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Kingfisher2 min to read

It's not important, and people won't care, but for purposes of closure I wanted to post this. As of tomorrow I will no longer consider myself a member of the Temple. I have no malice towards anyone here, and certainly no wish to oppose you or your mission, but I can't consider myself a true member.

Over a few years I donated a very large amount to the Temple (and I am not rich at all, just have money from working). I still may donate in the future, but the short story is that a couple years ago I developed a very bad drug addiction. While this is ultimately my fault, i suspect enemy meddling played a role. My life was basically ruined, I lost all of my cash. I mean down to the last dollar. So I couldn't continue donating, and I guess the Temple leaders didn't want anything to do with me. I don't hate any of you, I think you're good people. But you didn't have to pretend to be my friend, I would have donated anyway because I support the cause. If I get back on my feet, I will resume donating, but please don't insult my intelligence by acting like you care for me personally. I've never had any friends, it was very stupid of me to think I could fit in anywhere.

While I'm somewhat hurt emotionally (it has been a very painful few years), I don't hate any of you. I wish you success in your mission.

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#88

Sorry, I'm not quitting, just super depressed over my financial situation, which by itself could push someone to the edge, plus I'm dealing with all these other issues. I know it takes time and strength is required, but it's disheartening to feel tired and sick for so long.

Everyone has issues, to some extent or another. And let me assure you, having financial hardship or serious addiction issues is not the worst, nor is it something insurmountable. Life is precious, carry on.

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#89

These past couple days have been very mentally exhausting but productive. I've done a ton of meetings/networking related to sobriety. I've resumed meditation and am studying the site a lot more than I used to. The new updates make perfect sense and our High Priest put a ton of work into rationally explaining them and calmly responding to concerns.

Maybe this is a dumb question, but it is something that is bothering me: to what extent do material things matter to the Gods? If one is a "man" who is short and ugly, and has other physical deficiencies, is it possible to avoid Tartarus through good works? If one is judged after death by a female Goddess, will this hurt one's chances? (I don't mean to be disrespectful or to speak for the Gods and Goddesses, but such things matter greatly in the material world, so it's not totally insane to worry about how they might matter spiritually).

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#90

Just adding that, while I seek clarification on the matter, I will defer to the Gods' stance regardless of what it is.

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#91

Gods are not petty humans, you will not be judged on these unimportant features but on what you do with your life.

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I am reaching towards a green apple.

#92

The Gods see through you, knowing more than we could imagine, seeing EVERYTHING. I'd say, the main thing is the intent behind your deeds, so studying and applying the principles of Ma'at would give you a good life, and a light heart. Physical appearances have NOTHING to do with it all.

I'm so relieved and happy about your progress, Brother! Keep on rising, like a Phoenix!

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#93

OK thank you both for the replies and encouragement. I am going to keep working hard and trying to take things day by day. It helps a lot to have access to a strong spiritual community like this one.

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