johnsnow91988
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Even as a child i never bought into the evolution thing
The though of us and everything tthat surround us being the result of mere chance never resonated with me, i've always believed in God
However this was a metter i never devoted much thought to untill 7 years ago
Thats when my parents wer sucked into one of the most radical, fundamentalist, and destructive christian sects, the Jehovah's Witnesses.
Out of sheer curioisity in the beginning i tagged along and for 3 years i studing the bible and regularly attened their meeting.
The inconsistencies and the hypocrisy were ballant for the get go. basically in order to obtain Jehova's approval we must costantly deny the nature he created us with
-Jehovah created us with rational intelligence and set of skills however in order to have his aporoval we must not use thos to "selfish " purposes but devote our time and energy promiting him.
-Jehovah put us on the planet surrounded with a myriad of material resources to have a comfortable and ever emproving life , again we must deny our wishes to acquire material resources and be content with" just enough to eat and cover ourselves with" ( communist red flag )
-Being the summit of perfection Jehovah's personality is perfectly balanced bethween "ying and yang"
Despite having being created in his immage we must deny half of the nature we have been created with and be willing "turn the other cheeck" and "walk the extra mile" this line of though really agravates me for i am verry vangefull person.
even more outrageous is the suppoused reason why this is so.
According to their doctrine Satan defied Jehovah for a bet saying that he could do better with humanity than Jehovah.
And what did Jehovah do?? instead of straightening the bad guy out je bought into it.
By doing so he put his own precious creation in a loose-loose situation
Either we side with Jehovah and lead a miserable life full of wants and sexual repression for which the prise is an eternity of a dibble in oir hands working just for self sufficiency ( other communist red flag)
Or we side with Satan leading a happy and fulfilling life and pay the price of being destroyed in the armageddon .
What kind of supremely intelligent almighty loving father sits back watching his children goign throught hoops just ot prove a point to a "bad guy" ???
After those 3 years i felt like " there must be a Jehovah but these people most certainly do not represent him"
Meanwhile i finished college started working with my father in his business and 3 years ago i attempted to create a side business of my own with no success.
I burried tens if thousands of my father's hard earned euros in merhcandise that i havent been able to sell yet.
During this time ive prayed countless time to Jehovah for his help , i fervently begged for his favour before go knocking on a potential client's door....of no avail
A few weeks ago a thouhgt hit me " i've begged and begged for your help and all you've done was to leave me high and dry i wonder how your suppoused arch eneny could do worst than this....well maybe he wouldn't maybe if i go to him he will help me. "
I dont know how but i started looking online and a week ago a "stumbled" of JoS.
After having spent the last week reading the information on JoS it all makes sense to me now, it has cleared all the doubts raised during those years of bible studying.
At this point it is importat to clear that i havent commited myself to Satan yet and i have not made ANY ATTEMPT WHATSOEVER at meditation witchcraft or summoning a God of Hell....all have done so far is to read, absorve and process information.
So at this point im confused i dont know what my next step should be??
Or more honestly im kind of afraid of taking that next stpe whatever that may be the reason being this.
I0ve spent the entire ofternoon on my office reading and studying about the Gods of the Gentiles on JoS
2 hours ago i was at the dinner table with my parents and we heard a very loud noise of a woden object hitting the ground in our attic ( we have old furniture stored there)
My father went up to see what happened and according to him a chair and 2 drawres ahd fell.
How should i look at this ??
Could it have been a God/Goddess making his/her precense known?
OR
Was it the enemy trying to scare me away from the path of enlightment??
Thank you for your time and you helpful comments will be most appreciated .
The though of us and everything tthat surround us being the result of mere chance never resonated with me, i've always believed in God
However this was a metter i never devoted much thought to untill 7 years ago
Thats when my parents wer sucked into one of the most radical, fundamentalist, and destructive christian sects, the Jehovah's Witnesses.
Out of sheer curioisity in the beginning i tagged along and for 3 years i studing the bible and regularly attened their meeting.
The inconsistencies and the hypocrisy were ballant for the get go. basically in order to obtain Jehova's approval we must costantly deny the nature he created us with
-Jehovah created us with rational intelligence and set of skills however in order to have his aporoval we must not use thos to "selfish " purposes but devote our time and energy promiting him.
-Jehovah put us on the planet surrounded with a myriad of material resources to have a comfortable and ever emproving life , again we must deny our wishes to acquire material resources and be content with" just enough to eat and cover ourselves with" ( communist red flag )
-Being the summit of perfection Jehovah's personality is perfectly balanced bethween "ying and yang"
Despite having being created in his immage we must deny half of the nature we have been created with and be willing "turn the other cheeck" and "walk the extra mile" this line of though really agravates me for i am verry vangefull person.
even more outrageous is the suppoused reason why this is so.
According to their doctrine Satan defied Jehovah for a bet saying that he could do better with humanity than Jehovah.
And what did Jehovah do?? instead of straightening the bad guy out je bought into it.
By doing so he put his own precious creation in a loose-loose situation
Either we side with Jehovah and lead a miserable life full of wants and sexual repression for which the prise is an eternity of a dibble in oir hands working just for self sufficiency ( other communist red flag)
Or we side with Satan leading a happy and fulfilling life and pay the price of being destroyed in the armageddon .
What kind of supremely intelligent almighty loving father sits back watching his children goign throught hoops just ot prove a point to a "bad guy" ???
After those 3 years i felt like " there must be a Jehovah but these people most certainly do not represent him"
Meanwhile i finished college started working with my father in his business and 3 years ago i attempted to create a side business of my own with no success.
I burried tens if thousands of my father's hard earned euros in merhcandise that i havent been able to sell yet.
During this time ive prayed countless time to Jehovah for his help , i fervently begged for his favour before go knocking on a potential client's door....of no avail
A few weeks ago a thouhgt hit me " i've begged and begged for your help and all you've done was to leave me high and dry i wonder how your suppoused arch eneny could do worst than this....well maybe he wouldn't maybe if i go to him he will help me. "
I dont know how but i started looking online and a week ago a "stumbled" of JoS.
After having spent the last week reading the information on JoS it all makes sense to me now, it has cleared all the doubts raised during those years of bible studying.
At this point it is importat to clear that i havent commited myself to Satan yet and i have not made ANY ATTEMPT WHATSOEVER at meditation witchcraft or summoning a God of Hell....all have done so far is to read, absorve and process information.
So at this point im confused i dont know what my next step should be??
Or more honestly im kind of afraid of taking that next stpe whatever that may be the reason being this.
I0ve spent the entire ofternoon on my office reading and studying about the Gods of the Gentiles on JoS
2 hours ago i was at the dinner table with my parents and we heard a very loud noise of a woden object hitting the ground in our attic ( we have old furniture stored there)
My father went up to see what happened and according to him a chair and 2 drawres ahd fell.
How should i look at this ??
Could it have been a God/Goddess making his/her precense known?
OR
Was it the enemy trying to scare me away from the path of enlightment??
Thank you for your time and you helpful comments will be most appreciated .
