Lies In The Past and still now

[justine ortile]

<td val[/IMG]hello my dear fellow satanist,i say i'm new to the group but not in Father Satan..it's like a switch light on/offi'm a xtian but willing to convert to be a daughter of Father Satan,..but i don't know how..well,.my real problem is i would really like to perish(destroy) the lies xtians put in my mind..they tell lies about Father Satan,.and about the pictures and statue of jezuz in the house,.i want to lock them in a room or whatsoever,.but my family is xtians..they will be angry if i lock it or destroy them..they always make me feel that i'm the "black sheep" of the family..how can i ignore this things..i'm in a bad mood whenever i see this things..they remind me of lies xtians said to me...
very confused justin,[/TD]

 

[Brian Gibbons]

Many of us have been made to feel like black sheep me included justine.All I can tell you is what I did when I found JoS.I just started reading as much as I could,start a daily meditation program(you can tell you family the you took up Yoga for fitness)and try to find a time,when you understand Spiritual Satanism enough,to dedicate your soul to Satan.That way you will have the protection of the Gods,and they can help you to advance.But be sure not to cause waves in your family too if you can(go to church if they want you too)and dont let others know about your relationship with Satan and the Gods.Its a hard thing to live with xtians I know,but you are still under their roof,and one day you will be out on your own to practice as you want.But right now just be very secretive about it,to keep yourself as safe as possible in the mean time.Glad your here,and good luck.
 Hail Satan
Brian 

From: justine ortile <justine_ortile@...
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Sent: Friday, September 7, 2012 1:32 PM
Subject: Lies In The Past and still now

 

<td style="font:[/IMG]hello my dear fellow satanist,i say i'm new to the group but not in Father Satan..it's like a switch light on/offi'm a xtian but willing to convert to be a daughter of Father Satan,..but i don't know how..well,.my real problem is i would really like to perish(destroy) the lies xtians put in my mind..they tell lies about Father Satan,.and about the pictures and statue of jezuz in the house,.i want to lock them in a room or whatsoever,.but my family is xtians..they will be angry if i lock it or destroy them..they always make me feel that i'm the "black sheep" of the family..how can i ignore this things..i'm in a bad mood whenever i see this things..they remind me of lies xtians said to me...
very confused justin,[/TD]