kinda lost

[d33moness]

My ex boyfriend opened my heart to father and showed me the truth and light that comes from the darkness. He left me for someone else and I feel a lil lost kinda like a newbie to this still. Everytime I learn something new Im excited and feel more and more empowered but since he left its harder for me to hear father. I feel a void after meditating like I'm missing something still. I guess I'm worried its hard to find some one to share this with. I feel father so strongly but I want to be closer with him. How can I execute this empty feeling and convince myself I don't need my ex to live life with true light. Plus any guidance you can offer to a newbie would be greatly appreciated.

 

[Shannon Outlaw]

You do not need your ex to communicate and feel whole. Find your own way and path. Practice daily power meditation but also do rituals to father Satan to open yourself up. Talk to him and let your emotions go. Power meditation will fill you up with all that you feel is missing. Don't be hard on yourself. Be independent. We all have some sort of lonliness and I suppose psychologically speaking you feel connected with your ex because he introduced you to father but don't think like that. You will be fine.




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On Sun, Jul 8, 2012 3:22 AM EDT d33moness wrote:

My ex boyfriend opened my heart to father and showed me the truth and light that comes from the darkness. He left me for someone else and I feel a lil lost kinda like a newbie to this still. Everytime I learn something new Im excited and feel more and more empowered but since he left its harder for me to hear father. I feel a void after meditating like I'm missing something still. I guess I'm worried its hard to find some one to share this with. I feel father so strongly but I want to be closer with him. How can I execute this empty feeling and convince myself I don't need my ex to live life with true light. Plus any guidance you can offer to a newbie would be greatly appreciated.