mind.
Hatha yoga is to be done everyday.
And this can help you:
https://archive.md/k2uKd

I am reaching towards a green apple.

Oct 21, 2021#7

You might be losing energy. After every Yoga session you should do the Moola Bandha to take energy upwards and Focus it on the particular Chakra for the day (Monday Sixth Chakra, Tuesday - Sacral etc). Also excessive ejaculation causes a depletion of energy. So you need to check that if you are doing it. If your feeling Weak, Ashwagandha tablets can make your energy up safely.

Oct 21, 2021#8

Aquariussaid:
In my opinion, chasing the thrill is not the way to go, you need to find a balance in your mind.
Hatha yoga is to be done everyday.
And this can help you:
https://archive.md/k2uKd

Thanks alot. Will now do Hatha Yoga everyday. I feel very balanced. Too balanced that it seems i am drugged. I wont give up, i am gonna do yoga and SATANAMA everyday

Oct 21, 2021#9

Jacksaid:
You might be losing energy. After every Yoga session you should do the Moola Bandha to take energy upwards and Focus it on the particular Chakra for the day (Monday Sixth Chakra, Tuesday - Sacral etc). Also excessive ejaculation causes a depletion of energy. So you need to check that if you are doing it. If your feeling Weak, Ashwagandha tablets can make your energy up safely.

I am very careful on the excessive ejaculation. Very careful. I sometimes have sex without ejaculating. Let me look up on the Moola Bandha. Thanks Jack.

Jacksaid:
You might be losing energy. After every Yoga session you should do the Moola Bandha to take energy upwards and Focus it on the particular Chakra for the day (Monday Sixth Chakra, Tuesday - Sacral etc). Also excessive ejaculation causes a depletion of energy. So you need to check that if you are doing it. If your feeling Weak, Ashwagandha tablets can make your energy up safely.

I am very careful on the excessive ejaculation. Very careful. I sometimes have sex without ejaculating. Let me look up on the Moola Bandha. Thanks Jack.

Oct 21, 2021#10

Aquariussaid:
In my opinion, chasing the thrill is not the way to go, you need to find a balance in your mind.
Hatha yoga is to be done everyday.
And this can help you:
https://archive.md/k2uKd

I am not chasing the thrill meaning like an adrenaline junkie. No. Just the normal thrill of life. Waking up, feeling alive. Wanting to do something with your life. Being positive minded. Etc. I’ll work on the balancing factor. The thing is I dont even do alot. Just 100reps is so little compared to the fact that i used to do 600reps.

Anyway. I’ll do yoga. And Satanama and hopefully i will be at a better place.

Aquariussaid:
In my opinion, chasing the thrill is not the way to go, you need to find a balance in your mind.
Hatha yoga is to be done everyday.
And this can help you:
https://archive.md/k2uKd

I am not chasing the thrill meaning like an adrenaline junkie. No. Just the normal thrill of life. Waking up, feeling alive. Wanting to do something with your life. Being positive minded. Etc. I’ll work on the balancing factor. The thing is I dont even do alot. Just 100reps is so little compared to the fact that i used to do 600reps.

Anyway. I’ll do yoga. And Satanama and hopefully i will be at a better place.

Oct 21, 2021#11

TanzanianGodsaid:
Aquariussaid:
In my opinion, chasing the thrill is not the way to go, you need to find a balance in your mind.
Hatha yoga is to be done everyday.
And this can help you:
https://archive.md/k2uKd
I am not chasing the thrill meaning like an adrenaline junkie. No. Just the normal thrill of life. Waking up, feeling alive. Wanting to do something with your life. Being positive minded. Etc. I’ll work on the balancing factor. The thing is I dont even do alot. Just 100reps is so little compared to the fact that i used to do 600reps.
Anyway. I’ll do yoga. And Satanama and hopefully i will be at a better place.

Do you exercise physically and maintain optimal diet? Because physical exercise can go a very long way here. You will wake up rejuvenated.

TanzanianGodsaid:
Aquariussaid:
In my opinion, chasing the thrill is not the way to go, you need to find a balance in your mind.
Hatha yoga is to be done everyday.
And this can help you:
https://archive.md/k2uKd
I am not chasing the thrill meaning like an adrenaline junkie. No. Just the normal thrill of life. Waking up, feeling alive. Wanting to do something with your life. Being positive minded. Etc. I’ll work on the balancing factor. The thing is I dont even do alot. Just 100reps is so little compared to the fact that i used to do 600reps.
Anyway. I’ll do yoga. And Satanama and hopefully i will be at a better place.

Do you exercise physically and maintain optimal diet? Because physical exercise can go a very long way here. You will wake up rejuvenated.

Oct 21, 2021#12

If you are worried about playing with elements, why not invoke ether ? I read that it helps balance the elements.

You don't need to invoke 11 breaths at first but gradually increase it from a small number and seeing how it feels or if there are any side effects.
For eg, you could invoke 5 breaths for 3-4 days and if you feel fine, then you could either continue with higher number of breaths in the upcoming days or stop doing it if any side effects do manifest.

If you are worried about playing with elements, why not invoke ether ? I read that it helps balance the elements.

You don't need to invoke 11 breaths at first but gradually increase it from a small number and seeing how it feels or if there are any side effects.
For eg, you could invoke 5 breaths for 3-4 days and if you feel fine, then you could either continue with higher number of breaths in the upcoming days or stop doing it if any side effects do manifest.

Oct 21, 2021#13

TanzanianGodsaid:
Greetings.
When I stopped meditating, Had a lot of physical energy, sexual desire was back. And i was working harder than ever. It was the time that I made the most amount of money in a very short time. But then after three months or so, I started feeling like shit and had to get back to my meditation.

As I have been and I still am through similar problems I will try to give my input here.

- Neptune transits to Mars may lower sex drive, and drive for life in general. Opposite side of the coin, I found out those transits are very useful for spiritual actions, such as, improving meditation and sublimating your soul to upper levels, where possible. When Neptune is stationary (going retrograde, or direct) those are the worst moments for Mars energies to be lowered. This may last 3/4 years or even more.
- Due to Neptune is a very spiritual planet, I found out low sex drive and general male energies weakness was also due to a christian recrudescence. Some christian people, unfortunately linked to my chakras and/or with an influence on my life and mind, were trying to push that filth to me, exploiting this transit and its weakness. Re-reading Exposing christianity and Isa+Gebo binding to the persons attacking me, where helpful to reject disturbing thoughts. Also obviously cutting them off as much as possible from life. Those people attached to my 2nd chakra (Mars) draining male and sexual energies somehow. Not easy to fix for me.
- I would ask more input from HP Zevios here, as I practiced intense sport at time - without apparent success in raising male/Mars energies. Most likely, it was low intensity/long hours sport like swimming, so possibly exhausting me. Still unclear as I still got some temporary male energies boosts with no apparent patterns.
- Low Testosterone levels. This may be due to poor diet (i.e. too much sugar, low protein, low red meat/eggs intake, low Zinc, and low Magnesium according to my informations), no sport, age, and too much use of this hormone (i.e. a very hard job where you constantly need to prevail on others, or control them, or generally you need to exert power on others - too much may drain you).

As I am still struggling with this issue, I am adding my informations and seeking as well more ideas from your experience to add.
I trust this may be of help.

TanzanianGodsaid:
Greetings.
When I stopped meditating, Had a lot of physical energy, sexual desire was back. And i was working harder than ever. It was the time that I made the most amount of money in a very short time. But then after three months or so, I started feeling like shit and had to get back to my meditation.

As I have been and I still am through similar problems I will try to give my input here.

- Neptune transits to Mars may lower sex drive, and drive for life in general. Opposite side of the coin, I found out those transits are very useful for spiritual actions, such as, improving meditation and sublimating your soul to upper levels, where possible. When Neptune is stationary (going retrograde, or direct) those are the worst moments for Mars energies to be lowered. This may last 3/4 years or even more.
- Due to Neptune is a very spiritual planet, I found out low sex drive and general male energies weakness was also due to a christian recrudescence. Some christian people, unfortunately linked to my chakras and/or with an influence on my life and mind, were trying to push that filth to me, exploiting this transit and its weakness. Re-reading Exposing christianity and Isa+Gebo binding to the persons attacking me, where helpful to reject disturbing thoughts. Also obviously cutting them off as much as possible from life. Those people attached to my 2nd chakra (Mars) draining male and sexual energies somehow. Not easy to fix for me.
- I would ask more input from HP Zevios here, as I practiced intense sport at time - without apparent success in raising male/Mars energies. Most likely, it was low intensity/long hours sport like swimming, so possibly exhausting me. Still unclear as I still got some temporary male energies boosts with no apparent patterns.
- Low Testosterone levels. This may be due to poor diet (i.e. too much sugar, low protein, low red meat/eggs intake, low Zinc, and low Magnesium according to my informations), no sport, age, and too much use of this hormone (i.e. a very hard job where you constantly need to prevail on others, or control them, or generally you need to exert power on others - too much may drain you).

As I am still struggling with this issue, I am adding my informations and seeking as well more ideas from your experience to add.
I trust this may be of help.

Oct 21, 2021#14

HP. Zevios Metathronossaid:
TanzanianGodsaid:
Aquariussaid:
I am not chasing the thrill meaning like an adrenaline junkie. No. Just the normal thrill of life. Waking up, feeling alive. Wanting to do something with your life. Being positive minded. Etc. I’ll work on the balancing factor. The thing is I dont even do alot. Just 100reps is so little compared to the fact that i used to do 600reps.
Anyway. I’ll do yoga. And Satanama and hopefully i will be at a better place.
Do you exercise physically and maintain optimal diet? Because physical exercise can go a very long way here. You will wake up rejuvenated.
Yes I did. And it gave no noticed results in the energy change. I lift weights. And so i gave it little focus. But now that you have said about it. I’ll include it more. I always try to have a good balanced diet.

Oct 21, 2021#15

Usernamesaid:
If you are worried about playing with elements, why not invoke ether ? I read that it helps balance the elements.
You don't need to invoke 11 breaths at first but gradually increase it from a small number and seeing how it feels or if there are any side effects.
For eg, you could invoke 5 breaths for 3-4 days and if you feel fine, then you could either continue with higher number of breaths in the upcoming days or stop doing it if any side effects do manifest.

Oh yes. Instead of doing only the fire, let me do The ether. Thanks alot for the update.

Usernamesaid:
If you are worried about playing with elements, why not invoke ether ? I read that it helps balance the elements.
You don't need to invoke 11 breaths at first but gradually increase it from a small number and seeing how it feels or if there are any side effects.
For eg, you could invoke 5 breaths for 3-4 days and if you feel fine, then you could either continue with higher number of breaths in the upcoming days or stop doing it if any side effects do manifest.

Oh yes. Instead of doing only the fire, let me do The ether. Thanks alot for the update.

Oct 21, 2021#16

100 Dayssaid:
TanzanianGodsaid:
Greetings.
When I stopped meditating, Had a lot of physical energy, sexual desire was back. And i was working harder than ever. It was the time that I made the most amount of money in a very short time. But then after three months or so, I started feeling like shit and had to get back to my meditation.
As I have been and I still am through similar problems I will try to give my input here.
- Neptune transits to Mars may lower sex drive, and drive for life in general. Opposite side of the coin, I found out those transits are very useful for spiritual actions, such as, improving meditation and sublimating your soul to upper levels, where possible. When Neptune is stationary (going retrograde, or direct) those are the worst moments for Mars energies to be lowered. This may last 3/4 years or even more.
- Due to Neptune is a very spiritual planet, I found out low sex drive and general male energies weakness was also due to a christian recrudescence. Some christian people, unfortunately linked to my chakras and/or with an influence on my life and mind, were trying to push that filth to me, exploiting this transit and its weakness. Re-reading Exposing christianity and Isa+Gebo binding to the persons attacking me, where helpful to reject disturbing thoughts. Also obviously cutting them off as much as possible from life. Those people attached to my 2nd chakra (Mars) draining male and sexual energies somehow. Not easy to fix for me.
- I would ask more input from HP Zevios here, as I practiced intense sport at time - without apparent success in raising male/Mars energies. Most likely, it was low intensity/long hours sport like swimming, so possibly exhausting me. Still unclear as I still got some temporary male energies boosts with no apparent patterns.
- Low Testosterone levels. This may be due to poor diet (i.e. too much sugar, low protein, low red meat/eggs intake, low Zinc, and low Magnesium according to my informations), no sport, age, and too much use of this hormone (i.e. a very hard job where you constantly need to prevail on others, or control them, or generally you need to exert power on others - too much may drain you).

Wow, it might really be the Neptune transit. Wish was more proficient in astrology to be precise. And it scares me like shit. Coz i wish I was taking it in a very positive way. It makes me sad because at the end of the day everything i do or i am supposed to do is slowed down.

But now that I have read people’s comments, I’ll have a list of things put down, for me to do. And give myself time to see what happens. I am actually relieved that I might not be the only, and we can work it out together. Coz I honestly cannot see myself living like this for the next 3years.

100 Dayssaid:
TanzanianGodsaid:
Greetings.
When I stopped meditating, Had a lot of physical energy, sexual desire was back. And i was working harder than ever. It was the time that I made the most amount of money in a very short time. But then after three months or so, I started feeling like shit and had to get back to my meditation.
As I have been and I still am through similar problems I will try to give my input here.
- Neptune transits to Mars may lower sex drive, and drive for life in general. Opposite side of the coin, I found out those transits are very useful for spiritual actions, such as, improving meditation and sublimating your soul to upper levels, where possible. When Neptune is stationary (going retrograde, or direct) those are the worst moments for Mars energies to be lowered. This may last 3/4 years or even more.
- Due to Neptune is a very spiritual planet, I found out low sex drive and general male energies weakness was also due to a christian recrudescence. Some christian people, unfortunately linked to my chakras and/or with an influence on my life and mind, were trying to push that filth to me, exploiting this transit and its weakness. Re-reading Exposing christianity and Isa+Gebo binding to the persons attacking me, where helpful to reject disturbing thoughts. Also obviously cutting them off as much as possible from life. Those people attached to my 2nd chakra (Mars) draining male and sexual energies somehow. Not easy to fix for me.
- I would ask more input from HP Zevios here, as I practiced intense sport at time - without apparent success in raising male/Mars energies. Most likely, it was low intensity/long hours sport like swimming, so possibly exhausting me. Still unclear as I still got some temporary male energies boosts with no apparent patterns.
- Low Testosterone levels. This may be due to poor diet (i.e. too much sugar, low protein, low red meat/eggs intake, low Zinc, and low Magnesium according to my informations), no sport, age, and too much use of this hormone (i.e. a very hard job where you constantly need to prevail on others, or control them, or generally you need to exert power on others - too much may drain you).

Wow, it might really be the Neptune transit. Wish was more proficient in astrology to be precise. And it scares me like shit. Coz i wish I was taking it in a very positive way. It makes me sad because at the end of the day everything i do or i am supposed to do is slowed down.

But now that I have read people’s comments, I’ll have a list of things put down, for me to do. And give myself time to see what happens. I am actually relieved that I might not be the only, and we can work it out together. Coz I honestly cannot see myself living like this for the next 3years.

Oct 22, 2021#17

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TanzanianGodsaid:
Greetings.
I will explain everything necessary so that I can get the desired help. I don’t know if i am the only facing this, But I really need your help.
I have been silent for a while. Not posting anything. My Chakras are all fully open and no blockages at all. My initial serpent rising happened months. This is just to let you reading know that i have no energy blockages at all.

I am not sure about this. Maybe it is not really because of meditation. Even with meditation I was a bit lacking energy because I was working from home and neglecting physical activities. You say you go to the gym, that is a good thing if you can keep this up. Maybe if you sometimes don't have the time or mood for gym, at least replace it with a session of hatha yoga. Or do a some exercises at home. They usually help. I used to do the 5 minutes planking schedule.
BTW maybe you can try putting some extra energy into the base chackra. Try different approaches and see which one works best. Also change the schedule if you get bored of something repetitive for too long. Hope it helps.

TanzanianGodsaid:
Greetings.
I will explain everything necessary so that I can get the desired help. I don’t know if i am the only facing this, But I really need your help.
I have been silent for a while. Not posting anything. My Chakras are all fully open and no blockages at all. My initial serpent rising happened months. This is just to let you reading know that i have no energy blockages at all.

I am not sure about this. Maybe it is not really because of meditation. Even with meditation I was a bit lacking energy because I was working from home and neglecting physical activities. You say you go to the gym, that is a good thing if you can keep this up. Maybe if you sometimes don't have the time or mood for gym, at least replace it with a session of hatha yoga. Or do a some exercises at home. They usually help. I used to do the 5 minutes planking schedule.
BTW maybe you can try putting some extra energy into the base chackra. Try different approaches and see which one works best. Also change the schedule if you get bored of something repetitive for too long. Hope it helps.

Oct 22, 2021#18

TanzanianGodsaid:
Coz I honestly cannot see myself living like this for the next 3years.

Just like with a Saturn transit, one can do workings to offset the negative effects of planetary influence. You can also create a specific AOP to block out some as well.

You might be able to even aim the upcoming Jupiter square at it somehow. Definitely use Sun squares to destroy negative transits.

Oct 22, 2021#19

TanzanianGodsaid:
Blackdragon666said:
NakedPlutosaid:
This is normal and part of the transformation/stages of the Serpent. One period you feel like exploding of life, one period you regress in a state of comatose. This is still adapting to this and the soul opening. For example when your sexual energy begins to rise, for days or even months you have no desire for sex, or the opposite. This happened to me.
Relatable. Sometimes my sex drive is extremely high then sometimes it goes low for a few weeks.
To the OP, check if transiting Neptune is contacting your Mars, Sun, chart ruler or even the 1st house. Neptune can drain you when it contacts any of these. Sowilo in your solar chakra for 40 days can help if it's related to a transit.
Thanks. I was doing RAUM meditation on the solar chakra for the first 7-10 days. And the first time it was so brilliant. But then The lowness started coming. Low sex drive, slow speaking, slow walking, mental laziness. I could feel it increasing and so I stopped.
It’s just a fucked up state. I will check up with the Neptune transit. But I hardly think that is the reason. I feel it is 99% related to my meditations. I feel like I am starting at level one. At crossroads. Going back isn’t an option and going forward is challenging. Damn, i miss the old days.

I wouldn’t recommend stopping. What you describe has happened to me twice at least since i started. Lack of movement, lack of energy, a mind that opposes change and fluctuation, literally no sex drive, etc

I feel you though, it’s a struggle, it made my life a pain specially because I do a lot of physical work on tough environements. it’s also easy to lose track but this is when you need to tame the monster in your head, never desist buddy

TanzanianGodsaid:
Blackdragon666said:
NakedPlutosaid:
This is normal and part of the transformation/stages of the Serpent. One period you feel like exploding of life, one period you regress in a state of comatose. This is still adapting to this and the soul opening. For example when your sexual energy begins to rise, for days or even months you have no desire for sex, or the opposite. This happened to me.
Relatable. Sometimes my sex drive is extremely high then sometimes it goes low for a few weeks.
To the OP, check if transiting Neptune is contacting your Mars, Sun, chart ruler or even the 1st house. Neptune can drain you when it contacts any of these. Sowilo in your solar chakra for 40 days can help if it's related to a transit.
Thanks. I was doing RAUM meditation on the solar chakra for the first 7-10 days. And the first time it was so brilliant. But then The lowness started coming. Low sex drive, slow speaking, slow walking, mental laziness. I could feel it increasing and so I stopped.
It’s just a fucked up state. I will check up with the Neptune transit. But I hardly think that is the reason. I feel it is 99% related to my meditations. I feel like I am starting at level one. At crossroads. Going back isn’t an option and going forward is challenging. Damn, i miss the old days.

I wouldn’t recommend stopping. What you describe has happened to me twice at least since i started. Lack of movement, lack of energy, a mind that opposes change and fluctuation, literally no sex drive, etc

I feel you though, it’s a struggle, it made my life a pain specially because I do a lot of physical work on tough environements. it’s also easy to lose track but this is when you need to tame the monster in your head, never desist buddy