Little help guys...?

[mrbeautiful2020]

Ok, so I'm fairly new and yes...I have performed the dedication ritual. When working on openning my chakrahs, at first it was very intense. Yes, read JoS and several other sites. My problem is, I question everything! If something occurs that maybe supernatural, and they've all been small occurances, I immeadiately question it and figure out logical explinations. I know, I'm being impatient, I got to keep meditating, it'll happen. Well, also I've been seeing alotta greys, and I believe that's pretty negative...but again, lately I am seriously questioning everything so maybe it means nothing. What would be really amazing, is for someone more advanced sort of "sponsored me" or like a spiritual advisor. I know, I know, the answers are with in me, however after all of my reading, it seems as though there is strength in numbers. I'm also aware how LAME my yahoo I.D. is...I'm 27 and created this account like 10 years ago...oh I miss those days.

Hail Satan,

Michael

 

[mrbeautiful2020]

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Thanks for all the help guys...much appreciation.

Ok, so I'm fairly new and yes...I have performed the dedication ritual. When working on openning my chakrahs, at first it was very intense. Yes, read JoS and several other sites. My problem is, I question everything! If something occurs that maybe supernatural, and they've all been small occurances, I immeadiately question it and figure out logical explinations. I know, I'm being impatient, I got to keep meditating, it'll happen. Well, also I've been seeing alotta greys, and I believe that's pretty negative...but again, lately I am seriously questioning everything so maybe it means nothing. What would be really amazing, is for someone more advanced sort of "sponsored me" or like a spiritual advisor. I know, I know, the answers are with in me, however after all of my reading, it seems as though there is strength in numbers. I'm also aware how LAME my yahoo I.D. is...I'm 27 and created this account like 10 years ago...oh I miss those days.

Hail Satan,

Michael