Goldenwings
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Note: This is based on pure intuition i wish someone can correct me if wrong, please forgive any inaccuracy that may be against zevism its not intentional, feel free to point it in comments, if you feel something being "lack of respect" its mistranslation i think in moroccan language and write in english. Thank you
Before dedication, i was okay with any God being my GD i just hoped its not lilith ( i dont know who is yet btw ), also before dedication i managed to get rid of fears related all Gods besides her , i didnt manage to squeeze the last drop, directly after dedication the fear vanished on its own
Then i started thinking of her and actually currently she seems to be my favourite Goddess, she seems to refuse hierarchy ( in some ways) and she also cant be summoned and she chooses the one to be in contact with, i felt my energy matches her
When i was doing dedication ritual , its clearly written in a way that states there is a hierarchy, to be honest i didnt like that at first , and was thinking what should i do then, then i conttinued reading all the dedication ritual and i felt even if its a hierarchy its not
I always refused to subject to a hierarchy, but it was because most of the human hierarchy is designed in a way to push you down or keep you where you are or make you advance very slowly or feed on you to stay alive, i hated that, especially that whatever hierarchy i come in contact with i cant accept but be in the top especially if the ones above me arent worthy of being there , i boldly position myself above , and the worst is when the persons higher than me in hierarchy use their powers against me to impress someone or to feel "how powerful they are" or they just got used to slaves that they think everyone is one.
Thats why in my mind , hierarchy = slavery, but when i went through all the dedication ritual, this isnt a hierarchy with same definition, i truly believe it should have another name since this is not a hierarchy, its designed to make the initiate grow as fast as possible, and designed to free him not to enslave him, thats the exact opposite of what a hierarchy in real world does that i dont accept
It was for the same reason i accepted hierarchy in this forum, the HP& Mods all work hard to make one improve and be free instead of to enslave like what religions does ... And the proof is whoever put in the work and prove competent along with other factors will end up with a title here, so its not the "reptilian hierarchy"
This is impossible for example with islam, mohamed is above you and God pray for mohamed , the wife of mohamed is above you and those you cant reach, they just above, same for the friends of mohamed aka"sahaba" , you cant reach their level, and they did nothing to achieve it they just talked with mohamed and because they are his friends they are above you( not deserved spot in hierarchy)
So it just makes you small, many moroccans i questioned who is better mohamed or your father they say mohamed , even your own family becomes lower than mohamed even if mohamed did nothing for you, more than than muslims invaded north africa like what Oqba did before getting killed by the amazigh king Aksel, and the arabs that attacked the amazigh queen Dihia which was called by them "witch" and worshipper of false Gods
So the hierarchy in Zevism is very different, its a system that frees you instead of enslave you, and the hierarchy is more built on respect and achievement and worthyness etc rather than slavery opression and manipulation, it feels like the parents that teach the child how to walk, they have more authority more power more zverything but they teach him how to walk then send him to school and so on, so they try to make the best version out of him, and thats a very healthy hierarchy
I loved the fact that lilith doesnt appear just because someone advanced "summoned her" , i feel her energy embodies the way i view the universe, and whats made her perfect in my perspective is how she is holding that stance while being 100% feminin , since many in the world today claim to fight for women rights only to end up being alpha males.. which means they lost their feminine energy so they lost what they fought for , since its not about gaining some " rights" and losing your essence in the process, and thats
Why i love so much about lilith , i cant express how much i love this side of her , having that strenght yet staying feminine , in all my life i was questioning why this type of personality doesnt exist in humans ( or i didnt met her), and i have many answers, but i never thought that i will a day saw a women embodying the perfect women in my opinion, this says a lot about Zevism.. since many qualities i felt the world lacked i found the Gods embodied them, which made me feel intense love for them.
Im so Glad the relation between me and the Gods is not one of domination, since that alone would have been enough of a reason for me to quit, the Gods truly feel like awakening the one to his true powers, even when i saw in a dream what i believe was a demon, she didnt assert dominance on me which i truly couldnt stand if it was the case , im just in awe of how perfect the Gods are , to the point i almost get tears when i think that they are being fought.
Before dedication, i was okay with any God being my GD i just hoped its not lilith ( i dont know who is yet btw ), also before dedication i managed to get rid of fears related all Gods besides her , i didnt manage to squeeze the last drop, directly after dedication the fear vanished on its own
Then i started thinking of her and actually currently she seems to be my favourite Goddess, she seems to refuse hierarchy ( in some ways) and she also cant be summoned and she chooses the one to be in contact with, i felt my energy matches her
When i was doing dedication ritual , its clearly written in a way that states there is a hierarchy, to be honest i didnt like that at first , and was thinking what should i do then, then i conttinued reading all the dedication ritual and i felt even if its a hierarchy its not
I always refused to subject to a hierarchy, but it was because most of the human hierarchy is designed in a way to push you down or keep you where you are or make you advance very slowly or feed on you to stay alive, i hated that, especially that whatever hierarchy i come in contact with i cant accept but be in the top especially if the ones above me arent worthy of being there , i boldly position myself above , and the worst is when the persons higher than me in hierarchy use their powers against me to impress someone or to feel "how powerful they are" or they just got used to slaves that they think everyone is one.
Thats why in my mind , hierarchy = slavery, but when i went through all the dedication ritual, this isnt a hierarchy with same definition, i truly believe it should have another name since this is not a hierarchy, its designed to make the initiate grow as fast as possible, and designed to free him not to enslave him, thats the exact opposite of what a hierarchy in real world does that i dont accept
It was for the same reason i accepted hierarchy in this forum, the HP& Mods all work hard to make one improve and be free instead of to enslave like what religions does ... And the proof is whoever put in the work and prove competent along with other factors will end up with a title here, so its not the "reptilian hierarchy"
This is impossible for example with islam, mohamed is above you and God pray for mohamed , the wife of mohamed is above you and those you cant reach, they just above, same for the friends of mohamed aka"sahaba" , you cant reach their level, and they did nothing to achieve it they just talked with mohamed and because they are his friends they are above you( not deserved spot in hierarchy)
So it just makes you small, many moroccans i questioned who is better mohamed or your father they say mohamed , even your own family becomes lower than mohamed even if mohamed did nothing for you, more than than muslims invaded north africa like what Oqba did before getting killed by the amazigh king Aksel, and the arabs that attacked the amazigh queen Dihia which was called by them "witch" and worshipper of false Gods
So the hierarchy in Zevism is very different, its a system that frees you instead of enslave you, and the hierarchy is more built on respect and achievement and worthyness etc rather than slavery opression and manipulation, it feels like the parents that teach the child how to walk, they have more authority more power more zverything but they teach him how to walk then send him to school and so on, so they try to make the best version out of him, and thats a very healthy hierarchy
I loved the fact that lilith doesnt appear just because someone advanced "summoned her" , i feel her energy embodies the way i view the universe, and whats made her perfect in my perspective is how she is holding that stance while being 100% feminin , since many in the world today claim to fight for women rights only to end up being alpha males.. which means they lost their feminine energy so they lost what they fought for , since its not about gaining some " rights" and losing your essence in the process, and thats
Why i love so much about lilith , i cant express how much i love this side of her , having that strenght yet staying feminine , in all my life i was questioning why this type of personality doesnt exist in humans ( or i didnt met her), and i have many answers, but i never thought that i will a day saw a women embodying the perfect women in my opinion, this says a lot about Zevism.. since many qualities i felt the world lacked i found the Gods embodied them, which made me feel intense love for them.
Im so Glad the relation between me and the Gods is not one of domination, since that alone would have been enough of a reason for me to quit, the Gods truly feel like awakening the one to his true powers, even when i saw in a dream what i believe was a demon, she didnt assert dominance on me which i truly couldnt stand if it was the case , im just in awe of how perfect the Gods are , to the point i almost get tears when i think that they are being fought.
