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Kingfisher2 min to read

It's not important, and people won't care, but for purposes of closure I wanted to post this. As of tomorrow I will no longer consider myself a member of the Temple. I have no malice towards anyone here, and certainly no wish to oppose you or your mission, but I can't consider myself a true member.

Over a few years I donated a very large amount to the Temple (and I am not rich at all, just have money from working). I still may donate in the future, but the short story is that a couple years ago I developed a very bad drug addiction. While this is ultimately my fault, i suspect enemy meddling played a role. My life was basically ruined, I lost all of my cash. I mean down to the last dollar. So I couldn't continue donating, and I guess the Temple leaders didn't want anything to do with me. I don't hate any of you, I think you're good people. But you didn't have to pretend to be my friend, I would have donated anyway because I support the cause. If I get back on my feet, I will resume donating, but please don't insult my intelligence by acting like you care for me personally. I've never had any friends, it was very stupid of me to think I could fit in anywhere.

While I'm somewhat hurt emotionally (it has been a very painful few years), I don't hate any of you. I wish you success in your mission.

#43

chill @Kingfisher - don't apologise; every one of us has had highs AND lows. Don't see it as drama either - you apparently needed to be taken care of, comforted, ensured you're fine despite pain. It's also good you were vocal about it - not trying to suffer in silence, but actually expressing your thoughts.

You did well, and you're safe again.

00) "dubito, ergo cogito" - Rene Descartes. Doubt, but think. And do research
0) If you seek validation of your delusions - you won't find it here.
1) "I believe that XYZ." - Irrelevant. Study https://templeofzeus.org and KNOW. Slaves believe - they don't know.
2) 'xianity', not 'xtianity' - 'christ' = x, not 'chris', AND "Gods", not "God's", "chakras" not "chakra's" if plural.
3) If someone appears to be new, it doesn't mean they have no agenda. Slander veiled as an 'innocent' question, or 'just my opinion' is still slander.
4) Look how beautiful and logical the bible / quran is!
5) Trolls think they can't be exposed - those idiots expose themselves. Another name of Zeus is Satya - Truth

6) serpentwalker666's post from 22.02.25: "People be like... "We want Ancient Egypt, Ancient Greece, Ancient Babylon again" / *Joy of Satanas becomes the Temple of Zeus and starts to expand and take on the endeavor of the ancient restoration of the full spectrum of knowledge and divine culture of the gods* / People be like: "Wait what are you doing?" / Us: "Isn't this what the goal was all along?""
-ask yourself: if you find the above weird, doesn't it mean you have got stuck too much in the cults of yehubor?

#44

Apologies for last post, I went to lds service n remembered I h8 abrahamic religion. My ego is barely starting to grow back, fell for the trauma based mind control

Is it really important to complain so much?

I read most of what was said, but it seems to me that you don't want to be free.

Wow, you've been in the Abrahamic religion for 8 years and you still don't realize it's a scam.

Wow, you lost 2 jobs and you're addicted to drugs 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

Man, besides a job, I also lost another 10,000+ euros at the casino, I got hurt by some enemies, the dizziness went away after 2 weeks, plus a breakup with the girl I loved, who is not Zev. (I remember when I was 16 I was doing energy transfers with her or something, I didn't even know what I was doing 🤣😅)

(3 years ago)
To be honest, the last time I smoked methamphetamine for 3 days and combined it with heroin
(without sleeping)

yet I'm here completely and without any "cravings" for drugs

I didn't even feel the withdrawal

I suffered from it of course

In conclusion, you will recover, it's just a super advancement period for you.

But, if you're going back to the Abrahamic religion just to get revenge on the temple or think their messiah is going to give you a bag of money
because you're back, it's very absurd and will confuse you a little.

#45

Thank you so much everyone...really cringing at the drama lol, I'm sorry for causing it. I apologized to the Gods for my errors, and am resolved to better my life...just got a very traumatic wake up call. Trying to go slow, really want to be better but in lots of pain. Getting help though, and I'm blessed to be in a safe place where people care about me somewhat. Sorry again lol, I'll probably just lurk occasionally until I'm a lot healthier, I don't mean to cause more stress

The Gods have forgiven you there is no problem with them, nor they would ever punish you for this. It's about yourself that you must forgive yourself. When you forgive yourself entirely, you will be able to move on and rebuild better than ever. Blessings to you.

#46

Just one last thing (mods please disapprove if I'm wrong): is it true we've evolved somewhat on race matters? Maybe that's good, while I love my People very much, maybe my focus on extremist politics wasn't helping decent normal White people. Maybe what matters is that people may come to spirituality and the Gods. The progress is amazing in any case

Yes we stay away from this vortex now. We love people and just everyone by their deeds; nothing else nothing more. Justice. Don't even stress the topic anymore.

Is it really important to complain so much?

I read most of what was said, but it seems to me that you don't want to be free.

(3 years ago)
To be honest, the last time I smoked methamphetamine for 3 days and combined it with heroin
(without sleeping)

In conclusion, you will recover, it's just a super advancement period for you.

But, if you're going back to the Abrahamic religion just to get revenge on the temple or think their messiah is going to give you a bag of money
because you're back, it's very absurd and will confuse you a little.

Everyone wants to be free from these, he is clearly strong and he will be fine. I know AveVictoria for many years he is a very strong man and has endured a lot; we men have a limit until we can crash and sometimes we can enter a state of hurting ourselves a result of this. We have to remember to do errors is not our end; it's the start of an opportunity to become better and love ourselves. It's just that when we are too self critical we might beat ourselves to shreds.

My sincere congratulations for your evolution Destroyer, also, you left a lesser state of existence and now you are on a track to ongoing happiness and growth; likely stronger than ever before. Now what AveVictoria has to see is that the best times are actually ahead, despite of how the situation looks currently. It will pass; there is not the end of life if one has done a couple of mistakes or even done substance abuse.

Endless cases of Zevists have not only overcome this but they have been the most confident they have ever been after such phases. I read this commonly in stories of Zevists who have fallen low, when they bounce back they evolve better than ever.

Falling down is not the end. Not getting up is the end. Life is a series of knockdowns; let's get up and move each our own pace.

Life can be a bitch sometimes, but the case is when Zevists overcome this. Stay strong everyone!

#47

Brother also don't isolate and shy away; the community is here for support and to hold you up as you have held it before. Same as the Gods, never forget this. In fact people are getting inspired and they see that if they have done a mistake also, it's just human, everyone can and all will return. You don't show weakness when you say these, you show you are strong. We are available and don't worry about this, your position here is secured. Now just take care of yourself and love yourself and don't worry about details.

Blessings to you and may the Gods shine abundant light on you; you'll be out of the tunnel soon.

#48

Is it really important to complain so much?

I read most of what was said, but it seems to me that you don't want to be free.

Wow, you've been in the Abrahamic religion for 8 years and you still don't realize it's a scam.

and besides that I would like to say:
I challenge you!
I also have a pretty difficult situation, very similar to yours. I'm struggling with some addictions, lack of money, finding a stable and secure job
(there's a lot to say )

How about we come back here in November and see who has progressed the most and who has been stronger?
Do you accept the challenge?

#49

Brother also don't isolate and shy away; the community is here for support and to hold you up as you have held it before. Same as the Gods, never forget this. In fact people are getting inspired and they see that if they have done a mistake also, it's just human, everyone can and all will return. You don't show weakness when you say these, you show you are strong. We are available and don't worry about this, your position here is secured. Now just take care of yourself and love yourself and don't worry about details.

Blessings to you and may the Gods shine abundant light on you; you'll be out of the tunnel soon.

Brother how did you know about the tunnel metaphor/experience I had when I was close to death...for the first time in my life, I am nearly speechless. Thank you.

#50

Yes we stay away from this vortex now. We love people and just everyone by their deeds; nothing else nothing more. Justice. Don't even stress the topic anymore.

Everyone wants to be free from these, he is clearly strong and he will be fine. I know AveVictoria for many years he is a very strong man and has endured a lot; we men have a limit until we can crash and sometimes we can enter a state of hurting ourselves a result of this. We have to remember to do errors is not our end; it's the start of an opportunity to become better and love ourselves. It's just that when we are too self critical we might beat ourselves to shreds.

My sincere congratulations for your evolution Destroyer, also, you left a lesser state of existence and now you are on a track to ongoing happiness and growth; likely stronger than ever before. Now what AveVictoria has to see is that the best times are actually ahead, despite of how the situation looks currently. It will pass; there is not the end of life if one has done a couple of mistakes or even done substance abuse.

Thank you very much, I honestly did not expect to receive such a response
however, congratulations to you too, Great Father Cobra
for having managed to bring the original light not only to one country, but to the entire globe

the discoveries, truths and teachings that you have given us with the help of the gods will remain from generation to generation all the time and forever

#51

Brother how did you know about the tunnel metaphor/experience I had when I was close to death...for the first time in my life, I am nearly speechless. Thank you.

I understand your current situation. From direct experience of the tunnel; I have seen death face to face more than a couple of times in practice and metaphor. So I know exactly where you are right now and above all that you can overcome it. I send you my blessings brother always.

#52

Falling down is not the end. Not getting up is the end. Life is a series of knockdowns; let's get up and move each our own pace.

"very strong man and has endured a lot; we men have a limit until we can crash and sometimes we can enter a state of hurting ourselves a result of this" I can relate. I struggled with this much in the past. Going past your limit will definitely make you crash into a vortex which ends up looking like self destruction. I wish you the best. My name in the old forums was Perserverance13666 I still stand by this thought, Perseverance is the at the core of all of us Zevists. I pray for endless strength to all of my Zevists Brothers and Sisters. Persevere you will

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#53

Brother, it's never too late to change (yourself or your life) as long as you're alive; even if you're addicted, even if you're old, even if you're physically disabled...

You can always change as long as you want to. The problem with most people is that they don't want to. Being a defeatist and hating yourself is easier than wanting to become better. Why? Because wanting to become better requires effort. It requires mental strength and willpower.

The beautiful thing with meditation is that it *gives* you these things. Empowering your solar plexus chakra can give you that will. Doing yoga or breathing exercises and raising your energies is going to make you feel energized. Happy.

Brother, how much did you meditate before you lost your way? (I hope it's okay with you to call "losing your way" your stopping meditations and distancing yourself from the Gods. I know it sounds a bit xtian)

What kind of meditations did you do?
Can you recall the "energy buzz" from meditation? This "feeling high" state?
Did you see your intuition becoming stronger?
These are all beautiful experiences that, even if you stop meditating and haven't experienced them in a long time, you don't forget them.

As for how people can be so certain about their religion, at least when it comes to Zevism, it's the direct experiences we have, not just with meditating, but with the Gods themselves. I'll never forget my first experience with our Father Zeus. I'll never forget all my experiences with our Gods and Goddesses, and their advices... and if I ever did, I've been keeping black journals where I've written them all down.

Have you never had such experiences, Brother? Not with the Gods or with meditations?

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Destruction and Creation are in your hands as they are Mine. Do not be afraid to do these things. Until the time comes where these things have found more peaceable means you must keep the Earth in balance.
- Zeus

#54

im also a former addict trying to heal

#55

As long as your body is still alive, there are things you can do every day to continue moving forward to improving your health physically and spiritually, and improve your life. You don't need to run forward a mile every day if you can't. Even one small step forward each day is at least going in the right direction and making some improvement.

#56

Every one of us has had our days or years of injuries, weaknesses, or depressions. It is not about being invincible and never tripping, because there will always be a time when something happens to anyone. It is about not staying down, getting back up, and continuing to still walk. Or even crawl for some days until you can walk again, then walk for some days until you can run again.

#57

I don't know how everyone can be so sure of their particular religion and not be constantly afraid of being wrong and going to hell. I'm not sure why everyone else can get joy from religion but I get fear, shame, and hatred. The fear of hell really broke me as a child. And with my ego collapsing after my life fell apart, I no longer have self-defensive beliefs. I'm pretty sure I'm a worthless piece of dross and will suffer horribly. I guess my story can be a cautionary tale, lol. But it makes me sad. I really wanted to become something good and do good.

Many Gods specialize in regeneration, including of the ego, such as Osiris. What is your relationship with any God? You should find one that you feel you can relate and try to talk. This will help reduce feelings of loneliness, hopelessness, also can serve as an anchor against fears of Hell or other supernatural punishment.

#58

Just a Lil update...I'm still alive technically and physically safe, not homeless or in an institution, and I've stayed away from painkillers for over 3 weeks, although I take prescribed suboxone, will switch to the shot then get off that later. Just still in a lot of pain, very sick and confused. The pain and mental shit I numbed with drugs is coming up and it sucks, sometimes it hurts to move, breathe, or think. I've had multiple experienced addicts tell me that 7oh withdrawal is the worst painkiller withdrawal, even worse than fentanyl. I still feel like toasted shit and my life is beyond fucked, but at least I'm alive. Please listen to the Temple and be smart about drugs, I thought I was smart but I got a major spanking from Fate.

Also it's definitely not a priority at all, but if it's easy and a mod has a sec I might want 2 change my username to something less edgy lol. But it's not a big deal sorry for bother

#59

Just a Lil update...I'm still alive technically and physically safe, not homeless or in an institution, and I've stayed away from painkillers for over 3 weeks, although I take prescribed suboxone, will switch to the shot then get off that later. Just still in a lot of pain, very sick and confused. The pain and mental shit I numbed with drugs is coming up and it sucks, sometimes it hurts to move, breathe, or think. I've had multiple experienced addicts tell me that 7oh withdrawal is the worst painkiller withdrawal, even worse than fentanyl. I still feel like toasted shit and my life is beyond fucked, but at least I'm alive. Please listen to the Temple and be smart about drugs, I thought I was smart but I got a major spanking from Fate.

Also it's definitely not a priority at all, but if it's easy and a mod has a sec I might want 2 change my username to something less edgy lol. But it's not a big deal sorry for bother

That sucks. It is amazing how 7oh is even legal, and not just that but even sold at gas stations, convenience stores, and even grocery stores. I see those little blue bottles everywhere and they don't even say what they are, it just says all natural and promotes relaxation. Goes to show how they are purposefully trying to kill and destroy the lives of as many people as possible, that they will allow things like that. I think that kratom should also be illegal, but I understand how ignorant law makers who don't know what it is could think that it is just some herb with some effects and think it is not a big deal, but people have had their lives ruined even from that. But the 7oh is insane. They sell pills of that that are stronger than an oxycontin. I have heard that it is a lot more addictive and dangerous than almost any other opioid.

#60

When I'm working, I have tried every different new vitamin drink and energy drink that there is. Especially the ones that are supposed to be healthy. It is a miracle that I never accidentally tried that little blue bottle. They sell it to anyone, it's right at the cash register, and everything that it says is that it is some health supplement.

#61

When I'm working, I have tried every different new vitamin drink and energy drink that there is. Especially the ones that are supposed to be healthy. It is a miracle that I never accidentally tried that little blue bottle. They sell it to anyone, it's right at the cash register, and everything that it says is that it is some health supplement.

I am very glad you were wise enough to know to avoid that poison, Brother, I hope people follow your example.

#62

Also it's definitely not a priority at all, but if it's easy and a mod has a sec I might want 2 change my username to something less edgy lol. But it's not a big deal sorry for bother

You can request a name change from your settings, or just let me know here and I'll change it for you :)

Have you been doing yoga? That will help rejuvenate you, as will the God rituals 🙏