lacking faith

[Botan shijo]

Hi everyone...

Maybe i am being impatient, i have started doing void meditation not long ago... 3~4 days... i wasn't expecting to see results by now but doing this without any kind of sign, absolutely nothing, not even feeling any energy is really messing with my determination...

I don't need to see objects flying around or anything like that but if i only had a sign, something that shows me i am in the right path i would be tremendously happy.

I have prayed the last few nights to our father asking him for strength to stay on the right path and for guidance but nothing so far, it only helps praying because during these prayers i feel my own determination but it's fading as well as my hopes.

Like i said i wasn't expecting anything spectacular, at least not from me, but i never felt absolutely nothing during meditations, in my daily life, during prayers and no weird dreams or anything else out of normal... i hope our father can forgive me if this topic deviates new members by seeding doubt in their minds, maybe it's just me, i don't know.

I seriously need some advice.

Thanks for your attention
Tiago Cabral

 

[egon_88_666]

Are you Portuguese or Brazilian?
Anyway, this sermons by High Priest Vovim Baghie helped me a lot with this problem:

http://www.vovimbaghie.com/Zevist-serm ... on-magick/

http://www.vovimbaghie.com/Zevist-serm ... connected/

http://www.vovimbaghie.com/Zevist-serm ... her-satan/

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tiago_filipe_cabral" <tiago_filipe_cabral@... wrote:

Hi everyone...

Maybe i am being impatient, i have started doing void meditation not long ago... 3~4 days... i wasn't expecting to see results by now but doing this without any kind of sign, absolutely nothing, not even feeling any energy is really messing with my determination...

I don't need to see objects flying around or anything like that but if i only had a sign, something that shows me i am in the right path i would be tremendously happy.

I have prayed the last few nights to our father asking him for strength to stay on the right path and for guidance but nothing so far, it only helps praying because during these prayers i feel my own determination but it's fading as well as my hopes.

Like i said i wasn't expecting anything spectacular, at least not from me, but i never felt absolutely nothing during meditations, in my daily life, during prayers and no weird dreams or anything else out of normal... i hope our father can forgive me if this topic deviates new members by seeding doubt in their minds, maybe it's just me, i don't know.

I seriously need some advice.

Thanks for your attention
Tiago Cabral

 

[Dino Dizdarevic]

I see how that can be troublesome.

Some people had many past lives; and this is someone's first life. Everyone is individual.

I want to say that maybe your astral senses are completely dormant right now, and you musn't have that attitude, remember that fear=failure.

As I see you are a beginner, try going into a trance first. It will allow you to start feeling your energy much easier than sheer meditation out of nowhere, as trance is state of relaxation.



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On Tue, Jun 25, 2013 9:07 PM PDT tiago_filipe_cabral wrote:

Hi everyone...

Maybe i am being impatient, i have started doing void meditation not long ago... 3~4 days... i wasn't expecting to see results by now but doing this without any kind of sign, absolutely nothing, not even feeling any energy is really messing with my determination...

I don't need to see objects flying around or anything like that but if i only had a sign, something that shows me i am in the right path i would be tremendously happy.

I have prayed the last few nights to our father asking him for strength to stay on the right path and for guidance but nothing so far, it only helps praying because during these prayers i feel my own determination but it's fading as well as my hopes.

Like i said i wasn't expecting anything spectacular, at least not from me, but i never felt absolutely nothing during meditations, in my daily life, during prayers and no weird dreams or anything else out of normal... i hope our father can forgive me if this topic deviates new members by seeding doubt in their minds, maybe it's just me, i don't know.

I seriously need some advice.

Thanks for your attention
Tiago Cabral

 

[satanic666666]

I recommend you just do the pineal gland ones, its common for a lot of people now-adays to have a calcified pineal gland and temporarily unable to access their psychic side, you can also try isochronic tones, pineal gland opening binaural beats, and solfeggio's, they will help open you up spiritually so you can sense energy and all that. Eating healthy really helps imo. It took me a while too.
Have a good time and keep your head up, whats important is whats happening now

Ave Zeus & Lilith.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tiago_filipe_cabral" <tiago_filipe_cabral@... wrote:

Hi everyone...

Maybe i am being impatient, i have started doing void meditation not long ago... 3~4 days... i wasn't expecting to see results by now but doing this without any kind of sign, absolutely nothing, not even feeling any energy is really messing with my determination...

I don't need to see objects flying around or anything like that but if i only had a sign, something that shows me i am in the right path i would be tremendously happy.

I have prayed the last few nights to our father asking him for strength to stay on the right path and for guidance but nothing so far, it only helps praying because during these prayers i feel my own determination but it's fading as well as my hopes.

Like i said i wasn't expecting anything spectacular, at least not from me, but i never felt absolutely nothing during meditations, in my daily life, during prayers and no weird dreams or anything else out of normal... i hope our father can forgive me if this topic deviates new members by seeding doubt in their minds, maybe it's just me, i don't know.

I seriously need some advice.

Thanks for your attention
Tiago Cabral

 

[Botan shijo]

Thanks everyone for your feedback... the fact that you are all trying to help me alone gives me strength...

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@ egon_88_666

Yes, i am portuguese and thanks a lot for those links, i will start reading everything as soon as i end this post.
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@ Dino Dizdarevic

I will follow your advice though i often find myself struggling trying to understand certain techniques to induce trance and even meditations, i need to focus so much on doing the things right that i spent most of the time worried about what i am doing instead relaxing, that is why i started by doing void meditation, i am hoping it will help me empty my mind of inconvenient thoughts such as constant doubt that keeps dragging me back as i try to progress in my meditations.
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@ Luis Garcia

Thanks for your encouraging, i already did some research about the chakras and how to open them, and 95% of times i end up reading stuff about buddhism, i started doing yoga yesterday, i found a guy that has a video and he guides "us" throughout our yoga sessions.
Basically this is meant to be to be done over 48 days and supposedly when we are done with it, provided we have done everything correctly we will be able to "disconnect" our soul from our body and be immune to any kind of external interference, if does not mention the kundalini serpent in that site but they do talk about the shakras and how the mantras affect them, i will see where this leads me.
The video that is supposed to guide us is this one:
http://www.ishafoundation.org/Ishakriya/Learn-online
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@ satanic666666

I already came across some articles that mention the pineal gland and how it is related to our energy though i only came across that while studying other subjects and never really understood the connection between the two, i also recall 1~2 days ago seeing a topic with lots of replies here in the group that was about a possible interaction between the pineal gland and coffee, i don't know what the conclusion was, or even if there was one, but if coffee do interfere in a negative way then i seriously need to revise some habits, i work as a programmer and coffee is my fuel, in other words, i drink a lot of it, i also smoke. I can see myself cutting drastically on coffee but i am not sure about smoking, it keeps me from breaking my display a lot of times lol, any programmers know what i mean, hopefully when i master void meditations and become able to repel any negativity in me i can replace cigarettes =) ...
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Once again, thank you all for your feedback so far, it means a lot to me...

Cheers
Tiago Cabral

 

[egon_88_666]

Cool, I have translated the Doctrines of Satan to Portuguese, send me a email so I can reply you with it in an annex if you want.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tiago_filipe_cabral" <tiago_filipe_cabral@... wrote:

Thanks everyone for your feedback... the fact that you are all trying to help me alone gives me strength...

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@ egon_88_666

Yes, i am portuguese and thanks a lot for those links, i will start reading everything as soon as i end this post.
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@ Dino Dizdarevic

I will follow your advice though i often find myself struggling trying to understand certain techniques to induce trance and even meditations, i need to focus so much on doing the things right that i spent most of the time worried about what i am doing instead relaxing, that is why i started by doing void meditation, i am hoping it will help me empty my mind of inconvenient thoughts such as constant doubt that keeps dragging me back as i try to progress in my meditations.
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@ Luis Garcia

Thanks for your encouraging, i already did some research about the chakras and how to open them, and 95% of times i end up reading stuff about buddhism, i started doing yoga yesterday, i found a guy that has a video and he guides "us" throughout our yoga sessions.
Basically this is meant to be to be done over 48 days and supposedly when we are done with it, provided we have done everything correctly we will be able to "disconnect" our soul from our body and be immune to any kind of external interference, if does not mention the kundalini serpent in that site but they do talk about the shakras and how the mantras affect them, i will see where this leads me.
The video that is supposed to guide us is this one:
http://www.ishafoundation.org/Ishakriya/Learn-online
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@ satanic666666

I already came across some articles that mention the pineal gland and how it is related to our energy though i only came across that while studying other subjects and never really understood the connection between the two, i also recall 1~2 days ago seeing a topic with lots of replies here in the group that was about a possible interaction between the pineal gland and coffee, i don't know what the conclusion was, or even if there was one, but if coffee do interfere in a negative way then i seriously need to revise some habits, i work as a programmer and coffee is my fuel, in other words, i drink a lot of it, i also smoke. I can see myself cutting drastically on coffee but i am not sure about smoking, it keeps me from breaking my display a lot of times lol, any programmers know what i mean, hopefully when i master void meditations and become able to repel any negativity in me i can replace cigarettes =) ...
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Once again, thank you all for your feedback so far, it means a lot to me...

Cheers
Tiago Cabral

 

[emailanonymous36]

Thanks for posting this, I read all the replies and everything, helps make me want to continue and not lose hope. I'm new to meditation as well and a combat vet who finds it extremely hard to relax and meditate with my mind always running at a thousand miles per hour.
Ave Zeus!
Hail Sabnock!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tiago_filipe_cabral" <tiago_filipe_cabral@... wrote:

Hi everyone...

Maybe i am being impatient, i have started doing void meditation not long ago... 3~4 days... i wasn't expecting to see results by now but doing this without any kind of sign, absolutely nothing, not even feeling any energy is really messing with my determination...

I don't need to see objects flying around or anything like that but if i only had a sign, something that shows me i am in the right path i would be tremendously happy.

I have prayed the last few nights to our father asking him for strength to stay on the right path and for guidance but nothing so far, it only helps praying because during these prayers i feel my own determination but it's fading as well as my hopes.

Like i said i wasn't expecting anything spectacular, at least not from me, but i never felt absolutely nothing during meditations, in my daily life, during prayers and no weird dreams or anything else out of normal... i hope our father can forgive me if this topic deviates new members by seeding doubt in their minds, maybe it's just me, i don't know.

I seriously need some advice.

Thanks for your attention
Tiago Cabral