i was raised a christain , but i always belived in something darker ,i ihave watch people i know die in front of me here and in the military i know death well.i do not fear it but want to learn to love it .life is not all there is but excitment and pleasure is always there.i live in roaenoke virginia please e mail me here or at m191145acp@... please contact me i'm really in need off help ! please help me find my self and free satan